Turn from iron to blood/
Zhang Yiping, an ordinary disabled girl, was diagnosed with cerebral palsy at the age of four. The "best" prospect described by the doctor for her is that she can stand alone and express herself in one word. More than 20 years have passed, and now Yiping, although her limbs are still disabled, is moved by her cheerful, optimistic, strong spirit and even strong people. She taught herself high school courses, skillfully used computers, made flash, swam and rode a two-wheeled bicycle. She was the administrator of four websites and had a large group of close friends ... How did a disabled girl get to where she is today? I'm afraid only she can make it clear.
Campus life-my best memory
Growing up listening to the bugle call, I never knew what my childhood was like outside the hospital and military camp. The people around me are all uncles and aunts who are soldiers except the old demobilized soldiers. At that time, I spent eight months a year in a hospital bed. In my childhood memory, the hospital is the place I am most familiar with and most afraid of. Other children entered kindergarten at the age of three or four, and spent a happy and carefree childhood with laughter. But I can only lie in the hospital bed, dreaming that one day I can walk into the campus and study in the classroom like other children.
It's time for school. I successfully passed the ordinary primary school exam, but the examiner immediately fired me after learning that I couldn't take care of myself. In this way, the study life of a normal student has become a bubble. I spent two years in pain and despair, until the mentally retarded school in downtown was built, and I saw hope again. However, at the time of registration, the school stipulated that "students must be able to take care of themselves if their IQ is below 45." Although my IQ is 85, Lian Bi can't take care of herself! Will I never go to school? ! God won't close one door, but he will open another. Perhaps my desire to learn touched the special education teacher and approved me to be a trainee (2 months). This is good news for me. Although it was just a trial reading, it gave me a chance to go to school. As a trainee, I entered the classroom of a mentally handicapped school. In order to pass the probation period smoothly and not to cause trouble to the teacher, I didn't drink water for almost a day at school. I overcame the difficulty of taking care of myself, and the greater difficulty appeared again. The teacher knew it was difficult for me to write, so she tried to reduce my homework. But in this way, I also stood up and wrote late, often wearing hands. Many uncles and aunts advised me to give up when they looked distressed, but I tried to prove myself like other students. Two months' efforts moved the class teacher, and after consulting with the school leaders, I was turned into a formal student. But soon I was admitted to the hospital because of pneumonia. At that time, the injection hurt again and the medicine I took was bitter. I never cried. I always actively cooperate with the doctor, and even wonder if I can take all the medicine for a few days, as long as it can make me recover soon. But I didn't do well until the final exam, but I took the exam despite my illness. I remember when I walked into the examination room because of a fever, I felt hazy in front of me, but there was only one thought in my mind: I must do well in the exam. Only in this way can I prove that my efforts for a semester are worthy of the hard-won opportunity to go to school. The results came out, math 100, Chinese 99.8 (because of carelessness), my parents and teachers praised me assiduously, and my classmates also praised me. I regret it, how could I be so careless!
The winter vacation passed quickly and the new semester began, but it happened that I was admitted to the hospital again at this time. A few days later, when the teacher sent a bright red scarf, a brand-new school uniform and a small yellow hat to my bedside, I was too excited to speak. Looking at the bright red scarf, my eyes filled with tears. I am very excited to be a young pioneer, but I still don't know the scene of joining the team.
I remember that at noon on the third day of junior high school, in order not to delay the afternoon class, my uncle took me to the hospital for infusion after class in the morning, but my blood vessels were slippery at that time, and my aunt nurse gave me six stitches, but I still couldn't find the blood vessels. At this time, my uncle said with distress: I won't fight first, and I'll find the aunt of the head nurse after work. But I said to my aunt, "aunt, it's okay. It doesn't hurt." Go ahead, let's draw, hehe, it's time to give you a chance to challenge. " I just hope I can finish my transfusion and go back to school as soon as possible.
