Let me put it this way! Freshman did nothing but sleep. I made a list of plans before I went to college, but when I got to college, I forgot all about it and stayed in the bed in the dormitory every day. We basically have no classes in the morning, often sleep until noon and skip breakfast directly. Just because we didn't eat breakfast for almost a year, my stomach was completely destroyed, my stomach had serious problems, and then I got gastritis directly.
Besides, I was studying in the north at that time. It is particularly cold in winter, and the dormitory has heating. I don't want to go to class every morning. Besides specialized courses, I often skip public courses, so I failed this course perfectly. Just because I failed once, my whole university was not good. I could have made up the exam. As a result, the freshman needs to be rebuilt, which means having classes with his younger brothers and sisters. Don't you feel embarrassed?
This lasted for more than a year. I think I'm really finished if I go on like this. I made a plan to go to the library three times a week, which was difficult at first. Later, I gradually developed a habit. Occasionally skip class and go to the library to read. I go back to the library on weekends. Because there are many books and the environment is good, I bought some daily necessities by the way. Once I accidentally turned to a photo magazine in the school library and plunged into it. I'm really fascinated by photography.
In the next few years, I started taking photos and traveling. I earned all the money I earned by going out for a part-time job. I didn't ask my parents for money. I think I wasted a year. Every time I think about it, I feel ashamed. It seems that I have to go through such a stage. The key is to see when you wake up.