A sentimental little work

I am really happy for my friends when they leave one by one and head for their ideal university and the great wall city.

I think of myself when I am happy. I also want to experience college life like them and go to another city to broaden my horizons and increase my experience, but can I?

I totally believe that one point pays and one point gains, because I don't work hard, pay or take my study seriously, so I am full of regrets now. My friend said that maybe this will be a regret for my life, and I think so, but what can I do? There is no regret medicine in the world, and time cannot go back.

I thought I was relieved when I graduated, and everything was fine, but I didn't know I regretted it until I graduated. I'm confused. I used to feel that everything was too beautiful at school, I didn't understand the reality of society, I didn't understand the sinister nature of people, and I couldn't really understand the meaning of others smiling at you.

I understand now, but not completely. How can a society and different people fully understand it?

Some people told me that reading is not the only way out, 360 lines is the best way out, but others told me that reading is not the only way out, but the best way out, and life without university is incomplete.

The former is not unreasonable, it is more about stability and encouragement, but the latter sounds more realistic to me, because I also want to experience what my peers have experienced, and I also want to stand on the same starting line with them. I am afraid that it will be difficult to communicate with my friends one day, and I am afraid that even society will eliminate me one day.

In this law of the jungle society, I have seen more confusion and more reality, and I have also seen that education is indeed a passport to the threshold.

Although strength is the last word, although reading is not the only way out, I really can't feel the taste in my heart. I feel much shorter than others now, maybe it's pessimism.

I can envy their truthfulness, even though they are very tired after high-temperature military training these days, I still envy them.

For me, it is a lifelong regret not to have experienced college.