You want to die because you hate the world and feel that living is too painful. There is nothing wrong with this idea. The Buddha said that we live in a world of five evils, which means a world of unbearable suffering. This world is called a world with five evils and a world with two evils. You realize the pain of the world and want to escape. This is the concept of being born. You want to leave this evil world. In Hokkekyo, the Buddha said that the six realms were unsafe, just like a fire house. If you want to stay away from the fire house, it means that you have good roots, so you can meet Buddhism and practice Buddhism. It's not a bad thing to have this idea, but we can't die. First of all, suicide is also murder. Killing is the first of the five commandments formulated by the Buddha. Killing is a very serious crime. Secondly, if you commit suicide and can't really get rid of it, you have to be reborn after suicide, otherwise it will be a world of five poisons, and you can't commit suicide because the bad news of killing may be more painful. We really hate this world. We should practice hard and go to Amitabha's paradise. Elysium is called Elysium because there is no pain, only happiness. This is the real liberation. Then listen to Amitabha's lecture there, and then come to the world of women to spend time with all beings, so that all beings can get happiness from their suffering.