1. Call our time-infinite love
At that time, I was still ignorant, surfing the Internet in Internet cafes all day. The news of Sichuan earthquake comes from Q system. Open the website to see the actual situation. Strange thinking, I hurried back to the dormitory to borrow my classmate's mobile phone and called home. In the next few days, I spent most of my time online learning about the Sichuan earthquake. I don't know why I did it. But I really care about our motherland. I think I've changed a lot and grown a lot since I got to college. I know a lot about my thoughts, communication, life and life. In fact, I know very well now that I am nothing, rubbish and annoying. But I love my country. Seeing the images and innocent faces of the people in the disaster area eroded by the disaster, I feel the same in Dalian and deeply sympathize with them. The old man Wen faced the affected people. He, an old man in his sixties, took off his glasses that fell on his heartbroken face. Standing in front of that innocent little girl, he said deeply, don't cry, son. Don't cry, son. Your home is gone, but the government will protect you. Everything will be fine. This is a disaster. The dead man is dead. But those of us who survive must live well and be strong. This is the best comfort, sympathy, mourning and reward for our deceased relatives.
At the moment when the building was about to collapse, a teacher immediately caught four students in his lecture hall and blocked the table with his own body. As a result, four students were safe and sound, but the teacher was crushed to death by the ill-fated reinforced concrete. When the rescuers found him, the teacher's eyes were closed, and this special lecture table was dyed red with blood. The soldiers of the rescue team knew that there was life in the lecture table. Just as they were about to remove the body, they realized that its hands had caught both sides of the lecture table. These powerful warriors can't be separated no matter how hard they try, because she has shaped this great sculpture with her great blood and become a permanent monument!
When rescuers found her, she was already dead and crushed to death by the collapsed house. Through the cracks in the piles of ruins, we can see her dead posture, kneeling on her knees, the whole upper body crawling forward, supporting her body with her hands on the ground, and some hunched like the ancients, but her body was crushed and deformed, which looked a little weird. Rescuers reached through the cracks in the ruins to confirm that she was dead. When they were not far away, the rescue captain suddenly ran back and shouted "Come here quickly". When they came to her body again, the captain put his hand under her body and groped. He immediately shouted "Someone, a child, is still alive". After some rescue, the soldier carefully saved the child under her. He was wrapped in a small quilt with red and yellow flowers, about three months old. Thanks to his mother's protection, he was not injured. He was still sleeping quietly when he was taken out. His sleeping face made everyone present feel warm and lucky. When the accompanying doctor untied the quilt for inspection, he found a mobile phone in the quilt. The doctor subconsciously looked at the screen of the mobile phone and found a written message on the screen: "Dear baby, if you can live, you must remember that I love you." The doctor, who is used to seeing where you are going, shed tears at the moment. The mobile phone has passed, and the text message has passed. Everyone who saw the message shed tears. The news anchor of the TV station shed tears when he read the story. Everyone who heard the story shed tears. I cried when I saw the news! The greatest love in the world is maternal love, endless maternal love. Children, when you grow up, I hope you can still read this short message. Imagine what your mother's mood and environment were at that time. I hope you can remember it for a lifetime! Son, you must live and be strong in the future!
Second, for a long time
Long time no writing, long time no relaxation, long time no daydreaming, long time no feeling of life.
University, I feel that university has a different feeling from my previous career path. The feeling of losing intense study in high school seems to make me a little strange and uncomfortable. I feel that the biggest change is that my thoughts are not as naive as before, and I feel that I am a college student. But I am a failed college student. Because I am a failed senior high school student for four years. Every time I think about it, I am disappointed. Think about home. I have been studying in this school for one year at my own expense, which is nearly 20 thousand a year. Parents, farmers. Make ends meet! Think about this. Why do I go to school? Why do I come to Dalian to go to school? This is my parents' love and love for me. It can be said that parents are too busy to leave the circle of the old farmer. They don't want me to continue their life path. It's really hard for them to fight for us. Dare we ask ourselves when we are children? "It's said that raising children for old age, but high mountains and flowing water also come from other places! It is said that raising children to prevent old age, but no matter how hard and tired you are, you can't open your mouth ... "Poor people inherit the wind!
Therefore, our first task now is to study. Study hard in college, live every day in college and enrich your college life. I think this should be my parents' greatest hope and joy for me.
Third, college life.
In the past, the life of college boys was said to be smoking, drinking and having sex. But now it's smoking, drinking and having sex online. I don't think it's good.
