199 1 In August, I was admitted to Zhengzhou Railway Normal School with the fourth place in the Liberated Area and became a normal student in the railway system. Three years later, I became a primary school teacher in Yueshan Railway Primary School, 19 years old.
? I still clearly remember the first time I attended the flag-raising ceremony as a teacher. Tears filled my eyes. I feel every note of the March of the Volunteers hitting my heart. I said to myself from the bottom of my heart: I must be an excellent people's teacher and contribute my meager strength to the education of the motherland. Fortunately, until today, 24 years are about to pass, I still stick to the three-foot platform and have been a class teacher for 2 1 year. Today, as an old class teacher, I will talk about my feelings about my work over the years.
First, happiness is the growth of students. The reason why we talk about growth instead of achievement is that every student's development is different, but it's really good to see that they can all stand firm in society and be good people.
Qin Xiao: This is a well-developed child. I was obedient and sensible in primary school, but my academic performance was not very outstanding. He failed in the college entrance examination. After graduating from Xi 'an Institute of Translation, he was admitted to the Chinese University of Hong Kong as a graduate student majoring in English. Now he is a teacher at Hoda University. I am really impressed that a child who graduated from three colleges can be admitted to the Chinese University of Hong Kong as a graduate student. Only she knows the hardships. I met her mother when I was studying at Hoda University, and then I got in touch with her. We had dinner and chatted together, and she kept dragging me to talk about her study, her job and her boyfriend. This intimacy is like her own daughter.
Zhang Yang: My grades in primary school are average, and I love playing. I participated in pilot recruitment in high school, and now I am an excellent air force pilot. His mother said that she joined the international peacekeeping organization a while ago and just returned from Somalia. I wanted a picture of him wearing a blue helmet, but the organization didn't allow them to disclose any information. I sincerely say to my wife: I wish you happiness! Tell Zhang Yang to take care of himself.
Angel, a graduate of Beihang University, is now the vice captain of China Southern Airlines. Mu is now a graduate student at Dalian Ocean University. Worship Hui, failed in the college entrance examination, went to junior college first, then went to undergraduate course, determined to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and finally realized his wish, and now he works in Beijing. Zhao Jie, graduated from Teachers College, is now a special post teacher in Xiuwu. Liu Shan, a graduate student, works in Zhengzhou Railway Bureau. Wang Jiaojiao, when she was in primary school, her father said several times that she was too stupid to go to school. I went to her house many times to persuade her parents. Later, she was able to keep studying, and now she works in a bank in Luoyang. This is only a small number of students I know, all of whom have worked in Yueshan Railway for ten years. Now, after more than 20 years, I still remember their names clearly and accurately. I'm glad to see them now. This is the happiness of teachers!
In fact, teachers remember students and students remember teachers. Three years ago, when I was practicing driving in a driving school, I met a boy. He asked me, "Are you Mr. Guo?" I was surprised and asked him who he was. He said his name was Tamia Liu. I soon remembered that I was the head teacher of his first grade primary school, but he transferred to Jiaozuo before he finished his first grade. I haven't taught him for a long time. On the last day of school, he hid in the toilet and cried. I went to the toilet to take him out, and he sat under the root of the tree without saying a word. Unexpectedly, 20 years later, he changed from a child of six or seven years old to a big boy of twenty-six or seven years old, and he could recognize me at once. I can be a little. This incident left me with a long aftertaste. I didn't expect a teacher to leave such a deep impression on children's psychology. I still remember one time a parent said to me, "Miss Guo, you see that the children in your class are more and more like you, and they all walk and talk like you." It turns out that the teacher is really amazing. He can influence a child's life.
In March 2004, all teachers in Yueshan were merged into Daoqing Middle School. I have worked in Daoqing for almost seven years, and I have sent a primary school graduation class and two junior high school graduation classes. In 2008, I sent the first junior high school graduating class. Thirty-five students in the class took the senior high school entrance examination, two went to No.1 Middle School, two went to No.11 Middle School and twelve went to ordinary high schools. At that time, there were two classes in one grade, and our class took an examination of eight classes in the top ten. I always tell students not to give up as long as there is a glimmer of hope when they meet particularly poor students. In that class, a girl named Liu Yufei was the first in her grade. After studying in No.1 Middle School for three years, she was admitted to the Mathematics Department of He Normal University.