Shortly after I got used to school life, the winter disease of 1996 hit me again. At that time, the doctor said that treatment was useless to me, and 18 years old was the limit of my life. I secretly cried, thinking: no, I have to go to school, I have to work hard, I have to go back to my dream class. With everyone's help and encouragement, I finally returned to school after two years. However, due to physical and traffic problems, I can only choose to attend classes on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays every week and make up lessons at home in the afternoon.
One day in the summer vacation, I suddenly received a phone call saying that I was the new class teacher. After I entered the senior year, my Chinese and math teachers changed, and they were all transferred from Pu Xiaogang. I really listened to the first Chinese class, the content was so substantial, the knowledge was so broad, and it brought a lot of fresh breath. After reading my composition, the head teacher said, "Yiping, I hope you can be more strict with yourself. I may be more strict with your writing than other students in the future. " Then I hope you can come to class more often and communicate with me in time if you have any ideas. "She also said earnestly," you know, there is no end to learning, and the skills are not overwhelming. "After returning home, I talked to my parents, and they agreed that I would attend classes every morning if my body allowed. Dad can deliver it in the morning, but how can I get home? K52 bus just started, but I've never driven it myself. What should I do? Then my mother contacted the motorcade and let me get on and off at the front door. The teacher accepted me and my mother picked me up here. The first time I took the bus by myself, I was really scared, but the thought that I could lighten my parents' burden and take more classes by myself gave me courage and I was not afraid of anything.
Because there is no class in the afternoon, I can never be on duty, and I am always called by the teacher to type materials during the cleaning. I always feel sad because I can't do something for the class like others. So, at the class meeting, I volunteered to clean the whole classroom table every morning. At first, the teacher thought I was just talking casually, but from that day on, I never stopped. What impressed me the most was that the students didn't turn on the air conditioner in winter morning, and they all came to clean the outdoor health area. I was the only one in the classroom, watching the water that was about to freeze. I washed the rag with tears in my eyes and my hands were red when I came out. It gets too warm after washing for a long time. After seeing it, the teacher said with distress, "Pingping, don't wipe it if it is too cold." My answer is: "What am I compared with other students?"
One day, Mr. Li, the counselor, unexpectedly called the four of us to the office and said that it was Teacher's Day that asked us to participate in the broadcast. I was stunned. Those three are the backbone of the school and often take part in cultural and sports activities. I have never talked to this teacher before. She said, "No problem, you must believe in yourself." Up to now, I still clearly remember the first broadcast scene. Teacher Li helped me hold Mike, and my nervous mind went blank, and I was so excited that I danced. Soon I discussed with my teachers and classmates and proposed to set up a school radio station. I worked as an editor and announcer. This is the first school for mentally retarded students!
On June 22nd, 2006, 5438+0 was my last day in a school for mentally retarded students. In the past nine years, I have never shed a tear, no matter how hard it is on my way to school. But just as I was about to leave the school gate, I cried when I looked at the neat farewell team and the special education teacher who gave us love. For other children, graduation can enter a higher school, but for me, it means leaving the teachers and teachers who live together day and night.
This is Yiping's short campus life. Although it is difficult for such children to go to school, the strong Yiping has never been bitter and tired. He just tries his best to help others. During the period, I dropped out of school for two years due to physical reasons. During this period, a group of special people came into Yiping's life. They planted hope for the disabled girl. Until now, they still occupy an extremely important position in Yiping's life. They have a touching name: young volunteers.
My forever bosom friend-young volunteers
1996, the disease struck again, and I was forced to leave the campus and my classmates who lived together day and night!
At that time, I was really depressed and disappointed from the bottom of my heart and lost confidence in everything. At this moment, my brothers and sisters of Grade 94 from the School of Mechanical Engineering of Jinan University came to my side, encouraging me to fight the disease, making up lessons for me, and offering English, computer and other courses according to my physical condition. My brothers and sisters used their own practical actions to make me see hope again and build up confidence. During my days with my brothers and sisters, I not only learned a lot of knowledge, but also realized the value of life. I am determined to be a useful person. Although the limbs are disabled, the brain is normal and flexible, and full of love for life. Compared with Helen Keller, I am already very happy, and I can be equally excellent. I believe in myself, I can do it, as long as I work hard, anything can be done.
