It was September 6, 20 12, the first day I reported to Shanxi University. In the following years, I passed the intersection of Xuefu Street countless times and never found the original feeling again. The reason is not surprising, because for the first time I mistook the building opposite the school for a school building.
When I reported for my freshman year, I was received by my sophomore sister in the same department. She is gentle and beautiful. Seeing my admission information, she exclaimed "fellow villager". I almost burst into tears, but I pretended to be strong because my parents were present. Senior led me through various formalities and finally arrived at the dormitory. Without taking a seat, she took out neat bedding from the cupboard and prepared to make my bed. As a hot-blooded teenager of 18 years old, I couldn't help saying, "Shit, why would a man bother his own menstruation to do it?" So I asked my senior to stand aside and appreciate my ability to clean the house when I lived independently in high school. My parents present expressed their satisfaction with my performance, and my senior sister said goodbye.
Shanxi University is located in Taiyuan. Before that, I didn't have any firm ideal to come to Shanxi, but I was a little spontaneous when I filled in my volunteers. I don't want to go to the south because I like pasta; Because I am in Xi' an high school, the university must go out of the province; I won't go to Beijing because I don't like megacities. In this way, there are not many schools in the whole north that can apply.
Before I came to Taiyuan, I was worried about the environment here. It is said that there are many coal mines and the pollution is serious. So I stared at the environmental major on the admission notice, thinking that this is diamond cut diamond! I recall the great man's call, "Young man, go to the motherland and need your most!" "
But when I stood up and got on a train with a K, I realized that I was worried.
After school started, I heard that more than one teacher looked back fondly-I remember it was the first snow in 2002. When I was as young as you, I wore a white shirt and walked on a campus full of soot. When I got home at night, I turned into a gray shirt. If you are brave enough to wear it for one day, you will become a black shirt the next night. However, since 2008, all this has changed. In order to welcome the Beijing Olympic Games, Shanxi has vigorously rectified coal mine pollution, which is why you can see blue sky and white clouds now. There is almost no smog all year round. How many cities in North China Plain can do it?
This is after I watched the Olympic Games on TV in 2008, I once again realized the great power of the Olympic spirit. When I look for a job after graduation, I have to face not only the competition from my peers majoring in environmental resources, but also the challenges from the graduates of the Institute of Physical Education. University is really a magical place.
Fortunately, teachers are far-sighted and have long noticed the severe employment situation. Therefore, at the beginning of my freshman year, my young, heroic and energetic counselor teacher had high expectations for our level and took care of us all the more. In order not to let us get rid of the shackles of high school, he asked us to go to the college or playground for morning reading every morning, and go to the college for self-study at night, and the class Committee supervised the sign-in and sign-out
The practical significance of this powerful policy is twofold. On the one hand, in the teacher's view, continuing the captive style of high school can help students find a familiar feeling in middle school, and then successfully complete the transition to university. On the other hand, it strengthens the importance of learning in the upcoming colorful university life. It's just that things didn't go as expected. When our class started college life with strict discipline, it was in obvious contrast with the freedom and diversity of students in other colleges. I remember that some students from other departments asked me about it, to the effect that "it was also 12 years. What are you doing?"
Therefore, in a strong mass mood, the counselor calculated with his fingers that 2 1 day should be enough, and the seeds of habit have been planted in the hearts of children. In order to ease the students' mood, the early self-study program was declared bankrupt. But the counselor insisted on studying at night for a whole year. Needless to say, inertia is quite amazing. I have to study at night in the second year of high school. I can't sleep well and the food is not fragrant.
Generally speaking, universities are relatively free. I remember when I was a freshman, the traffic was slow and the network communication was slow. I didn't buy a notebook, but I disappeared for an afternoon every weekend and went to the Internet cafe to surf the Internet.
