Fortunately, she knows nothing.
Text | Yingying
one
That day, He Jinsheng had just negotiated a business deal with the customer and signed a contract to return to the company. When he came downstairs, the receptionist stopped him and walked towards the elevator. "Mr. He, you have a package."
He paused. It seems that he hasn't bought anything on Taobao recently. Where did he get such a big package? It seems quite heavy. Then, put the suit aside on the left arm and hold the parcel in the right hand, and carefully distinguish the sender's name. Because of the heavy rain two days ago, the information on the express bill has been blurred.
However, he knew who it was at a glance. Every stroke is her own handwriting, although some words have fainted into water stains, and the memory is too clear, like an indelible mark.
Back in the office, He Jinsheng took a knife and carefully cut a seam on the outer package of the parcel. The parcel is very tight, and it is slowly torn layer by layer. It's a very large and exquisite photo album, 18 inch, very thick, with dozens of pages. At first glance, I thought it was someone's wedding photo. The cover is a photo of him and Lan Xiao. She is wearing a white gauze and he is wearing a suit. She lay on her back and smiled at the camera, even worse than a peach blossom next to her.
He Jinsheng suddenly remembered that sentence, the spring breeze is ten miles behind you.
This is the only photo they took a long time ago, which can be called a wedding photo for the time being. There is no second photo.
The mobile phone put aside suddenly rang, which was particularly inappropriate. It was the secretary who reminded him that it was time for the meeting. He tidied up the materials to be taken to the conference room and looked at the table below before leaving. There are still five minutes left.
He gently opened the photo album and turned it page by page. It's full of photos of him and Lan Xiao. Most of him in the photo has a straight face, but she always leans against him and smiles brightly. They are all very common scenes, in the school canteen, downstairs in Lan Xiao dormitory, in the snack street on the edge of the university town, and some places where they travel together, and so on.
He Jinsheng raised his wrist and looked at the time again. There were only two minutes left.
I got up in such a hurry that I dropped my photo album and took out an invitation. He Jinsheng bent down to pick it up, and the shining happy words on the invitation stung his eyes in the sun.
He stuffed the invitation into the desk drawer and locked it. Speak forcefully at the meeting without interference.
He always looks so quiet, even if the sky is falling.
Even if the invitation is signed, the groom is Shen and the bride is Shen.
? two
After the meeting, the crowd dispersed. He Jinsheng stood alone in the conference room on17th floor, looking at himself in the French window and the bustling crowd in the street, and suddenly felt sad.
People come and go, and after so many years, he is still alone.
The man he is waiting for will never come again.
The person he is waiting for will soon become someone else's bride.
He should have known this day would come sooner or later, but he still felt as if there were thousands of ants crawling and tearing himself to pieces.
He asked his secretary to book a plane ticket back to G city tomorrow.
I haven't been back in about six or seven years. I worked hard alone in the present city and took my mother over.
Mom knows about him and Lan Xiao. Every time I see him staring at Lan Xiao's old photos in the room for a long time, she will sigh gently, and sometimes she will cry silently behind his back.
Who let them originally is not a world, not a world of people can't walk together.
This sentence was said to him by his mother many years ago.
However, it's different now. He is not the poor boy who had nothing at first.
He Jinsheng wants to go to G city at once. He wants to tell Lan Xiao how successful he is now, and he has the confidence to face her and her parents. He wanted to tell her that after all these years, he still couldn't forget her.
In the middle of the night, He Jinsheng was awakened by a dream. He got up and turned on the light, lit a cigarette, leaned on the bed, closed his eyes and spit out the smoke ring.
He dreamed that Lan Xiao cried and said to him, Why did you leave without saying goodbye? Why didn't you say a word to me? Where have you been? Why did you lose contact with everyone?
Over the years, he has always had such a dream.
Lan Xiao in the dream, with sad eyes and a face of complaints.
Unlike Lan Xiao in the bedside photo, this is Lan Xiao in college. She stood under the buttonwood tree at school, wearing a white and purple skirt, which was particularly beautiful.
What will she be like now? Will that person be kind to her?
He still remembers that Lan Xiao once told him that you are you and I am me, but from now on, it will be us, and we will never be apart from each other, okay?
However, the most regrettable thing in this world is that you are still you and I am still me, but we are not us anymore.
three
He Jinsheng and Lan Xiao are the stories of their whole university town.
One is the president of the student union, and the other is the host of the school's major literary evenings. Talent and beauty make a fortune.
He Jinsheng was chased by Lan Xiao.
When she was a freshman, she followed his ass every day, no matter where he went.
In the library, Xiao Lan helped He Jinsheng occupy a seat. In the canteen, Lan Xiao cooks for He Jinsheng. As an elective course, Lan Xiao also tried her best to find out the course He Jinsheng wanted to attend, and she followed suit.
Lan Xiao sat next to He Jinsheng and said with a smile: Hey, classmate, we are from the same city. Oh, we are really predestined. When a fellow villager sees a fellow villager, his eyes are full of tears. Did you see my tears?
If you don't see Lan Xiao one day, your roommate should ask, Hey, why didn't you see Lan Xiao today? Then everyone laughed into a ball.
Roommate is joking. He Jinsheng, you'd better follow.
That day was the 50th anniversary of the school. As the host, Lan Xiao didn't say anything after the last performance. Instead, it was a solemn confession, a confession of He Jinsheng.
She said, He Jinsheng, I really like you.
She said, He Jinsheng, you are you and I am me, but from now on it will be us, and we will never part, okay?
Thousands of people are sitting in the huge gymnasium. He Jinsheng blushed and didn't know why.
He said without hesitation, good.
