Universities want to change themselves, or should I say improve themselves. I used to pay more attention to improving my enrichment and self-cultivation. After more than three months of self-cultivation at home in the summer vacation, I feel much more peaceful. For universities, what I pursue is the improvement of practical ability. Try new things bravely and do what you want. I want to be a class committee in a university. Feeling that both the squad leader and the Communist Youth League Secretary were hopeless, I set my goal on the academic committee.

On the first day of school, the students met in the classroom. An inevitable link is to go on stage to introduce yourself. Several boys went up to introduce me, and I bravely stepped onto the stage after my inner struggle and became the first girl to introduce me. In fact, now that I think about it, this self-introduction is really nothing. Maybe I am much braver now than before, but I still remember my shyness at that time. It was introduced that some of them were running for the position of female director of military training. When I was still struggling with my shyness, an extroverted girl in the dormitory went up first. I think, after all, the same dormitory, in order to avoid embarrassment, I intend to give up this opportunity. . When my brothers and sisters asked for the last time if there were any girls running for public office, my heart told me: Do what I want. So I seized the opportunity. Because at that time, I gave the impression that I was very quiet and quiet. Later, some students even wondered how I thought of running for public office because I was very kind. At that time, I also felt that I was hopeless compared with that roommate, but I just didn't want to leave any regrets for myself. But in the end, I won. Later, I learned that because I was the "most beautiful girl", I got the support of most boys, so I didn't win enough. It feels like "winning without fighting", but I will try my best to prove that I can.

During the military training, as the person in charge, I handled all kinds of things in the class. Compared with others, as the person in charge, I have known the people in the class almost since the military training for more than ten days.

After the military training, the class committee will run for election. Because I feel that I have won the support of most students through military training, I have great confidence in the positions of monitor and secretary of the League branch. I think the person in charge has done a good job. I think he is suitable for the position of monitor, so I have no hope for ordinary classes. I want to be trained in my ability, and the deputy class is an idle position, so I decided to choose the League branch secretary. Dramatically, the position we chose is no longer controversial, but others are a little intense. Finally, in order to be fair, the teacher asked the students to choose 10 names on the blackboard, and then counted everyone's votes. Some accidents, 34 people voted, I got the highest 30 votes, and the male responsible person got 29 votes. So I was the first person to choose. I won the most support from my classmates. Naturally, I didn't want to be just a league secretary, so I discussed with the male leader and asked him to help me with my work, so I became the monitor of our class. Because of my change, the ordinary class has become a deputy class, and two people who want to be a deputy class have become league branch secretaries and academic members. Fortunately, none of them complained.

As a monitor, I regret why I should cultivate my self-cultivation in the summer vacation, giving people a feeling of being too gentle and thinking and acting too slowly. And a monitor should be "resolute", at least powerful. And I don't have any experience.

After the class committee is elected, there will be a class committee meeting, which will be presided over by the monitor. Fortunately, with the help of the deputy class and the experienced Communist Youth League branch secretary, I can understand what to say at the meeting. However, my performance at this meeting is still not very good, I can't control the scene and I don't have enough strength. And because I think too much about others, it is difficult to make my own decisions. I always ask the deputy class and the communist youth league secretary what I think. I have regarded them as my right-hand man and I am very dependent on them.

The monitor is in charge of the first class meeting. So I checked the process of the university class meeting online and asked my brothers and sisters what to do in the early stage of the class meeting, such as doing a good job in ppt, applying for a classroom and inviting a teacher ... Yes, it's the first time. The class meeting is not perfect, and there are still many shortcomings. I don't even know if I have to make a league flag and a league song at the mobilization meeting of the League Day activities, or if my sister told me to add this link temporarily at the class meeting.

Later, I gradually felt like a monitor, and I deliberately changed myself. Like walking, I'm not slow. I decide the time and place of the meeting myself, instead of asking them when. I speak loudly and have a strong tone ... I also know that I should know the details of my classmates, report any problems to the teacher in time, and organize more activities for everyone to exchange feelings, instead of just notifying them in groups. Persuasion is also available, at least to make them obey.

However, during this period, the problems in the class are still quite serious. The students are not enthusiastic, the class is not cohesive, and the class committee is very busy. I want to run this class well, but I find it seems that I am the only one who is pulling hard. I feel helpless and even self-doubt. I wonder if I am really unfit to be a monitor and can't lead this class well. The communist youth league secretary told me to put it down properly, and the important thing is to study by myself. He made a lot of efforts to no avail, but I don't want to. If I really don't care, this class is really hopeless. I want to try again and be the monitor of my choice, so I have to bear this responsibility. I believe that all the efforts will be rewarded, and I can't help but donate! I'll talk to the teacher about the class. In view of the enthusiasm of the class Committee, let the tutor convene a class Committee meeting, and then I will plan a theme class meeting.

A small white monitor, she is trying. Inexperience does not mean incompetence!