There are many people in the internet cafe. A group of people sit in the front row and team up to play dota, screaming with headphones. Followed by several players playing CS, tapping the keyboard from time to time; Not far from the window, sat a little girl, middle school student's age, chatting with the boys on the screen with a video, sometimes giggling happily, sometimes angry and heartbroken. The joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected. I just think they are noisy. It's too noisy. Listening to Jay concentrate on his blog, he has to endure the endless smoke. I have been allergic to cigarettes since I was a child. Because my father doesn't smoke, I grew up in a smoke-free environment. Later, on balance, in order to protect the bronchus, I decided to break up with the slag Internet bar. Sophomore students have their own computers, and have never been to Internet cafes until graduation.
One of the main reasons why I have leisure time to go to Internet cafes in my freshman year is that I didn't join any clubs. More precisely, I signed up for two clubs, but I didn't go much.
I remember that in the first semester of my freshman year, after the National Day holiday, there was a massive "Hundred Groups Recruiting Freshmen" activity in Chumin Square. Boy, this is more than circus activities. It's really dazzling. For my difficulty in choosing, it is simply an open punishment. So, I successfully missed my favorite club and signed up for two casually like a coin toss. And between the first and second activities, I looked at the so-called community activities from a distance. The result of the survey is that I feel that a group of college students are playing a bunch of balloons and games with unknown intentions without any difficulty, and they feel that they are coming to the university to find their childhood. I didn't like it, so I left.
In fact, the deeper reason is that after I came to college, I was a free man, and I was instinctively wary of all bound organizations, especially when the price of this bondage seemed meaningless to me. Even in the dormitory is no exception.
The dormitory is a quadruple room, and our dormitory is quite wonderful. They all come from provinces outside Shanxi, so we just entered the university and are not familiar with each other. Everyone unconsciously holds a group to keep warm. Once a roommate inadvertently said, "Let's have a class together tomorrow and go to the cafeteria for dinner!" " "Hearing this sentence, I was furious on the spot, and I just said," Do you want to do it by yourself in a small group? Don't pull me! "I almost spent my whole freshman year outside the organization. I go out early and come back late, and I don't talk much. As a result, when I was a junior, I was lying in the dormitory late at night. Some roommates commented that my freshman year was "indifferent and out of touch". When I thought I wasn't Liu Yifei, I didn't have to say I was "inhuman"!
Roommate's evaluation is very pertinent. Because when I was a freshman, I devoted most of my energy to a very important thing, that is, "practicing behind closed doors", ahem, translated into adult's words, "knowing myself" after entering the new university environment, everything was very comfortable and the years were calm, but without warning, I fell into "long-term depression"-I don't know, who am I? Why am I here? What should I do?
This is not an accident, but the result of eighteen years of stagnation. It was just pushed away by the previous growth process, and I didn't have time to care about it. I began to sort out my past, my childhood, my family, my temperament, my natural mission ... This is a systematic project, which consists of "deconstruction" and "construction". Most deconstruction can be completed, but construction is a lifelong undertaking.
So I plunged into the library, looking for all possible answers. In order to shield me from interference, I am not interested in clubs, some courses, making friends and romance. Where there is a will, there is a way. When the next spring comes, I think I can walk into the sunshine again.
The spring in Shanda is very beautiful. There is a big begonia tree in the east of the college. During the day, when flowers are in full bloom, girls often walk in them. Not surprisingly, they are taking pictures, which is annoying at night. During the period when couples snuggle up, it is extremely uncomfortable for me, so I often have to make a detour.
The campus area is not too big, but the density of things is unambiguous. I have a strong sense of geography, and it takes me half a month to get familiar with most road bends. This is mainly caused by the differences between Wenying District and Lingde District. What kind of impression will it give people, besides, there are rivers and lakes on campus and alleys outside the park? I also asked a friend of mine to answer this question. One year, he came to see me I took him for a walk on campus in May. He was deeply moved by the Institute of Technology. "Why are there so many girls in your school?" I met many beautiful women today! Your school also has parks, winding paths and pavilions. This environment is perfect for dating! ……"
Well, I admit, one of the considerations when I chose Shanxi University was that it was a comprehensive university of arts and sciences. Personally, I think such an environment is conducive to maintaining a balance between body and mind.