I think most smokers are on tenterhooks all day. Class, class, quiet, sit. Expert's words: a cigarette after a meal is better than a living fairy ... I personally hate cigarettes. I didn't know that cigarettes were legal in a civilized socialist society like China! There are so many cigarette factories and advertisements. Although some cigarette cases say that smoking is harmful to health, I dare say that it is just a lie, just to increase the appeal of this cigarette brand. It's really rubbish Even China's corruption in the late feudal society and the Qing Dynasty, and Lin Zexu's smoke suppression in Humen. I don't think there is any essential difference between smokers and smokers during the Opium War. I once persuaded my brother to borrow cigarettes. It is annoying that they give as many reasons for smoking as seawater. He also said that I didn't understand "tobacco culture". I think this old joke should be in China for a hundred years at most, and the so-called "culture" will come out, which makes sense. I said that you smokers have a sesame-wool reason to say that smoking is good. It is said that a rich man in China painted the so-called "Nanjing", and the price of a pack is in the figures. I wonder if there is something wrong with this person's head (at this time I thought of the gap between the rich and the poor in our country). Science has proved that every time a smoker smokes a cigarette, it will kill his own life and turn frequent non-smokers into passive smokers. Dare to ask, will you die if you don't smoke? I want to tell those smokers that every conscientious parent wants us to grow up healthily. They don't want us to be influenced by some bad habits. No parents with conscience will try to persuade us to smoke. Smoke, smoke more, a pack of cigarettes a day! "If you have skin, you must be influenced by your parents!" Each of us should respect our parents and cherish the precious life they have given us. Only in this way can we be worthy of the care and love of our parents. I hope those who have read this short article can think about it a little. In order to be worthy of our parents, I sincerely want to appeal to our society to get rid of this increasingly decadent social bad habit. But I know that relying on our own strength is not enough. I hope that people with prestige in society can do their best to show their love and set an example. I hope that the relevant authorities can reduce some cigarette factories so that the surplus labor force can be used in places of national construction significance. Tobacco is not a good thing I sincerely call for the progress and prosperity of the motherland with my bleeding heart! !
Drinking, so-and-so and so-and so-and-so and others still have points today. It's fun to have a showdown between two people at the same table ... but I have to remind myself that a small amount of wine is a tonic, but it's no good drinking it all the time. If you drink too much, you will vomit, walk hard and hit a tree in the morning. The words on the wine table hardly matter. But one thing is good: wine is a good thing, and people are assholes! ……
China has a profound cultural history! And accompanied by a thousand years of wine culture. We had a poet Li Bai in ancient times, but he was also Brewmaster! The ancients "talk about poetry" is always accompanied by "talk about wine". Therefore, in ancient China, wine was a good companion for everyone. "Refreshing with wine", "history of cooking wine" and "raising a glass to eliminate sorrow" … wine has too many cultural history and connotations in ancient China! There are countless examples! In today's society, wine has long lost the cultural and historical connotation of "she" in China! At this time, the "wine" is not the "wine" that cherishes the sunshine. It's hard to see what we see at school. On the wine table, one asked the other with red eyes: Hello! Can you do it? Open your mouth and laugh wildly. They all say that when you drink, you tell the truth. Look at these people who look proud, lovelorn, resentful and choked up. It is really a social white state! School is really a sub-society and a microcosm of society. Another red-eye response: no! Drink too much and throw up! Drive and climb trees! When you see a beautiful woman (handsome boy), you can't lift your feet or move! ..... and then suddenly stood up (I guess I couldn't drink it when I was sitting), raised my glass and laughed it off.
Surfing the Internet. Modern society is an information society. It is unrealistic for us not to surf the internet. If we don't surf the Internet, we will be out of date. In that case, we can call it a "net awn". But whatever you do, you have to have a degree. You can play with things, but only if you don't lose heart. I feel normal in this seat. I won't say much about other aspects of surfing the internet. Everyone should weigh this game.
All right, it's settled. This thing. Not really. I once said in my writing:
"I want to find a bosom friend.
Because I need a little care
A little care
Need intimate company
Remember our romantic life track ... "
Maybe this is creation. The ancients had a classic love couplet: "Falling flowers fall in love with running water intentionally and mercilessly". I am confident that I am a little boy who is responsible for girls. Maybe it's just a relationship The young heart of the girl who moved me always seems to pass me by. When our minds are sound, recklessness has no chance to be together. Maybe this is my destiny in love. Maybe this is called fate. Perhaps the doomed fate is precisely this kind of incomplete beauty, so there will be so many sad disappointments.
Tune the tune. Break the deadlock.
