Many children are waiting for the first bell on the playground. Small hands, circling in the hands of parents, look around with timid eyes. They are kindergarten graduates, but they still don't know a rule: graduation of one thing is always the beginning of another.
(3) When the bell rang, people were mixed and ran in different directions. But in the chaotic crowd, I clearly looked at the back of the child-like a hundred babies crying at the same time, you can still hear the position of your own one accurately. Hua' an walked forward with colorful schoolbags on his back, but kept looking back, as if he had crossed an endless river of time and space, and his sight met me at a distance.
I watched his thin figure disappear into the door.
At the age of sixteen, he went to America as an exchange student for a year. I took him to the airport. When I said goodbye, I hugged as usual. My head can only be attached to his chest, as if I had hugged the giraffe's foot. Obviously, he is very painful to give up what one favours.
[6] He is waiting in a long line for passport inspection; I stood outside and followed him inch by inch with my eyes. Finally, it's his turn. He stopped at the customs window for a while, then took back his passport and flashed into a door. Suddenly, he disappeared.
I've been waiting for a look back before he disappeared. But he didn't, not once.
Now he is twenty-one years old and studies in the university where I teach. But even if it is the same way, he will not drive my car. Even in the same car, he wore headphones-music that only one person could listen to. It was a closed door. Sometimes he is waiting for the bus across the street, and I look down from the window of a tall building: a tall and thin young man, his eyes looking at the gray sea. I can only imagine his inner world is as deep as mine, but I can't get in. After a while, the bus came and blocked his figure. When the car drove away, there was only one mailbox on the empty street.
I slowly understand that the so-called scene of father, daughter and mother only means the fate between you and him, that is, watching his back drift away all his life. You stand at this end of the path, watching him gradually disappear at the corner of the path, and he silently tells you with his back: don't chase.
I slowly realized that my loneliness seems to be related to another character.
⑾ After finishing my postdoctoral studies, I returned to Taiwan Province Province to teach. On the first day of reporting to the university, my father gave me a long-distance trip in his cheap van that transported feed. Only when he arrived did he know that he didn't drive to the main entrance of the university, but stopped in a narrow lane by a side door. After unloading the luggage, he climbed back into the car and prepared to go back. He obviously started the engine, but rolled down the window and poked his head out and said, "daughter, dad feels very sorry for you." This kind of car is really not suitable for a university professor. "
⑿ I watched his pickup truck carefully reverse and plop out of the alley, leaving a cloud of black smoke. Until the car turned out of sight, I was still standing there next to a suitcase.
It has been more than ten years since I went to the hospital to see him every week. He was in a wheelchair with his head hanging down to his chest. Once, I found shit dripping all over his trouser legs. I squatted down and wiped his skirt with my handkerchief, but I'm going back to work in Taipei like this. The nurse took his wheelchair. I picked up my bag and looked at the back of the wheelchair. I stopped at the automatic glass door and didn't go in.
I always get to the airport at dusk.
⒂ In front of the crematorium, the coffin is a huge and heavy drawer that slides forward slowly. I didn't expect to stand so close, only five meters away from the oven door. The rain was tilted by the wind and drifted into the corridor I swept away my wet hair and stared deeply, hoping to remember this last watch.
[14] I gradually understand that the so-called scene of father, daughter and mother only means the fate between you and him, that is, watching his back drift away all his life. You stand at this end of the path, watching him gradually disappear at the corner of the path, and he silently tells you with his back: don't chase.
1. The article has written several "watching" scenes, please briefly summarize them.
A: Looking at my son: On the first day of primary school, my son watched him walk into the campus with his schoolbag on his back.
When my son was sixteen, the airport watched him enter the customs.
When my son was twenty-one, I watched him go to school by bus.
Look at my dad: I went to the university to teach and watched my dad drive in the back seat of a van.
My father was ill in hospital, so I went back to school to work and watched my father being pushed into the ward in a wheelchair.
Before my father died and was cremated, I watched him enter the oven door.
2. Watch the scene at any time and analyze the feelings of the characters at that time.
A: The fact that a son goes to primary school shows his attachment to his mother and her concern for his son.
As an exchange student, my son was watched at the airport, showing his independence and his mother's reluctance and sadness.
My son went to college and watched him take the bus, expressing his son's independence and self, and his mother's loneliness after his son left.
I went to the university to teach and watched my father drive in the back of a van. The father was full of guilt because of poor conditions and was moved by his daughter's heart.
My father was ill in hospital, so I went back to school to work and watched my father being pushed into the ward in a wheelchair. Heartache for my father's old age and illness.
Before my father died and was cremated, I watched him enter the oven door. Express my deep memory of my father.
Paragraph 3.5 says that your son of the same age is "obviously unwilling to tolerate his mother's affection". Please say a few words for your son.
Mom, I know you love me, care about me and worry about me. I can't always grow up under your wings. Don't treat me like a child. When I grow up, I can do many things by myself and take care of myself.
4. What role does the paragraph10 play in the article?
A: The transition will lead to the following.
Please comment whether paragraph 9 of the article is redundant.
A: Not redundant. Paragraphs 9 and 16 not only serve as a summary of seeing off his son and father, but also divide the article into two parts, making it coherent and vivid. But also repeatedly formed intervals, effectively pointing out the center.
6. "He tells you silently with his back: You don't have to chase." What does this sentence mean?
A: Everyone has their own way of life. Growth, independence, aging and death are irresistible natural laws. Cherish when you can accompany him, and try your best to bless him when he leaves you. This is life.