I think you didn't study hard and concentrate before, so you went to the fifth grade.
Give yourself three days off, don't think about things, then discuss with people you trust, make plans and see what you can do after dropping out of school. If you really don't want to learn, then quit.
However, although the employment rate of college students is very low, the value of universities to people in all aspects is immeasurable, such as increasing their knowledge, simulating society, stepping stones for large companies or formal units (formal training background) and so on. But in this case, the family conditions are too poor, so it is more reasonable to find a job directly.
If your parents are obsessed with "how about college" and "how about children", don't listen to them, but don't deliberately go against them. But in any case, the family lost 10 thousand, and you have to kowtow and apologize to get forgiveness. Even if you kowtow, they won't forgive you, even if you want to run away from home, you have to kowtow.