You are like a good country, and I want to open my heart. Youth is full of fantasy and ignorance, and love is full of grass. Fate meets thousands of miles, but it falls apart. I sincerely sigh that the old moon, the red line is so bitter.
At dusk, the moon is unforgettable. I miss you so much. The hero has a crush on Lang. World grievances are unpredictable, and dust is right and wrong. What is human feelings? Throughout history, children have grown up laughing.
Looking back on my freshman year. It seems that I am naive, ignorant and even stupid. I didn't get anything in my freshman year. Now my sophomore year is coming to an end. I want to do something and achieve something. So I joined a student union last semester. But you never know. I was kicked out. Hoo hoo. These days, you don't have to use any level but you are excluded! Finally, I have got my college diploma now. This is the most gratifying thing for me recently. Call the old parents at home, or the vicissitudes are still the same. Ask my dad if he will take the undergraduate course. My father let me decide for myself. In the end, I let my parents suffer from selfishness.
Mom and dad looked up and bowed their heads, facing the loess and facing the sky.
Once the sea was difficult for water, the only constant was the world.
Step 4 look for her in the crowd
I feel that a lot has happened in the second year of high school, and I really feel that we can't talk properly. Unexpectedly, a little girl was involved. It all happened so subtly. I unconsciously wrote these short messages that I don't know who will read them.
People who want to see it finish watching her. I don't know what she thinks of me now, but I want people to know how I feel about her now.
I've been watching her for a long time. I know she is filial, sensible, loving her parents and considerate of her family. She is a good obedient child at home. She has the lofty ideal of repaying her parents, which is the driving force of everything she is doing now.
I didn't know what happened to her until the exam, so I didn't take care of her too much that day. I felt a little sorry for her when I found out. I thought she was very upset after coming out of the examination room. At first, I thought she was ill with a cold or something, but then she walked so much. She was tired and sweaty and I didn't ask anything. It's really embarrassing to know why. Hey! So I always wanted to help her later, because I felt I owed something.
That day, after I made friends with her, I casually asked her if the photo took care of her. She said she had no date, and she didn't want to say. Hmm? Looks like there's a doorway here I want to read her QQ diary in the evening and get to know her better.
At first, I only thought she was a sensible, quiet and honest little girl. But after reading the first log, I found that she was thoughtful and emotional, far more sensible than I expected. So I can keep watching. I saw a reprinted article about a couple in a dense village helping their son go to school. His parents didn't recognize his son when he got married, so that his son wouldn't lose face. Later, everything changed, and the daughter-in-law knew the truth and took her in-laws home with tears. It is said that men don't cry lightly, and I was moved to cry that night. I didn't expect her to be so filial and sensible. It would be great if we could be friends with her.
I stayed up all night that night. I read her diary on the phone until three o'clock the next afternoon, and I didn't eat anything. After that, I always rush to my mobile phone while watching it. I don't know where I got the motivation. Look at all her journals. I know her experience very well. She is a very sensible girl, full of beautiful yearning for everything. At the same time, I also know her past. She has paid, laughed, cried and been hurt for what she has done. The girl who shed tears because of her loss, the loneliness that she was sad to wait for because of leaving, the little girl who secretly cried with a diary ... It seems that the injured little girl is right in front of my eyes. Unconsciously, what she once did gave way to me, and I really wanted to help her. Thinking of what happened to her a few days ago, thinking of myself, I somehow feel distressed. Because I have always felt that such a little girl is so kind, and at the same time I feel that looking at photos also reveals a little innocence and cuteness. It's a little distressing that she has so many injuries. I am a person who has experienced a hard life. I just think that a good girl who is so sensible should live a happy life and should not be hurt by her. I think we should help her. Even I am willing to shoulder the burden for her and let her live a happy life. I have the idea of taking care of her life. I just want to make her happy anyway. So when I talk to her afterwards, I always ask her everything. I just want to help her. She said that her hands were tired from work and I wanted to help her. She said that her mother was ill, so I asked her about her illness and asked my grandfather how to treat her (my grandfather is a feudal old Chinese doctor). Even when she was in the car, I told her to be safe. Sometimes I worry that she will be cheated by a little boy because she is so simple. After thinking about it, I suddenly feel whether I like her or not. Later, I went online and asked several buddies who had already met, and asked which one was good. At that time, I was a little scared, afraid of being known, and even more afraid that she would ignore me when she knew. Everyone told me that since I liked her, I would go after her. I thought I had to ask her what she thought, so I added a Q to her and asked her what she thought of her partner. Later, I plan to post the chat content and study it. I made a mistake and sent her the information. I set her real name in Q, and she kept asking. I have butterflies in my stomach. I didn't know what to say, but then I thought I had to tell the truth. I told her that the girl I liked in the chat was her. She was very angry and turned off the phone. Then I don't know what to do. I'll pick her up when she comes back. On the way, I asked her if she was angry. I chatted with another Q, apologized to her and asked her if she could continue to be friends. She said yes. I was very happy then. Glancing at her secretly, she seemed embarrassed and a little unhappy. Ha ha!