But spring is also disturbing, that is, catkins, catkins and catkins can float to the point where you are not interested in the special effects of any idol drama. It was a season for students from the College of Liberal Arts to come to "a stream of smoke, catkins flying all over the city, and plum rains are yellow".
In this season, I love paulownia. Especially next to the basketball court in front of Lingde dormitory building, the T-junction on the bank of Lingde River is very high. Every spring, purple paulownia flowers are covered with trees, and its fragrance can be comparable to that of Lingde canteen 300 meters away. Because I have expressed my love for paulownia more than once, even after graduation, my old classmates who stayed in graduate school will send me photos of paulownia in full bloom. I don't have to worry about bronchitis anymore.
Summer in Taiyuan is very comfortable. How comfortable can it be because of the relationship between latitude and altitude? There is no air conditioning in the student dormitory. Because it's not necessary. What if the temperature is high in summer? As soon as I discussed with the dormitory across the hall, everyone opened the dormitory door and balcony door, and then, in the words of Grandpa Miyazaki Hayao, it was "windy"; The school gives mosquito nets to everyone as long as they are used to "listening to politics".
But if you interview Shanda's classmates, which season is the most beautiful in school? I'm sure the answer is probably autumn.
Autumn comes early in the north and it rains in September. After the National Day, it was another autumn rain and a cold. We often see such a situation. When we wake up one night and walk out of the dormitory, there is gold everywhere. The ginkgo leaves hanging on the tree yesterday were beaten by the wind and rain all night and fell to the ground. It's really amazing. I used to think that autumn was bleak, but when I saw that Ginkgo biloba in Shanda was singing and dancing like Huang Cancan, I felt that Ginkgo biloba was so optimistic and everything was dying, but she did the opposite and chose the most eye-catching golden color.
When I was a sophomore in biology, my teacher took us to learn about the trees on campus. I have always been blind to flowers, and I know that these flowers and plants that pass by every day are not ordinary, and they are carefully selected. This consciousness that I was edified in college directly developed into a habit that boys were ashamed to mention after graduation: philandering. When you meet people you don't know, you still have to use apps like "various colors".
Every autumn and winter, I can always hear a group of southern children jumping happily-"It's snowing!" Southern students look up at the flying snow, while northern students watch southern students dance in the snow. Students from the south are skating and skiing on the ice, while students from the north are standing by Lingde Lake with their hands in their pockets, watching the excitement below.
Yes, it turns out that Lingde Lake can be used for both purposes: it is a normal lake in spring, summer and autumn, and people often fish; Winter came and the lake froze for several feet. Anyway, people skate on them every year. But I think Lingde Lake is a little small, and people think it doesn't matter. Anyway, I'm not skating, maybe I'm lonely, maybe I'm taking my children to a training class.
One year has an abnormal climate, so this year must have a name: AD 2065 438+04 03, 19. Why are you so moved? Listen to me slowly. The afternoon before, the spring breeze was warm, and there was a festival in physical education class. Physical education class learned to swim that semester. We just finished class in the swimming pool, facing the warm sunset, and we feel very comfortable. In order to match this comfortable mood, I walked back to the dormitory wearing short sleeves and blowing the wind. The next day, April 19, I woke up and it was snowing outside.
Sorry, the cherry blossoms have withered. What does this mean?
Answer: It means that spring is coming and snowflakes are coming! Is it stinging and exciting?
God, this operation is also very creative, but it is also understandable. I thought the four seasons were boring all the year round, so every now and then there was a bug that wanted to adjust the atmosphere, so we shook hands to adjust the climate.
It can be seen that God's adjustment of the atmosphere is unreliable, and people's subjective initiative will eventually be brought into play. In this respect, our dormitory has done a good job, so it is necessary to introduce advanced experience.
As mentioned above, the four brothers in my room are all mainlanders, and the difference is quite big. How can we unite politely?
