Standing in the hot summer sun, playing military boxing in the rain, practicing intermittent movements in the stairwell and enduring lack of oxygen, I was not mature at that time, and I didn't think about the benefits of military training, just thinking about how to escape. Finally, the military exercise arrived as scheduled, only to find that my heart was mixed that afternoon, only to find that military training taught me persistence and also taught me confidence and courage. At that moment, I suddenly felt I had grown up.
With the end of military training, the recruitment activities of various societies are also in full swing. At this time, I was confused again, because there were too many choices, so I couldn't make up my mind, because there were too many people who would contact me, and I was afraid that I wouldn't get along well with others. So, I hesitated, hesitated ... until I remembered what I said to myself: the journey of dreaming is hard and long, and my parents' love can't accompany me. So I got up the courage and went forward, joined the external liaison department of the environmental protection agency and entered the moral education department of the student union. At that time, I realized how important it is for a person to have confidence. At that time, I realized that only when I tried boldly would I know that the result was different.
Life is not as dull as water, so it is full of joys and sorrows. When a person is in a foreign land, it is inevitable that he will encounter unsatisfactory things and some bumps and misunderstandings. At that time, my sense of loneliness will be particularly strong. I am a sentimental person, and these feelings seem to be magnified by a magnifying glass several times in my heart, so I always like to hide in a corner and count the years. At this time, there are always some people who have discovered my subtle changes. They will enlighten me, tease me and make fun of me. Stay with me when I cry in the dark, until a smile appears on my face, and they can do their own things with confidence. At that moment, they found themselves no longer lonely. Here I want to say to them: Nice to meet you, thank you for your company in my university for four years!
After military training and joining a mass organization, the novelty of the university gradually faded, everything became stable and began to enter the learning state. I began to think about life. After thinking about it, I found that I didn't have clear goals and plans along the way. I just look at the class schedule every day and go to the classroom with my textbook. I often sleep in class and on weekends. This life has a sense of direction. It's just that time has passed, which has aggravated the inner panic and confusion.