I have been on the road of medicine for more than ten years. When I first entered this pit, I was psychologically prepared and realized my ideal, so the so-called efforts were discounted. Like the topic, I had the will to be a doctor in high school, and I also had a simple understanding of the lives of medical students and doctors. I was told it was difficult, but I was naive. What about a good young man full of blood? I thought so many people could stand such hard work. Why not? I thought I could bear hardships. With the full support of his father, he went into the pit. As soon as I entered the hospital, I was as deep as the sea, and I have been a passerby ever since. My medical college is 2 1 1, and there are six people in the dormitory. Before college, I was a diligent girl. In addition, there are many clinical medicine courses. On weekends, I will set aside a day for self-study and sometimes I will be arranged by the teacher to do experiments. At first, it was because of the inertia of high school study, and later it became a habit. I feel good. There are so many knowledge points to remember that I failed this course without spending some time. I still remember the systematic anatomy class and local anatomy class in my freshman and sophomore year. Because the anatomy laboratory is limited and the teacher is speechless, I have to undertake two annual classes. My group is arranged on Saturday morning and Wednesday night, and often washes and sleeps after experiments, or goes directly to the canteen to cook. When you really look at anatomy from the perspective of learning attitude science, you won't be afraid, and it won't affect the hahaha of eating meat, but the taste of formalin is too exciting. I went to see my high school classmates and studied other majors. I find their laziness painful. We have classes five days a week, with a maximum of eight classes a day, four in the morning and four in the afternoon, with an average of 30 classes a week, excluding elective courses. There are also many experimental classes, but not many laymen are interested in doing experiments with bullfrogs, mice and rabbits. You don't have to set aside a day for self-study every weekend. The time without class is free, and you can control your time according to your mood. In the three years before the senior year, the most tiring thing is the final review, which has a lot of knowledge points. It can be said that I am reviewing from morning till night, and there is no room in the classroom when I am late. It usually takes five minutes to find a table for dinner. At other times, you can play, date, work-study, fall in love, play games, make rational use of time and fully enjoy the wonderful university life in recent years. Five-year university courses have their own emphasis every year. The biggest feeling of freshmen is "why not take clinical classes?" They all lay the foundation-Advanced English Anatomy of Chemical Physics. The biggest feeling of sophomore and junior is "I may have studied fake clinics". Even if you start studying pathophysiology, pharmacology, embryo formation, etc. Some people ask what to do if you have a cold, and you will only say "drink more hot water". When I was in the third year of high school, I finally learned the biography of women and children inside and outside the school, and finally felt the glory of half a doctor. At that time, I was full of enthusiasm and efforts, but I didn't feel tired. If you study medicine, prepare for graduate school. I like sleeping in bed best, but I don't want to stay in bed when I become a doctor. My shift is over at eight in the morning, so I can't be late. There are no weekends and holidays, and there is a night shift every four or five days. When it is your turn to be on duty, you have to be on duty. When it's not your turn to be on duty, you have to have an ordinary class. The so-called ordinary class means handing over shifts at eight o'clock, making rounds, making doctor's orders, accepting new patients, talking, signing up for surgery ... you also rest at noon and at night when others are away (but you have to work overtime). So I spend little time with my family, and they basically take care of me. Medical students' study at school should be called "enrichment". Going to the clinic is called "hard work". Sometimes it is inevitable to feel "tired". In order to persist, you need not to forget your initiative, you need to be calm. Studying medicine is hard and tiring, and the most difficult thing is the long time. People of the same age have been married, have a car and a house, have a successful career and are glamorous. Maybe you are still studying, still frustrated by the failure of today's experimental modeling, still distressed by the difficulties of patients' families, still denying yourself for the director's reprimand, still helpless for the medical environment in today's country, and still at a loss for clinical work. You will be particularly confused, especially not sure whether this insistence is correct, but I still want to tell you that everything is just slow down and just hold your horses. On that day, when you look back, you will be especially grateful to yourself. But you don't want to go through it again.