Experienced. The first is to feel lonely. We are two places apart, watching other couples go shopping hand in hand and send roses to each other on Valentine's Day. I may just stay in the company to work overtime, or have a latte in the cafe alone. I also have a lover, but we can't be together with each other. We can only video every day when both sides are free. I always stay at home alone except gathering with friends (I am not a person who likes going out to play very much). I used to have him, but now I can't. And whenever I find something more secret, I can't talk to him at any time. Our overtime hours are not fixed. Maybe after I sent these messages, I couldn't get back to me for a long time. When he wants to discuss it again, I have no desire to talk.

Secondly, I will feel very distressed. Because we are in different places, we are exposed to different things. We may suddenly find that we can't answer the phone when chatting. For example, he is talking about a vegetarian restaurant around the company, saying it tastes good. I thought about it and said that the steamed tofu in it was delicious, but there was no such dish in it, and we were both embarrassed. I'm tired of having too many times. I once yelled at him, "I don't understand a word you said, and you always say I'm bored!" " "He was silent, I regret it, the cold war for several weeks.

Finally, say the next thing. Just once, he had stomach bleeding, which was very serious. I got there as soon as I got the news. Later, I learned that fortunately, one of his friends asked him for information and knew the room password, so he found it and sent it to the hospital in time, otherwise he really didn't know what to do. At that time, I felt really bad that we couldn't take good care of each other.

Finally, I hope you can stay where you are, communicate with each other and accompany each other.