Some people say that "meeting a snake" is the ultimate in romance, and "running wild" is the ultimate in exquisiteness. Just after I finished writing three brushes of Encountering a Snake, I began to skim Run Wild.
With the first encounter between Jiang Cheng and Gu Fei, the original deep anger vanished. As a result of skimming, I can only have a general understanding of the plot of the novel. Skimming the whole person is still depressed, and the whole feeling is gray. I am not happy that they are finally together, and I am not moved by their persistence. The only feeling is that if you give me such an environment, I will definitely suffocate and cannot be as brave as them.
With this feeling, I started intensive reading twice and aftertaste three times.
Gu Fei grew up in the dark, trapped in a swamp, longing for sunshine, but refusing it.
Perhaps he thinks that if he has not seen the sun, he will not feel the darkness, and if he has not expected it, he will not be disappointed or even desperate.
Some persistence can't stand a little hope, even a little light can make people suffer.
Gu Fei, the bully in the steel mill, Gu Fei Gu Fei, the rabbit, Gu Fei, who is brilliant, strong and forbearing, Gu Fei, who silently pays high emotional intelligence, and Gu Fei, who is bohemian in appearance and gentle and delicate in heart, looked at Jiang Cheng's upcoming campus when he sent him to college: ancient and solemn buildings, confident seniors and sisters in his bones ... The faint panic in his heart became more real, and he knew that this was Jiang Cheng.
The ancient temple and Gu Fei insomnia that night, Gu Fei one-way said to the ancient temple.
"My brother always thought it was nothing to separate. I thought it was really a long time to separate. Brother cheng and I may fade away. After all, he will know a lot of people, all excellent people. He will learn a lot and see a lot, which my brother doesn't know. Before, my brother felt that there was nothing to say to him, and it was almost the same ... but now ... my brother is very scared and worried. He kept walking, and I couldn't catch up. Do you know what to do? "
Gu Fei often thinks about the gap between him and Cheng Ge, the sense of distance, anxiety and powerlessness. But I still have to struggle, catch up and despair.
But this Gu Fei still gave up. Because he felt sorry for Cheng Ge and didn't want Cheng Ge to bear the burden of him and the ancient temple under the heavy academic pressure, he gave up himself and gave up his struggle.
He just wants to give all the beautiful things to Cheng Ge, and he will feel sorry for all his efforts and emotional changes.
No matter when Cheng Ge first came to work in the steel mill, he didn't know each other well.
No matter in the spring basketball game, I will go as long as you go;
Whether it is to stop monkeys for Cheng Ge or to challenge hurdles for Jiang Bin;
Both Cheng Ge, Li Baoguo and Li Hui are upset and in constant trouble;
Cheng Ge wants to fall in love or fall in love;
Whether it is silently tired during the college entrance examination or when you have a fever;
Whenever Cheng Ge says that he has no home, his feet are empty.
Gu Fei just wanted to tell him: Don't be afraid.
When you want to turn back, I am here;
I was here when you were homesick;
When you need me, I am here;
Stand as long as you can.
I'm here, behind you, and I'm not going anywhere.
On the night of making Sunshine Doll, I think Gu Fei stayed up all night. It should be after thinking about it. Otherwise, there will be no sentences. I will like it until you no longer need me to like you. This love story contains Gu Fei's clear understanding of this relationship. Knowing that Cheng Ge doesn't belong to this place, knowing that he can't live without this place, knowing that they will live far apart in the future, he is still willing to let himself start this relationship, willing to like it, willing to pay, and willing to seize this beauty. Maybe he also thought that this beautiful woman would spend the rest of her life with him without Cheng Ge. Whether it's a relationship or a relationship, as long as it's him, it's ok. No matter how short, there is only a little beauty, and he doesn't want to give up.
From the beginning, Cheng Ge was confused, helpless and angry, but Cheng Ge always treated everything rationally.
Perhaps this is the hegemony of learning, whether emotional or academic, are rational persistence.
Cheng Ge said that he usually doesn't mind his own business, especially when he is in a bad mood, but he still saved the ancient temple when he was in the lowest mood. Perhaps this is the greatest reward for his kindness, so when he was in a fever coma, when he broke the glass and was injured, when he was surrounded by monkeys, when he was exhausted by Li Baoguo and AARON Li, Gu Fei stayed with him all the time.
According to the logic of the dog blood plot, when the plot develops to the end of the college entrance examination, Cheng Ge will have two endings when he enters an institution of higher learning. Either Cheng Ge found a more brilliant friend in the crowd full of top student and forgot his friendship with Gu Fei, or the distance and knowledge gap between them affected their feelings, from the initial affection to the later strangers. But Brother Cheng insisted on the third way. When Gu Fei said forget it, when he was tired, he still insisted on not giving up, waiting for Gu Fei to come step by step.
Actually, the gap between Cheng Ge and Gu Fei is neither knowledge nor distance. They are all unwilling to be mediocre in their bones, and they are destined to shine wherever they go. Their lives are destined to be extraordinary. Some people say that they all want what they want. What Gu Fei needs is light, eternal hope, and the light of the earth at sunrise. What Jiang Cheng needs is a home, an unscrupulous back, and a reliance that allows him to run wild occasionally.
Cheng Ge said: Follow the light and bring your gift, not just a gift, but follow the light, follow Cheng Ge and move towards hope.
I want to look up and warm the sun and spring grass. You give me a simple hug.
I want to crush the confusion, travel through time, and you will hear it when you open your eyes.
I want you to lean on my left shoulder and smile on my right shoulder.
I want to run in your eyes;
I want to watch it grow old.
Finally, I want to say thank you for not giving up on Gu Fei and yourself.
I hope we can all be as brave as each other.