On the eve of college graduation, the whole class went to a restaurant next to the school to have a farewell dinner. I drank a lot of beer, maybe the amount of alcohol was really related to my mood when I was drinking, and I suddenly felt unwell. My brothers in the dormitory thought I was in a wrong state and decided to send me back to the dormitory first. A lesbian in the class said that she was not feeling well and wanted to go back to the dormitory. By the way, she sent me back. These guys still wanted something to drink, so they agreed very quickly and safely. This female classmate is usually introverted, and I seldom communicate with her. At that time, it was very uncomfortable. We didn't say anything all the way. By the time I got downstairs in our dormitory, I was soaked with sweat and even felt that I was starting to tremble. I motioned for her to go back to the dormitory by herself. This female classmate suddenly took my arm and said to me, "I have had a crush on you for four years ... do you like me?" I stared at her face and threw up. After that, the girl didn't reply to my short message of apology, and never contacted me again.