I waited for her downstairs the next day, but she wouldn't let me wait. Tell her I've been waiting for her to come out. She said that if I wait for her, I won't go to class. I know she is a good student and won't miss class. Page her twice. Don't move. Then I saw her leave with the people in their dormitory.
Those people passed me without even looking at me. An indescribable, sad little feeling emerges from the bottom of my heart. I haven't been to class much all day.
In the evening, I asked her on Q why she didn't answer my phone, and she kept stepping on me. She said something was wrong and she didn't bring her cell phone. I really want a chance. Even a chance to wait. Because I just want to take care of her.
Maybe all this is just my imagination.
I'm really confused these days. Always expecting something. As a self-righteous seat, I hope someone can know something.
I don't think I am a casual person, not a person who speaks his mind casually. By this time, I seem to have found out that if you really want to take care of someone, you will really abandon so many of your own things and do anything willingly, and for what purpose. ......
Maybe I shouldn't have thought so in the first place. What is this? Can only say that people's minds are too complicated.
Peacocks fly southeast and wander for five miles! Phoenix dance for nine days only for phoenix tree! Birds are birds after all, and trees are trees after all! Maybe the peacock is really a phoenix, but I don't know if it is a phoenix tree that has been waiting for thousands of years.
Verb (abbreviation of verb) dust removal
Life is unpredictable. Nine times out of ten things will go wrong. It seems that my life experience is very dramatic and bumpy. I was a damn person, but I survived unexpectedly. Ha ha! It is said that if you survive, you will have good luck. Maybe!
I was born in a rural family. I was born with congenital heart disease. /kloc-had two operations before the age of 0/5. During this period, many things happened at home. It can be said that in the 1990s, a rural family was really embarrassed because of unexpected reasons such as seeing a doctor.
In a flash, I went to high school. For me to have a good future. My father had a hard time getting me into high school. But by the end of high school, I didn't study hard, thinking that I could be admitted to one or two schools with my actual level. As a result, I only got an admission notice from a normal college. At this time, everyone in my family said I was, and everyone in the village laughed at me and our family. Not convinced, I took another year's class and forgot all the stress. Hehe, this man is really not strong sometimes! I didn't even get into the junior college this time. I didn't go to the second supplementary report. Dalian New Century Foreign Language School was discovered in some self-taught schools. Later, he transferred to Dalian Branch of PLA Information Engineering University. However, we were kicked out because we were not qualified to enter the school. The final result is that several of us found the Green Park School District of dalian polytechnic university Institute of Continuing Education at that time. In this way, my "college dream" came true.
When I first started my freshman year, I didn't think highly of Luyuan, but all subjects met the standards. But since the first half of the year, it has been transferred to three books. I saw a little shadow of a real university, which shocked me. I really want to go home and study in high school for another year, thinking that high school still has some foundation. I really want to. But for home, for parents to be less tired. I gave up the plan. After all, it would be nice to go to college. I also have a 16-year-old sister who is about to enter the third grade. Be content with this man.
Looking back now, those past sufferings are nothing to the present. Just a shadow in the journey of life. Let bygones be bygones, yesterday has passed, tomorrow is coming, cherish the present and grasp the present!
Let's settle it when it comes.
I have been here for a long time. Many things happened at home after returning to China in the first half of the year. I lost myself for a long time. That was a few years ago. I got cancer and had an operation. Two relatives died in the family around the year. My grandfather is 70 years old and has been bullied and laid off. My milk constitution is not as good as before. My mother is also facing surgery. These things at home are all related to my school. Because my family is a down-and-out family for generations. It is difficult to be a college student in the countryside. Although disappointing, it can't be said that you don't think about your family under such circumstances.
On the day of having dinner in my dairy house, my grandfather led me in front of my family tree and told my eldest grandson that he was old, could not work and was laid off. Grandpa and grandson are three generations. He said that he couldn't borrow any light from me until the day he died. But the old people had a wish before they died, that is, they could see their grandchildren get married before they were buried. Then teach me the skills of traditional Chinese medicine. This way, the old man will feel at ease even if he is buried. My grandfather told me that Confucius once said that he came to learn five out of ten, won the championship at twenty, stood at thirty, was not confused at forty, knew his destiny at fifty, listened at sixty, and was over seventy years old. At the age of seventy, I did what I wanted to do and didn't cross the line. He asked me to remember these words. Since ancient times, people who can understand these things are capable people. Now every time I think of what my grandfather said to me during the Chinese New Year, I feel really uncomfortable. Think about what I did at school. I'm really sorry for my family.
