First of all, my definition of college time is only four years as an undergraduate, that is, youth time (whether you admit it or not, there is really a feeling that youth is lost and leads to youth).
Why is there such a conclusion? Because I didn't like myself at that time: immature, unconfident, short-sighted, melodramatic, blx. I tried to think back, what good qualities did I have at that time? It's innocence and hard work. There is nothing wrong with being naive. It seems that at that time, I can better appreciate the little beauty in simple life and be more sincerely grateful. Because I wanted to be a better self at that time, I tried to be myself now, and I like myself now: confident, cheerful and lifelong learning.
These three years of graduate study were my real choice for my own growth, and I came to Shanghai to study as I wished. Now living in a fast-paced metropolis, many feelings and feelings are like an accelerator, which flows through your fingers before you know it well. Shanghai, once cherished, has the beach of the Republic of China and my favorite writer, Zhang Ailing. Now, Aileen's former residence in Jing 'an District, which can be visited at any time in 30 minutes, has long since disappeared. No wonder people and things are amazing when they fall in love at first sight … if life is just like the first time.
In these three years, I armed my mind with experience and knowledge, reading and thinking. My mind is more mature than before, but my heart seems to be older than before. What's wrong?
The conclusion of my current thinking is that my attitude towards daily life has changed. When I was an exchange student in Taiwan Province Province in 20 16, I felt that every day was full and wonderful. Why? Because I know that I am just a passer-by in that land, and the days of leaving are counting down, and because I live elsewhere, I cherish every day. What about now? Where I am used to living, I seldom take the attitude of "counting down to live" ...
Well, in fact, no matter where we are, everyone is counting down to death, but our tendency is to avoid talking about death, so we muddle along as if we all have endless time.
Alas, life is a one-way street, and there is no turning back.
I advise you not to cherish noble Yi, and I advise you to cherish youth.