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Every child's life can be wonderful. How important it is to meet a good teacher. They change their own destiny through their own efforts, and also change the fate of their families. 20 10 I sent the second graduating class, which was the worst and not bad. These are the left-behind students who moved out of No.13 Middle School, and they are two classes composed of ten left-behind students. One of the classes changed two head teachers a year, and there was no head teacher in the ninth grade, so I was appointed as the head teacher of this class. At that time, I laughed at myself for being "crisis-driven", but I didn't give up on them either. When I graduated, ten students went to ordinary high schools. I told them that they may not be able to go to a good university, but if they can, they must go to high school and university, because your's vision is really different.
It seems normal now, but at that time, only I knew the hardships, and all kinds of wonderful problems emerged one after another. Some students stole more than 30,000 from home and spent more than 10,000 a week. Some students committed suicide by taking medicine because of falling in love. Some students were detained by the police station because of a group fight with No.18 Middle School. Some students wanted to sell their classmates. Even I don't know the gender. It is not a problem to talk in class without studying or doing homework, and the teacher is unwilling to attend class. It is in this case that the enemy will block the water and have a way to cover it. When preparing for the senior high school entrance examination, I will choose some students to study together every night. From six o'clock in the afternoon to ten o'clock in the evening, only our classroom is brightly lit in the quiet junior high school teaching building. I sat among the students, who studied hard. No one will forget the silent companionship and communication between teachers and students!
When my daughter was in the first grade, she just turned six. In order to prepare for quality classes in the city, after my daughter falls asleep at night, I go to school to prepare lessons and make courseware. At that time, there was no computer at home, and sometimes it was two o'clock at night. One night, I came home and found my daughter not in bed. My scalp is numb and my mind is blank. What if she loses it? When I left, she was obviously asleep in bed. I ran upstairs to my neighbor's house and found her sleeping there. It turned out that she woke up at night and was scared. She couldn't see me, so she came out to look for her. Neighbors heard crying and took her away. I almost collapsed to the ground, feeling very scared and deeply blaming myself. But I had to continue preparing lessons the next day, so I locked my daughter at home. When I came back, my daughter hid in the corner next to the sofa and kept sobbing. Now, I can still recall that when I walked home in the middle of the night, I saw an empty intersection full of sadness.
At that time, it was an eventful autumn at home. My excellent class coincides with my grandfather's burial. I grew up in my grandmother's house and have deep feelings with my grandfather. That class is in Student Road Primary School. At about nine o'clock, I stood at the corner of the stairs, looked at the direction of my hometown, silently turned off my cell phone, told myself that my grandfather had done his best before he died, and then walked into the classroom. In fact, everyone's life has their own things to bear, not just what outsiders see. Everyone will encounter unpleasant things at work and trivial things at home, but after many years, you will find that you really appreciate yourself for overcoming all kinds of difficulties and persisting in your efforts, because there is nothing to be afraid of anymore, and you will become more and more calm and calm. I once laughed at myself for "treating all kinds of intractable diseases".
20 10 September, I went to work in Guangming, and in a blink of an eye, two more students were sent. On 20 13, I sent Nan and Wang Zhaoxing from a parallel class to Jiaozuo No.1 Middle School. Wang Zhaoxing scored 550 points in the senior high school entrance examination and 550 points in the college entrance examination three years later. He was admitted to Northeast Forestry University. The day before he enrolled in college, he came to me with a bunch of flowers. The card reads: "Teacher Guo Sumei, your kind and calm face will always appear in front of my eyes.
Before I knew it, I was getting old. I agree with Wang Zhaoxing's word "calm". What I often educate students is: don't be too happy when you are happy, don't be too sad when you are sad, adjust as soon as possible and put yourself into the next stage of study. In the 20 16 senior high school entrance examination, 9 students from 92 classes were admitted to Jiaozuo No.1 Middle School, 5 students were admitted to County No.1 Middle School, 2 students were admitted to No.11 Middle School, and the rest students were basically promoted to senior high school. The hardships among them are also unspeakable. Job changes, two schools and three places, and daughters who are also facing the senior high school entrance examination. Because of strict management of students, a gangster came to my office with a cigarette and threatened my daughter; Just moved to the new campus, there are often knife fights at the school gate, and every time I receive a call, I have to go to the school gate to deal with it; Because the students' grades couldn't go up, I was puzzled and burst into tears at the quality analysis meeting. In fact, I have thought about giving up countless times, and even my wife advised me to give up. He said that I can't die because of my work, and I can't affect my children because of my work. Fortunately, my daughter and students lived up to expectations and gave me the confidence and courage to persist again and again. Every time I step on the podium, all my troubles will vanish. Students find that I don't laugh often after class, but always laugh in class. So I am more attached to every minute I get along with my students. It's great to be a teacher, have your own students and have your own platform!
