It should be that you care too much about the surrounding eyes and comments. If you want to have more confidence in yourself, don't care about it. If you care more, you will feel more sad and hate your appearance. So you can be handsome? No, everyone has periods of self-pity. If you can't extricate yourself, it will not only make you more haggard, but also make you less confident. . Treat yourself differently. If you can persist in being happy and confident every day, everything will improve. . . Happiness is evidence of not being old.
I haven't seen you, but I think you must be handsome and a happy person.
I hope you are happy every day!