The key is yourself. People can't always hide under the protection of their parents, but always work, adapt to society and make a living. I have been boarding since junior high school. I really didn't want to go home when I was in college, because I was used to taking care of my own life and went to the hospital when I was sick. In fact, your parents won't let you go back for your own good. After all, you need time to get used to the days when they are not around to take care of you. You can video chat with your parents when you are free! I wish you an early adaptation to college life!