Looking back, it was really difficult for me to stand firm in my thirties. The predecessors all said that you should consider your future plans when you go to college. People who want to do something have three directions: business, politics and academics. I really thought about this choice for a long time and asked the teacher. It is often said that opportunities are reserved for those who are prepared.
I know that there are two saints in China history, Tao Zhugong and Hu Xueyan. They are all famous people in history. I know it's hard to be a celebrity. At the same time, I don't think business is what I want.
As for politics, I really want to get involved. Seeing bureaucracy, corruption and generations of officials, it is hopeless for civilians who feel empty. Besides, I am of Manchu descent. Sometimes I think to myself, if the descendants of Aisin Gioro become the supreme leader of the country. Will China society return to the prosperous ancient times? ......
It seems that from the beginning of being sensible, I admire those who learn a lot. For example, I am willing to listen to the big class that the teacher tells us, although I may not understand much.
So I thought about it and decided to continue studying.
The feeling and experience of intransitive verbs
Sophomore. Looking back on some of our previous events, I really have a lot of feelings. See now is always ignorant and busy, although my little boy is only 24, but looking at the past and thinking about the future, there is always a feeling that things are different and I want to say everything, and the past is floating in my mind. How time flies. Close your eyes and open your eyes, and a day will pass. It is said that the second year of high school is memorable, but now I feel very small and really find that my previous nonsense is a waste of time. I didn't realize that I knew too little until now. Think about surfing the internet before, sitting in front of the computer for seven or eight days regardless of life. The result is just an addictive fantasy game. In return, I failed in the college entrance examination and neglected my studies. Network is a flash in the pan, full of nothingness! I really want to go back in time. But there is no timely return ticket.
Now there is not much time left in the second year of high school. I should make good use of it to do something Let's go I want to talk about love, but there is no fate. Besides, this game should not be fun. I feel that this game should require women to have lovers. Although the fallen petal intentionally follows the flowing water, the flowing water is ruthless. I like people, but people don't like me Forget it. Man, you shouldn't put your feelings for children first. Alas, pity me, a nine-foot man, almost delayed my great ambition. Maybe it's really hero loneliness. You can call me garbage, but you can't say that I'm not allowed to learn to be a hero. But this game should not be a bite to death, right? "The hero is short of breath, and his children are immersed in love" because it is also sad to meet a beautiful hero. HOHO! Recently, I watched TV "Da Zhai Men" and admired the leading role in it. Looking back, if a person's generation can have two skills of Bai Jingqi, it is really NB. I want to learn from his wisdom. Now that I have just finished reading The Analects of Confucius, I think the legendary Kong Laoer is not so unpredictable and out of reach. The beauty lies in his simple words, which are really amazing. I didn't feel that our China culture is so profound until I got to the university. I think I'm in love with this game. Imagine how proud I would be if I talked about China culture in front of foreigners one day! But now my knowledge is still very shallow. It feels like a long way to go, and I will practise fraud for what I want!
I didn't learn anything when I went to college, but I read a lot of Chinese studies and unique Chinese studies. Oh, it seems that I am in love with Chinese studies. Zeng Lizhi was determined to make a hullabaloo about in lecture halls like Lecture Room in the future. This is my life! I feel that few people in our society are exposed to China culture. Blind imitation of foreign old-fashioned play. It is a great shock to thousands of years of civilization in China! How can I put it? For example, like Qian Zhongshu's predecessors, people and pigs are animals. People have their advantages, so do pigs. If people want to develop in an all-round way, they need to take in a variety of nutrients. Of course, pork is high in protein, but you can't eat pork all the time without strengthening exercise. Otherwise, we will become obese. Ha! People should live like people! China people live to live like China!
I am studying hard now! Now I have written a pair of couplets on both sides of the map on the bedside wall: honing and asking how many heroes' heads there are in the world; Try to see what Tiannan's ambition is. Horizontal vice: great tolerance! Ha! I was so excited when I finished writing!
Sharpen wants to ask how many heroes in the world have heads;
Look at how ambitious this Tian Kai is!
All rivers run into the sea, with great tolerance!
Dude, I didn't mean anything by it.
Sometimes, it is good for you to think about yourself, your future, your life and other philosophical issues.
Work hard!