However, inferiority complex began to grow slowly at night. The student union cadres will come to express their condolences to the new students. Confident, dignified and kind words make us worship infinitely! My sisters used to be the cleverest students in my class, but I have never been a student cadre. Asked if they had any sports expertise, everyone signed up. I was just the cheerleader behind the scenes. Ask them if they have any literary expertise in singing and dancing. They have all studied music or hip-hop and even performed live. And I can only hum a few songs, and I can't even sing a complete song. The boring and monotonous life of senior three has been closed for a year! A beautiful girl has been paying attention to me, and my eyes have been avoiding. "Lovely little girl, dancing and singing should be ok?" I shook my head so hard that I was too ashamed to speak!
I couldn't sleep that night, and my self-confidence disappeared without a trace. Feel helpless confusion and hopelessness about the future. I really want to leave everything behind, but I still have to face everything tomorrow. It's been so long since the first day of the enviable university. I am a person who is unwilling to be low, plain and ordinary. I want to show myself and become a leader, but I really dare not think about it now, and I don't know how to fight in the future!
It's rare to wake up the next morning on a sunny day. I was the first to open my eyes. My mind is clear, my limbs seem to be alive again, and my confidence will come back soon, a new day, a new starting point!