The man I like is a senior in our major. Although his appearance is not outstanding, it gives people a warm feeling. I feel more comfortable when I get along with him, especially when he smiles. So I was attracted to him when I first entered the university, because at that time he happened to be the minister of our student union department.
From the first year of college to the third year of college, my eyes followed him. The senior didn't say no to my approach and love, but he didn't accept it and hung on me all the time. Maybe I was blinded by my own liking at first, and I didn't even know that his attitude towards me was the same as that of other girls, which is commonly known as central air conditioning. When I was a freshman, I foolishly thought that this senior was really a good man, so during that time, I refused many people's confession and just followed him wholeheartedly.
Later, when I went back to the student union office to get the documents, I suddenly found a conversation between him and another senior sister behind the door. It happened that the two of them were talking about me, so I listened to what they said about me outside. Sister Xu's view of my junior is actually relatively mild. At least in the process of getting along with him, I didn't feel uncomfortable. But now they are laughing at me there. The senior I have always liked said in a very blunt tone: he is the assistant of the planning department. I just watched her like me so much that I spent more time with her. I can not only enjoy the benefits she brings me every day, but also increase my face, killing two birds with one stone. I don't believe it's so cold at all, and it's also from my warm and jade-like senior, but the reality proves to me that I have always been wrong.
So from that day on, my feelings for him have changed a lot, from the initial love to the gradual nausea. Such a boy, since he doesn't like girls, should refuse, not keep an ambiguous attitude.