So after I returned to school after two years' suspension, I not only got the best grades in all subjects, but also became a special student of the school and participated in computer demonstrations many times. Established the school radio station; Joined the dream organization of peers-China * * * Production Youth League.
Whenever I encounter difficulties, my brothers and sisters always come to my side in time. With the help of my brothers and sisters, I have made progress in all aspects. Take my computer study as an example. When I learned that I could also learn computer, I was very happy, because computer can make up for my inconvenience in writing. I stood in front of the computer curiously and couldn't help but retreat, because I saw that everyone typed with their fingers and used the mouse flexibly. But I can't use it. what can I do? Just when I was timid, my sister tried her best to set the mouse function as a shortcut key for me, which also changed my operation from one hand to two hands. In this way, I started from scratch and studied bit by bit. Now I can use the computer to write articles, make newspapers, slides, flash animations and so on. The computer has also become my good friend.
With the help of my brothers and sisters, my life is happy and full. To ask me which day is the happiest, I can't help thinking of "Ten Dangerous Codes" in 0 1. I took part in an outing organized by Jinan University. I was in a bad mood because I couldn't continue my studies. In order to make me happy, my brothers and sisters specially invited me to their outing. The night before I left, my sister took me to their dormitory, and my sisters in the dormitory came to visit me one after another. That night, I was so excited that I stayed up all night. This is my first time to go out with my brother and sister! The next morning, I came to the suburbs by bus. I was very happy. The mountains, rivers, grasses and trees of nature strongly attract me. Outings are arranged in a variety of ways, including climbing mountains, visiting reservoirs and picnicking, laughing and singing. In order for me to participate in the activities with everyone, my brothers and sisters all rushed to help. When it was inconvenient for me to walk on the mountain road, my sister Jin Wei carried me on her back and my clothes were soaked with sweat. Finally, I climbed to the top of the steep mountain, and walked down the "longest and steepest" steps for the first time in my life, eating my own kebabs. Personally, I feel very comfortable in the embrace of nature and very happy in the collective family. In order to take care of me, my brothers and sisters neglected to enjoy the bright sunshine and the fragrance of flowers and plants. While enjoying the fun of outing, I was shocked and encouraged by the selfless dedication of my brothers and sisters, which increased my courage to overcome difficulties, so that I can face life bravely and try to overcome them in the future, no matter what difficulties I encounter, because I know that there are a group of caring people around me at any time, and they are my strong spiritual pillars!
Some people think that most disabled people are autistic, with dark hearts and no communication with others, but our Yiping is always sunny and always smiling. Everyone said, "Where there is Yiping, there is laughter, and everyone is very happy." Yiping's happiness infected many people and influenced many people, so many people became Yiping's good friends.
Roam in the network
During the World Helping the Disabled Day in 2002, thanks to everyone's efforts, radio and television opened a special line for me, and I was finally able to fly freely online. I walked out of my small room, made good friends on the Internet, and also brought my computer skills into full play. On the internet, because I am young, my brothers and sisters take good care of me and like my naughty personality. From then on, I was no longer lonely.
In the big family of Internet, I made friends from all over the country. Because of environmental and family reasons, I have never trusted netizens. I have never thought of meeting my net friends for more than a year, and I am always afraid of losing my good friends because of my image. Although they are all members of a special group, cerebral palsy is quite special. But it wasn't until Leng Feng's brother (a friend whom he chatted with) in Binzhou came to my house with crutches when he was about to leave Jinan to work. I was very excited when I recognized my brother at the door. At that time, my brother was so tired that I was sweating. This is the first time I walk with a friend with physical disability. I move my crutch slowly. I can see that my brother is really tired, but we all have smiles on our faces, which has nothing to do with the internet. When I got home, my mother warmly entertained me and said with distress, "It's so far away that it's inconvenient. Just let Yiping see you. " But my brother said, "It's nothing. I'm not tired. I'm glad to meet Yiping. I'm not here because she brought me food at work. I must come to see my sister when I leave. " Because it was far away and at night, my brother sat in my house for a while and left, but I couldn't calm down for a long time. My brother's strength and courage will always be engraved in my heart. After that, I naturally met the netizens again, without any barriers, because we all communicated sincerely on the Internet and were closer than brothers and sisters.