The top is the top, the singing is the middle, and the lifting is the bottom. What do you mean? Next, let's explain this case-
Mr. Yang, the head of the dormitory, 187 cm, is as thin as a sparerib. He is from Langfang, Hebei. I heard that this place is famous for its wealth or stunts. After investigation and exploration, it is not like a rich temperament, so it is a stunt! Sure enough, after half a year's continuous network laying, the new year is approaching, and this gentleman finally showed his flaws-on New Year's Eve, we were all busy cutting the stage to watch the New Year's concert of four David TV, and Yang was watching the cross talk special of Tianjin Satellite TV Deyun Society! I said that on weekdays, Yang Jun kept his mouth shut, which was a joke. There are all kinds of colors, and he is practicing management during the Chinese New Year.
Another habit of Yang Jun is that he likes to buy snacks. If he buys snacks and doesn't eat them, he will take them back to the dormitory. If he doesn't eat them right away, he should put them in a conspicuous position. This is simply a provocation. Can you stand it? Can't! Since Yang Jun is so thin, he can't keep eating fat, so I have the responsibility to show Yang Jun how to gain weight, and let him deeply realize that it's not other people's snacks, but the way you eat snacks is not correct.
So, the three of us set up a fattening support group and took pains to teach and demonstrate for Yang Jun together. This is the story of "Eating for the Bottom".
* * * is right, very simple. Our dormitory is full of basketball fans. Accurately speaking, Ye, a classmate from Zhejiang, didn't play basketball at first, but this gentleman has a high sense of organization, unlike me, who is "ruthless", so he responded to the dormitory trend and fell in love with basketball, but he can also extricate himself. His favorite star is chris paul, and now he is bravely fighting against the empire, so that this gentleman is afraid to go to work every day and pray for Paul.
The reason why it is an intermediate policy is because it integrates the lower-level policies. When we watch NBA games in the dormitory, it's interesting to watch them together, but we can't just watch them. Our hands and mouths are idle, which directly stimulated Yang Jun's snack purchase plan. Later, considering that graduation was far away, I couldn't squeeze too much, so I began to take turns to purchase "instant noodles with melon seeds and sausages, whose legs will make way", keeping up with the slogan trend of salespeople on the train.
Now I graduate from all directions, and there are NBA games, but the time for the two brothers to watch the ball together is only once, or on a weekend when everyone is free, while watching the live broadcast, I try to brush the barrage and talk about the game in the WeChat group.
The university dormitory is a magical place. Because of some kind of fate, four people from all corners of the country who didn't meet before 18 years have to spend four years together at such a close distance. I have to say, it takes some luck and more skill. There will be frictions and contradictions, and our dormitory is no exception, especially in the last two years, but this is normal. Youth is a rose with thorns. Only by stabbing each other can we understand each other. But the most important thing is that only when you see other people's wounds and you are willing to reflect on yourself will everything get better, and your reflection and transformation, believe me, will be keenly captured by another person who stabbed you. From this moment on, in fact, you.
Friendship in the university can go far, to some extent, because the university is the last stop before entering the society, just like a bullet about to fly out of the gun barrel, and the university is the last trajectory. Even if the bullet flies away, it will not be speechless.
But this is limited to really close friendship. If we have never been close, then it is not surprising to deviate from each other. I have to mention the club again here. As long as you are not out of line like me, please choose your favorite club and actively integrate into it. Even if we can't achieve dazzling achievements, this process of free integration based on interest is priceless. Many long-term friendships will be born from the real time spent in the club, and many people will reap the sour smell of love.
I admit again, in fact, I regret not joining my favorite club when I was a sophomore. I tried to run a magazine in Shanda newspaper, but I got nothing. I want to join the cycling association. I have my own car and often participate in the activities of cycling associations. Many friends also know me. I was tempted many times, but I didn't join in the end. One rainy night, I went back to Lingde dormitory from Wenying and passed the small radio station behind the liberal arts building. The radio program that day was so beautiful, mainly because the female anchor's voice was so beautiful that she talked about the emotional topic of love. I held an umbrella, and the dim street lamp lit up the rain curtain ... that was my deepest memory of Shanda Radio.