Afterwards, he kept saying that he must have lost his head at that time, so he would panic and talk nonsense.
Xiao Lan smiled. Come on, you must like me too, so you lost your temper.
After four years in college, they are as good as one person. Lan Xiao can be seen everywhere where He Jinsheng lives, and so can Lan Xiao.
Love is like this. When I met this person at a certain time, I thought, we will never be apart again, and we will be together forever.
So young, they don't know how far forever is, and they don't know how long a lifetime is.
So young, they think that no matter how far they are forever, they just want to be together for the rest of their lives, the next life, the next life.
The rest of my life is long, but I don't want to meet the second person again.
That person will be different from you.
four
He Jinsheng returned to his home in G city, which was covered with dust.
Finally, he stayed in a hotel.
He sneaked into the corner of Xiaolan's house. The pagoda tree grew bigger and bigger, and it became more and more lush.
He saw Xiao Lan go in with the man, hand in hand, fingers clasped. They were talking and laughing, and He Jinsheng quickly turned away and pretended to be eating.
She still looks good when she smiles, so she should be very happy.
On the wedding day, he wore a formal suit and tie of the same color. Also sealed a particularly large red envelope.
Lan Xiao and the groom smiled and stood at the door of the hotel to greet the guests.
She said, there you are.
He said, I wish you happiness.
Two people, lightly, like strangers, did not even shake hands.
Just miss it.
The arrangement of the wedding scene was completed by Lan Xiao, and every detail went through her hands.
When she was in college, she was looking forward to her wedding with He Jinsheng. She bought a notebook and wrote down her favorite wedding dress style and the wedding she wanted.
She thought that there would be many roses at their wedding.
She thought that their wedding should be decorated with her favorite lavender.
She thought that their wedding process must have a wonderful confession about eternity.
She showed the book to He Jinsheng. Hey, let's get married after graduation.
He Jinsheng didn't answer, but remember, we will get married after graduation.
Now the wedding is exactly the same as Lan Xiao's idea at that time, but that person is no longer that person.
At the wedding, the groom confessed.
Lan Xiao saw He Jinsheng one eye, to.
She let the tears flow freely on her face on the stage and couldn't help crying.
This is why she designed the line at that time: After meeting you, you will be the rest of my life. I just want to tell you all the sweet words in the world.
Everyone in the audience said, look, what moved the bride was spent on makeup.
Only He Jinsheng understands that Lan Xiao is crying about his youth and past buried by time.
Lan Xiao once said to him, Hey, He Jinsheng, I really want to drag your arm for life. I really want you to smile at me alone. I really want you to belong to me alone.
Those heartbreaking love stories have now spread all over the world.
five
The fifth month after graduation, Lan Xiao saved a sum of money, passed by a wedding photography, and dragged He Jinsheng in.
The receptionist asked when their husband and lady would get married.
Xiao Lan smiled without a word and paid the deposit.
On the day of the photo shoot, only one photo was taken. He Jinsheng went out to answer a phone call and never came back.
Lan Xiao was alone, waiting from morning till night. Others advised her that your boyfriend should have something, so you should go back first. Crying all the way back, passers-by asked her, miss, are you all right?
The next day, the third day, until the 365th day, He Jinsheng didn't come back.
That photo is their only wedding photo. Lan Xiao carefully bound it and hung it in the most conspicuous position in the rental house.
She thought that she had been waiting until later, when only He Jinsheng lost his manners.
That day, He Jinsheng received a phone call from his mother, saying that his father fell from the ten-meter shelf on the construction site and his life was dying. He didn't have time to say anything to Lan Xiao, so he immediately bought a ticket to go home. He wanted to send a message to her in the car, and the mobile phone automatically turned off when there was no power.
When I arrived at the hospital, the doctor's rescue was invalid, and my father had died, so I didn't have time to see him. Mother stood at the end of the hospital corridor and fainted. When the rescued doctor came out, he saw He Jinsheng and said, "You must be He Jinsheng. I saw your picture on Lan Xiao's mobile phone. I am her mother. I know this is not the right time to talk about it. I arranged a job for her in g city. She doesn't want to come back, she just wants to be with you. But as her mother, I must tell you that your family is not worthy of the dawn of my family. "
In this case, your family is not worthy of the dawn of my family. He Jinsheng's mind is full of this sentence, thousands of times, and when he closes his eyes, he will think of it. He left without saying goodbye, lost contact with everyone and took his mother to another city.
In these years, in the most difficult days, he thought of Lan Xiao's face and felt that the road would be easier.
In fact, the next year, when He Jinsheng's career improved, he didn't go back to find her. I happened to meet her mother, who lied to him. Xiaoxiao has a new happiness now, please don't disturb her.
He really didn't bother her, he thought, as long as she was happy, it didn't matter who gave it.
However, you should be happy anyway.
six
What he doesn't know is that Lan Xiao has been waiting for him. Desperate, she finally believed that it was just her wishful thinking, listened to her parents' arrangement and went to marriage.
Even his contact information was learned from a friend he knew.
On the day she went to express her invitation, she carefully took out all her previous photos and gave them to He Jinsheng.
It's like a grand farewell ceremony.
That man is really good to her, so good that she feels that she has nothing to return.
The man said, I know you have someone in your heart, but it doesn't matter. Please believe me, from now on, besides you, my life is still you.
He Jinsheng knew that person would make Lan Xiao happy, because just the way he looked at her was full of tenderness, and he looked at her for ten thousand years.
So he stood in that alley and watched them pass by without taking a step forward. Tears fell on my face when I turned away.
He muttered, this day, it's going to rain.
So, at her wedding, he only said, I wish you happiness.
Unfortunately, she knows nothing.
Fortunately, she knows nothing.