Those wild pride

Mozi

Some people are doing something against the rules. People call them aliens. Chunming is like this. She always believes in one thing. In this life, I must marry the best man.

Chunming told me that when I first met Fu Cheng, he said that only in excellent places can you meet excellent people. At the beginning, she tried her best to apply for the most famous graduate students in the Chinese Department, which was aimed at this famous saying. Fu Cheng, who teaches philosophy, is thirty-five years old and a typical young man. He is very distinctive. He never uses textbooks and never calls the roll. Instead, he often comes to such an episode: in the first class, he actually asked: Which classmate made his own jewelry, he can stand up and show it to everyone. It happened that Chunming was wearing a necklace made of colored paper and a long black dress, which was very beautiful. She stood up, went to the stage and told her how to make a necklace. She thinks that money can't buy features, and 200 yuan can wear more than others' 2000 yuan. Fu Chengyu smiled and nodded: This classmate, you passed the philosophy class because you have a different philosophy from others. The audience is applause. Chunming met such a man for the first time. However, she was very excited. A truly talented person should be different. It is a rare pleasure to meet bosom friends.

Fu Cheng has a wide range of knowledge. For example, when he talks about the word "extreme", he will quote Kurosawa's description of "heat": on the second floor where beef stew chicken is sold, the summer sun is burning like a fire, and the paper window that has already been closed is burning. In a narrow room, a man is sweating and courting a woman, without wiping, and the chicken stew pot next to him is gurgling and the soup is almost dry. Everything must have characteristics, and without characteristics, it is not called philosophy. He never said anything about books, but he was surprised again and again, but people were shocked by it, remembered something and never forgot it again.

Chunming is fascinated by Fu Cheng's class. At that time, Fu Cheng was really a bachelor, a returnee, with a car and a house, and was invited to give lectures from time to time. He doesn't care about anything, it's a perfect combination of classical and modern. He likes to wear a black trench coat and a gray scarf and stroll slowly under the osmanthus trees on campus. At that time, Fu's divorce was initiated by his wife, who wanted to settle abroad, and he wanted to stay at home, so he broke up peacefully. Chunming was only 23 years old then. When she mentioned Fu Cheng to me, she said firmly: I want to marry him. He was born for me. Her black eyes sparkled when she said this. We just watched Duras's Love in Hiroshima that day, and she turned that line into language. I thought she was just joking. It was her second year of graduate school. She is not beautiful, but she is very distinctive. She bluntly said, "I'm not sexy but I'm very interested in sex. I'm the type that men like." What she said about the taste of sex is feminine in my understanding. Indeed, she is the only one. She has a wild pride. She never only wears black, gray and white, but also is thin and tall. She wears her own jewelry and likes to wrap her head with a long silk scarf. Her eyes flow when she doesn't laugh. It was her initiative to chase Fu Cheng, who is an experienced person. There is only one sentence for her: "You still have a lot of glorious time, don't jump to conclusions too early." He has long recognized that this girl is unusual. From his philosophical point of view, this is a unique girl and he appreciates it. It's just that he thinks there is a wider world in Chunming, and it's a pity to stop at his station too early.

This is also what I admire about Fu Cheng. Even the feelings are so distinctive, with a room and sober. He later said to Chunming: You should go abroad after graduation. Didn't you say that you can meet excellent people in excellent places? There are days ahead, don't stop yourself too early.

He still breaks the rules in class. For example, girls in their twenties have failed their youth without long hair and falling in love, and it is terrible to have no sweet memories in plain days. He also made the girl with long hair stand up proudly and show off her long hair. On one occasion, he praised a male classmate who could fully express a passage in A Dream of Red Mansions and announced that he was admitted. He said that people who are proficient in classical literature will have a better understanding of many things. It can be said that Fu Cheng has tapped the most beautiful feelings in people's hearts. In a sense, he is a true master of philosophy. He opened up what was really important in his heart. In his spare time, he still drives his old Fukang car around the campus, playing loud music and singing like no one's watching. His class still doesn't call the roll, but he often attracts students from other classes to listen.

Under the influence of Fu Cheng's teaching method, Chunming's ideological system is more distinct. She knows how far a person's mind can go. Chunming's story didn't happen in time. It can be said that Fu Cheng didn't give her a chance. On that occasion, she said to me: Maybe it is right to pay. I should go out and have a look. This is the only way out. After graduation, Chunming soon went to France to study philosophy. Fu became the school she contacted. Fu Cheng said that there are many masters there and they are the cradle of outstanding talents. It suits you very well. She still remembers being a distinctive woman, not going with the flow and going to the best place. When Fu Cheng said this to her, she shed tears. She knows that this turn, she will go far.