Many years later, you will miss youth, those people in youth, and the youth experienced by those people.
University is boring, but when youth meets university, polytechnic will become romantic. In college, you can just like someone with your heart, which is the last chance, because outside the ivory tower, your liking does not exist until you weigh the pros and cons.
Before I went to college, I made two rules for myself: one is not to be nearsighted or hunched, and the other is not to fall in love. As it turns out, I have done both. A friend asked him why he didn't fall in love. I said, the motherland has not been unified, how can it be day and night?
Can you promise not to be tempted?
I can't.
So you can't help falling in love, right?
Wrong. I will make myself ugly, so I will be more determined.
In college, I liked a girl for 3.5 years, but I haven't known her for half a year. I can't control my heart, but I've never been ready for love, so I can be considered as unrequited love. If I bring her more harm than happiness, then I would rather not start. Later, I read Gu Cheng's poem-"You don't want to plant flowers, you say, I don't want to see it wither a little. Yes, in order to avoid the end, you avoid the beginning of everything. " Yeah, just one person who talks a lot.
Before graduation, I decided to make a confession, which means, "If you love someone, then you must tell her, not to let her repay you, but to remind her that there are still people in the world who love her so much when she denies herself in the dark days to come. She is not worthless. "
So we had several meals together and took several walks. She asked me what I liked about her. I said I don't know, oh, a lot. If I know exactly what I like about you, then I can make myself dislike you.
I know very well that after graduation, we will fly to the north and the south respectively. Love needs a lot of luck, but sincerity can build a tacit understanding. Now we are tacit friends, as light as water, more precious and more lasting than lovers.
The four years that Shanxi University has given me seem to have a faint sense of satisfaction.
In my impression, many teachers and professors' grades and resume scores can shine in a phalanx, but they just don't make public, even extreme passers-by. Some teachers wear caps and thermos cups, ride electric cars to and from work, leave the classroom and blend in with the crowd, and disappear in an instant.
Teachers come and go like the wind, but they are all very kind. You must take the initiative to ask questions, and they will be extremely patient and even look forward to such questions. But many times, such problems often do not appear. Therefore, the expression of teachers leaving class is always faint attachment.
I still remember this look, but I have lost the opportunity to respond to the teachers.
This mountain is too simple, until today, there is still a heavy crossing.
My favorite place in Shanda is undoubtedly the library. The exterior of the building is full of European modernity, which echoes the landmark architectural form of National Shanxi University a hundred years ago. But when you enter the library, you can only find that unique temperament in another place. If you have been there, it is Shanxi Museum. Yes, the temperament in the library of Shanxi University, in my opinion, is exactly the same as that in Shanxi Museum. This is something I have never encountered in many libraries in many other cities.
Shanxi is so thick that people are full of misunderstandings about it. Shanxi is too obsessed with its own time zone, often suddenly, just like two worlds outside Taihang Mountain. This regional feature is also condensed in Shanxi University.
Until today, it is difficult for me to tell whether this is a good thing or a bad thing.
It's a good thing because if a university can slow you down, or even give you half a year to deconstruct and construct yourself, the time is very light. As long as you are willing, you can learn what you have learned and nourish your growth, so this environment is undoubtedly very close to the purest core of the university.
But it is also a bad thing, because out of school is a reality. Outside Shanxi, others' eyes are full of misunderstandings. You have to get used to the new time zone and get up quickly.
But I still feel lucky that I can put my four years of youth in a university that can slow down. In my past life, there were many people and things that made me run faster, but few people and things that made me want to think about something lightly.
Just like I happened to see the words "Shanxi University117th Anniversary Celebration" today. What? When did you get the "seven-year itch"? The "1 10 anniversary" in my mind is still familiar, but it was my first memory when I saw Shanda.