Second, happiness is recognized by parents. Gold and silver cups are not as good as parents' reputation. In fact, whether they are excellent or not, it doesn't hinder them from being a happy teacher. Being recognized by parents is the greatest honor.
When I first started work, my parents were older than me. Later, I gradually became the same age as them. Now, I am older than some parents. Now that I think about it, I can go deep into so many families and even learn something they don't want outsiders to know. I am really honored and want to change my mind, because students and parents have also become friends.
When I got married, the conditions were difficult. I borrowed 8000 yuan in foreign debt, of which 5000 yuan was lent to me by a parent. When my daughter was having a full moon wine, a parent ate a bowl of cold rice noodles in the street and went to the hotel to help me hold my baby, which made me feel at ease. When I gave birth, my parents gave me millet, red dates and eggs. That kind of feeling is really different from the current secular and utilitarian. I feel that my parents and I are like family sometimes. I am single, I take care of their children, and they are taking care of me. After twenty years, Qin Xiao's mother immediately recognized me on the campus of Hoda University and called out to me. At that time, because she didn't want my phone number, she came to see me near the study place I mentioned in the afternoon. Fu Meiling's mother tied the Chinese rose flowers at home into bouquets, put them on my platform with grass and gold thread, and gave me some goldfish, saying that my children were preparing for the college entrance examination. When they get home, they can have a look, relax, study after class in the evening, and insist on sending me home first, and then pick up the children. Xie Shuai-Nan's father insisted on inviting my daughter to dinner after the senior high school entrance examination, saying that I took care of other people's children and neglected my own children during the preparation period, and he had to make up for it; After Hong Yashi was admitted to No.1 Middle School, her mother sent me two bottles of sesame oil, and Yun's mother sent me a bottle of mustard mixed with soybeans for me to eat at school at noon. Although some parents are not good at expressing themselves, their eyes are full of trust and dependence. Sometimes I really feel that I don't do much and my parents give back too much.
Third, happiness makes students sensible. The requirements for different students should also be different. Children with good grades should be encouraged to become better, and students with average grades should be encouraged to be honest and kind, and just tell him to do his best. In fact, every child has a positive and kind heart, and we should be good at discovering his beauty.
When I was pregnant, Zhang Tiantian said to me, Take your time, teacher! When I get angry, my tonsils get inflamed. Ma Yuanyuan brought me several packs of medicine and said, Teacher, your face is swollen. After Du Lijuan left, he wrote to me and said, Teacher, I really want to call you mom! Wu Hao transferred to a sports school in the seventh grade, but he still said, "Teacher, you are my best teacher, because when I was in primary school, no one cared about me except you." . Feng Jiahao was the first person who came to see me after graduation. He told me that he won the fourth place in the Campus Singer Grand Prix in the Vocational Education Center. Yun Hao Ming dropped out of school, met him after work and insisted on taking me for a motorcycle ride. Many students here have poor grades, but now I think we should treat them better. Maybe they can develop better than they do now.
For more than 20 years, I have been trying to have a clear conscience and face students and parents calmly, but I also have regrets. In 2006, I was invited to attend the ten-year reunion of graduates sent by Daoqing Primary School. One of them is a child. Once I asked him to take a table to the corridor because he was making trouble in school. At the party, although he said that he had caused a lot of trouble to the teacher at school, I still felt very guilty and felt very uncomfortable when facing him. Teachers should really love their students unconditionally, and don't leave a needle to prick their conscience in the future.
In this way, day after day, year after year, I never thought about being vigorous and never gave up my persistence and love for education. I think as I get older, sticking to my mood and ideals is a kind of success.
Facing the young class teachers, I want to say to you: If you love, please love deeply. Love your students and the position of head teacher. Only deep love can make you feel happiness and bitterness. Many years later, you will also thank yourself for your efforts and persistence today, and you will also understand that there is a kind of happiness called teaching and educating people. May you "stick to your original heart and don't ask the west and the east."
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