You can be an ordinary normal college student, that is, study hard when you should study, have fun when you should play, try to complete the tasks and arrangements of the professional classes that day, recite the corresponding words every day, and complete the corresponding study arrangements every day. Go to entertainment, running, playing games, brushing Tik Tok and other short-term relaxation at an appropriate time. After a day of class, life and play, you won't feel that college life is not easy, but you won't feel empty and lonely. It's just that you should arrange your time reasonably. If you live too tight, your college life will certainly not be easy, but if you can make proper arrangements, you will be enriched and relaxed. Why not?
Everyone has three views on learning attitude, thought and behavior, and there is no need to change their learning attitude and lifestyle too much because of what others have done. Or if you see a person studying hard for 24 hours, it shows that he has clear plans and goals for his life, and he is a person who does not relax in college life. But you can't just say a word to someone or look at them and change your way. Instead, I have to explore for myself slowly to see what kind of learning style I am suitable for, and whether I really want to make my college life easier, and I have to explore and answer this question step by step. Everyone has his own life.
Just have a clear conscience.