This shows that you are self-motivated and responsible. History will not repeat itself. To face the reality, in fact, when we were young, many things lacked self-control, which was determined by human nature. Therefore, parents and teachers need to correct and supervise. When this kind of supervision is ignored or relaxed, we will be lazy, especially learning such tasteless things. Now that we have grown up or become parents, we understand this truth better. But time cannot go back. We can only turn this regret into the driving force of work and life. We can take learning English as a hobby if we like. This is a very practical tool. Isn't there a saying, "Look back, don't regret not doing anything, base yourself on the present and do a good job in the present?"