So it's up to you, but it's easy to attract the kind that men like Haha, I'm sorry for your loss.
Under normal circumstances, girls who have lived in a particularly loving environment since childhood, girls who have religious beliefs, and girls who only know how to bury themselves in their studies may be virgins. If you feel that you can't get through the obstacles in your heart, you can find a girl you don't love, or a girl you love again, and then abandon the girl you feel impure, making you feel uncomfortable?
Yes or no, you must know clearly that man is such a simple animal, and desire and reason coexist. What is love and what is the spiritual misunderstanding that needs to be faced, we should practice it slowly.