Dad left the military camp to take care of me and took off his beloved military uniform. Although I was admitted to the civil service after job-hopping, I didn't adapt. In the past two years, my father was seriously ill twice in a row. When I was busy in the hospital, my mother had to take care of me. As an only child, I can do nothing at home. I don't want my mother to worry about me anymore. I tried to smile at them, but what about my pain and fear? At this time, I happened to walk into the first blind website in China-Night Sunrise. There are disabled friends who are constantly striving for self-improvement, and intimate friends who accompany me through that difficult time with voices and words. Soon, with your help and encouragement, I joined the management team. In the past two years, I have a fixed period of time every week to host and serve you with voice. The sunrise at night has become another warm home for me. We chat together, eat together, play together, infect others with our enthusiasm, try our best to help others and let others feel our value. Although we are physically disabled, we are full of love and hope for life!
Now I have worked as an administrator of four websites. I hope to bring my happiness to others without delaying my self-study. I learned to be grateful, to repay, to care for others and to help disabled friends like me.
In 2003 and 2004, I participated in the national networking activities for the disabled held in Shijiazhuang and Beijing twice. As the only disabled representative in Shandong, I know I must not let everyone down. I am younger in the group. I have always insisted on taking care of myself in the activities, trying not to cause trouble to the volunteers in the group and accompanying them, and passing on my happiness to my friends in the same industry. At the end of the activity, everyone said, "Where there is a level, there is constant laughter, and everyone is very happy."
Last winter, I participated in the program "Night Talk in Spring City" as a guest. This is my second live TV broadcast. People say, "Yiping, you are great. Your eloquence has caught up with that of the host." Looking back now, I am still excited and nervous. My naughty and happy left a deep impression on my sister Xiaodong, who still remembers the disabled little girl who chattered endlessly.
my heart
After graduating from a school for the mentally handicapped, I returned to the hard road of study. For various reasons, I failed to walk into the campus again. I really don't want to give up studying. Finally, I chose the hard road of self-study. Maybe someone will say, "You have such a good family. Food and clothes with a mouth are great. It's time to be content. " But I don't want my life to be aimless and messy. My favorite sentence is: face all the ups and downs of life with laughter, conquer all diseases with confidence and courage. Even if tomorrow is the end of my life, I will still greet today with a smile! I want to be a useful person, even if it is just a small paving stone, I am satisfied. In the process of progress, I don't know how many times I secretly cried, but I have a jumping heart and a belief that I will never bow to fate. My parents are my strong backing. My mother took me to climb Hero Mountain, learn to ride a bike and learn to swim. She tried to make me try anything other children could do. I know my limbs are not flexible, and it doesn't matter whether I suffer or not. Overcoming setbacks is a compulsory course for every disabled person. Anyway, I hope I can go out of my own way and have my own pride!
Today, Yiping has passed the life limit of 18 years old, and life continues in Yiping's own hands. As a child with severe cerebral palsy, Yiping learned to ride a bike and swim. Some people will be surprised: how can a disabled child who can't take care of himself and even master the basic balance do this? Yes, Yiping did. I'm afraid only my family can understand how many tears I have shed, how much my parents have paid and how much I have cared about since I basically stood at the beginning and now I can go shopping alone. From Yiping, we feel what is strength and what is perseverance, and there is no rhetoric. Only one girl is walking strongly. Although the road ahead is bumpy and full of thorns, our Yiping is still persevering. We firmly believe that the road ahead in Yiping is infinitely broad, and we also firmly believe that life in Yiping will always be wonderful!