Yesterday's hot late summer, now the cold early winter, unconsciously, most of the semester has been tilted in the rain, mercilessly brushed away ... fish shallow, eagle hitting the sky, full of longing to come to college. It's not the same as before. I'm no longer busy changing seven or eight different textbooks, no longer worried about the upcoming exam, no longer sad because of the pressure of the college entrance examination ... Here, I'm more free and comfortable. As a freshman, self-study in the morning and evening was originally a traditional mode, but this year we canceled it. Besides, there are few classes, so you can imagine how free my college life is. From the high school management mode to the present laissez-faire mode, I am a little unaccustomed to inertia. Three or four weeks before school starts, due to uncertainty and military training, most of the time is spent in the playground and dormitory. Curious about strange things, I visited several universities that don't look big now with my friends. With the yearning for big cities, we have been to the underwater world, Yuelu Mountain, downtown, Normal University and other places ... and then my heart cooled down. In order to meet the identity of college students, I borrow seven or eight books from the library every time and polish the time in the dormitory. I find that I haven't read them all, but I still take the trouble to borrow them and return them. I always feel like a college student. After reading it, I only surf the Internet. I am not addicted to games. I keep a diary online, listen to youth songs, chat with friends, play chess ... Of course, playing basketball is also essential. Although there are only four boys in the class, they still sweat every time they play ... bloom spends a few months quietly in contradictory psychology. After the middle of freshman year, everything seems to turn to the other side at a certain turning point, which is no longer leisurely and comfortable, but busy and contradictory. In the morning, listening to the sound of morning reading on campus and looking at the students who are seriously thinking in the study room … I have to pick up the required books and open the vocabulary reference books of Band 4; When I got to the classroom, I had to feel a little urgent when I looked at the compact seats and the seats left after emptying. In the evening, the taciturn Su You fish looks sacred when reading, only sighs, smiles knowingly, and then immerses in the ocean ... and occasionally looks more tired than a month or two before the college entrance examination. Things are less than this, and the inner anguish also makes people haggard. Sometimes, I will play back the past Mori discs from time to time, talk and laugh with my classmates, cause laughter when answering questions, and walk and eat with my friends in the square ... Only when we are separated will we know how to cherish and know the value of friendship. Now, it's hard to see each other in Beijing in the north and Xiamen in the south. What is an unspeakable love? A "?" . I didn't feel the charm of colorful fish in college life, but I felt the nameless pressure and inner loneliness. Of course, this is just the beginning of college life, and I am still looking forward to my future youth. ...