Gu Dade often said: it is better to read Buddha than to read Buddha, and it is better to read Buddha than to read Buddha. When you are afraid, the scripture is too long, lest you can't remember it, and the spell is too long. If you are not skilled, it is difficult to remember, and the Buddha's name is very short, so it is not easy to be mixed with delusions and cannot be interrupted. Therefore, when you encounter terror and emergency, you should call the names of Buddha and Bodhisattva wholeheartedly.
In fact, no matter what you read, you will feel something. The key is whether you are sincere or not. Women are more yin than men, and it is normal to be afraid at night, and it is easier to see and feel the negative existence. Birds of a feather flock together, and the gas field is similar, so it can also be said to be induction. You are destiny takes a hand's great mercy curse. You can recite more, just once every 3 minutes. If you are afraid at night and forget everything, then read Guanyin Bodhisattva, and the effect of reading it with one heart is the same as reading the Great Mercy Mantra. You should have confidence in Buddha and Bodhisattva. This name is the essence, summary and fruit of Master Wan.
Buddhism is the education of Buddhism, not superstition. I hope you have a correct mind, and don't recite the mantra and learn Buddha for the sake of induction. That kind of curiosity can easily attract bad things and then lead you into the magic road. Of course, in the process of spiritual practice, as my mind gradually calms down, I will gradually see and hear the world outside some people, but just ignore them. The Diamond Sutra says, "Everything is false." It's all fake, don't be persistent, just like dreaming. If you understand that this is a dream, why insist on it?
As for the question that you want to learn Buddhism after marriage, I think your idea is wrong. As the saying goes, "You can only learn the Tao when you are old, and most of the graves are young people." Now that you are in college, you have plenty of time and energy. Why not study hard when you are free? Why go with the flow to the so-called love and online games? After graduating from college, choosing a job is another crossroads in life. Is it really so reliable to fall in love now? It is you who suffer, my girl. Looking for a boyfriend, you should also look for someone with good character and responsibility. You can't study in your spare time now, so if you get married and have a family in the future, will you still have time to study Buddhism because of the pressure of work, family and life?