I can't stand being a few kilometers away from my destination and getting farther and farther away from home in expressway. Because I know I can't stand it, I insist on not letting my family send me to school for fear that they will worry, so I dare not go home and call them for fear that they will worry. I really dare not say anything.

When I get to school, I always have a red nose. I went to the school supermarket alone and went shopping outside alone ... I began to get used to going to many places alone, and I wouldn't be too embarrassed to enter the store.

My classmates don't like me very much, and my dormitory is scattered, not in the same class. Everybody mind their own business. I was disappointed to see the classroom and dormitory … I wanted to leave without caring about anything at that time, but I couldn't afford to think of my parents working hard outside …