Before Chunming went abroad, I said to her: A noble woman looks dark and quiet. This is the best portrayal of Chunming. She is a woman whose heart is higher than the sky. She has good judgment on herself and can clearly grasp her happiness. She has always believed that happiness should have a high starting point, and a high starting point can be different, a realm that ordinary people can't imagine. After studying abroad, she has a high understanding and is very popular with her tutor. Indeed, these are places where people stay, and men who are not short of economic strength and talents abound, where she has plenty of opportunities to meet the man she wants. She understood that Chu Fucheng told her not to jump to conclusions. She still likes to wear a long white cotton shirt brought from China and hang a homemade necklace on her chest. Such a complicated thing has become unique to her, with her hair held high and a stack of books shuttling through the European-style teaching building, perfectly presenting different views on her tutor in English. She told her tutor and classmates something about China's classical Confucianism. Influenced by Fu Cheng, she thinks that philosophy should be to shape a different person.

She often sits in the sunset with a book and watches the gray-purple clouds moving in the sky. She likes such quiet moments. With the passage of time, Chunming gradually matured and improved. She used her holiday to travel around all the towns in France and stayed in a medieval castle hotel. Late at night, she looked through the messages of cross-century guests on the ancient wooden bed. She remembered a faint French handwriting written by 1900: Have you come so far to see you? Chunming thought, what kind of woman should that be? Do you have a proud face like mine? That's the trace of time. She has many feelings in her heart. Only then did she realize how different a woman's life and vision are, and these, about the starting point of life, the person she is looking for in the future must have enough strength for her to enjoy and share all this. I laughed when she left a message on MSN telling me all this. Yes, Chunming is a different woman. She can live a different life from others.

Three years later, after graduation, Dr. Chunming married an Taiwan Province native who went to study in France. He was a standard bachelor, with a well-off family, but no grandiose spirit. In recent years, she has never dealt with some rich people who have gone to China. "The money belongs to their parents." She told me the day when he met the Taiwan Province man. During the annual leave, she listened to a concert in the castle hotel in the country, and the man was there. She wore a black skirt, a grass necklace and bracelet, tied a knot to show her big head, and danced barefoot to the music. A man in Taiwan Province Province said that he met a strange woman and fell in love with her at first sight. Chunming said that he is also a quiet person, calm and confident. In order to find his excellent partner, he persisted for many years. Meeting him was a godsend. After reading the book, they got married soon.

When I saw Chunming four years later, she was so beautiful that I didn't even know her, and I couldn't see the trace of time at all. She doesn't wear make-up, but only uses light lipstick and plain button shoes of good quality, which has a charming atmosphere different from that of ordinary women and is the best state of women. With children, she can receive a good tutor, but she doesn't have to be haggard because of time and money like ordinary women. She still has enough space to do what she likes. She is studying psychology and preparing a book about psychology. She is a woman who is not troubled by any financial difficulties and protects her heart as beautiful as ever. She's right. Only in excellent places can you meet truly excellent people. Women really should marry excellent people. Of course, only if you are unique and smart.

When she came back that time, Chunming was going to visit Vietnam. Because of a wish in college. She likes Duras. She wants to go to a place with a long coastline. This is a perfect trip. A person along the long coastline, from Hanoi, Hue, Hoi An, Nha Trang to Saigon, stayed in a small hotel with special features and emotional appeal. She sent me photos along the way. She wore a soft Vietnamese silk coat, smoked slippers, ate papaya and got a tan. She sat on the terrace grinning, and the cotton paper lanterns reflected the faint light of the river. She said that one night when she was watching a movie on the top of the hill in Hui 'an town, she could almost reach out and touch the stars in the sky when she came out, and her tears suddenly came down. When she said this, I also shed tears. A woman like Chunming can really live the life she wants, because she is different from others. She always knows how to absorb and know what she really wants.

As for Fu Cheng, he still teaches in the university and remains his true colors, so that his students will never forget that he is a treasure, which always inspires beauty in their hearts that even the students themselves have not discovered. At this point, he is a master. I met him occasionally. He is still the same, wearing a black trench coat and walking slowly. In Viet Nam, Chunming sent a postcard with a quiet lotus in the water, which read: bloom smiled silently when the flowers fell, and her heartbeat was as quiet as Zen. Everyone who meets you is a lucky person. Thank you. Fu Cheng smiled contentedly when he showed me this postcard. Yes, they are all arrogant men and women.