So many things have happened recently that I forgot to report to my brother that everything is fine.
I got a call from him in the middle of the night and asked if I was okay. He said he was worried, but I never told him what happened. I just said that I was very busy at work recently, and I couldn't remember too many trivial things every day, so I forgot to reply to the text message and missed the phone call. Lying seems easy to me. I lie to my friends every day, saying that I am too tired to go out to play and that I am busy and have something to do. So I didn't hear the phone ring. Actually, This is not a lie. I'm too tired to answer the phone and explain to them why I don't want to go out to play. Because of me, I didn't answer the phone. . I am not in tune for talk.
It's been a long time since a good man said that. I was chatting with a friend today. My boyfriend is going to Quanzhou, and she said she might break up. Because her boyfriend said he couldn't come back. Blurt out, a good man is ambitious in all directions. They always want to make a lot of money, unlike little women. We stayed at home and didn't want to leave to go to war, because we were growing up, but our parents were white. Women care too much. Learn to take care of your family. Grandma said she would never see her aunt again. Advise me not to go abroad and find someone to marry. I answered in my mouth, but I was thinking that marriage must be the only way. Nowadays, many divorced women have lost their backbone and self.
Tell my brother that men are unreliable because I don't believe that they will only love one woman in the next few decades.
My brother's story is not reliable, because he doesn't believe that he has only loved once in his life, but the one he loves the most has been given to someone. It is those who leave that make people forget her goodness. Together, he can always find fault, so his favorite is not being together.
It's almost a year since I graduated from college. During this year, he repeatedly mentioned that he wanted me to go to Shenzhen. We are bosom friends, but not lovers. I choose to be a bosom friend, because a bosom friend can watch for a lifetime.
When Wen Lin broke up with him because of my affair with him, she told my brother that she hated me because I was not his woman, but I could always hear his anguish. Not his woman, but always rely on him. The ambiguity between us made her miserable. In fact, men are like this. Many things are hard to say to girlfriends and wives. They are embarrassed and afraid of being nagged. So he has a bosom friend, and I just listen, not necessarily analyze, but definitely make him laugh. Let him forget for a while.
Sister Lin loves it so much that she cares too much. What do we have? We are just used to the previous online life and share our troubles and happiness. In this way, as we said, we will be brother and sister for life.
We were afraid of being apart, so we chose to be brother and sister a few years ago. We may be ambiguous about others. Maybe people say that there can be no real friendship between men and women, but we do. We have friendship, affection and maybe love, but we will never be together because we don't want to be apart.
Husband and wife are much more intimate, but there are fewer secrets, more quarrels and less calmness. How many couples are separated by misunderstanding? Have they never understood each other? I don't think so. It's just that the couple are too angry to see each other's good, so they are impulsive.
Now my sister-in-law loves me very much. Every time my brother calls, she will say something to me. Sometimes she calls me alone and says my brother seems to be in trouble at work. She wants me to ask what this is. Sometimes it's just a short message to remind me what holiday it is today. Sometimes she will talk about love with me crazily, and then say that if Xiaoyu doesn't want her, she will find someone who loves herself. She always thought that her brother didn't love her, but he didn't. My brother is just not used to saying anything. He never told anyone how much I would earn if I bought a house and had a car a few years later. In his words, this is unrealistic. All he can say is, I've grown up. Although I can't afford a house, I hope I can earn my own money for my marriage.
He is never conceited, but he is confident. I remember him saying that some things can't be realized and there is no expectation for the future. It's no use just saying it, because it can't be realized, and I don't have no plans for the future, just don't want to let myself. He said I would laugh. He is dreaming. But he told me with his actions that he would succeed. He has changed me a lot, worn away my willfulness and made me understand some truth.
I have loved to cry since I was a child, and I can't help crying now. Just because you told me that God doesn't believe in tears.
Shenzhen, Shanghai. I don't like big cities, brother. Remember what I said. One day, if I really earn enough money, I will go to Suzhou, find a house with sunshine and water, and then live a comfortable rocking chair life.
Laughter is just my fantasy when I was young, because you are full of childlike innocence in my pet.
Recent events forced me to grow up. I can't believe I went to the hospital to take care of someone alone. I went back to my grandparents' house to comfort them. You said that sometimes, you are tired, but you don't rest. I used to think it was your male chauvinism, so I didn't give up your pride and give myself a chance to rest. Now I understand. It turns out that the environment doesn't allow us to rest. I really want to have a good sleep. I work from Monday to Friday, but the weekend is not my own.