Speaking of tough stories. Let's start from childhood.

I was born in a rural family, and my parents are farmers. Speaking of hard life, my mother said that I was poisoned by gas twice when I was very young. At that time, coal was burned to keep warm in winter. At that time, I was too young to express myself. Mom said, I have been crying. Perhaps it is this reason that I have been in poor health and can't eat. Pale and thin. Especially in summer. I can't even walk. Every time I go to grandma's house. Grandma dragged me to see a country doctor, and I couldn't help seeing many doctors. My mother said that one day I met a fortune teller on the road and gave her two words, saying that I was not old enough to be 14 years old, but I was saved by Guanyin Bodhisattva when I was 14 years old. Whether it is true or not, my health has improved since I was 14 years old.

Everyone's fate story is different. My story may not be so shocking. But to outsiders, I am happy. When I was a child, I had grandparents, grandmothers, parents and many relatives who always took care of me and loved me. Later, I got married and had children, and my lover liked me very much. But there has always been a feeling of confusion in my heart, and I always feel that I have no sense of accomplishment. Then around 2003, I lost sleep. I often can't sleep all night, sometimes even for a few days. Brain cells are damaged, insomnia and memory are worse. I often have a thousand words in my heart, but I just can't say them. Then I'm afraid of socializing and greeting people. Because I always forget their names or can't remember what to say to them. After several years of conditioning, it didn't have much effect. On 20 16, I learned to avoid the valley. Although I have improved a little, my memory is still not good.

It's August and September in 2020, and I'm visiting my best friend Cathy. Yue Kaixian sent me a live link from 99 yuan. After listening to the public service live broadcast for three days, I feel that Teacher idy loves it too much, and what she said is in vernacular, but it is a truth that I didn't understand before. After three days, if you don't pay, you can't listen anymore, so you won't listen. After reading this, you may think that 99 yuan doesn't even hand it in? Why? Because I once told another friend that no matter what others told us to learn, no matter how well we spoke, we wouldn't waste a penny. I told Yue Kaixian that I didn't have time to listen, so Yue Kaixian turned on her mobile phone to watch the live broadcast. Maybe it's God's will. Teacher Cheng's live broadcast can be played back. Let's listen. Who knew I was addicted to it? At that time, I was talking about the internal circulation of the economy and the same interests, which made me feel suddenly enlightened. I seem to find the direction and know the idea of whether an industry is feasible. Although I stayed at home for many years because of physical reasons, I didn't do much, but I have always loved to listen to economic knowledge and investment since I was a child. At that time, I felt that the content of Teacher Cheng's live broadcast seemed to be specially told to me. The model she talked about was similar to a project I was working on at that time, because I was working on a financial project. Although I think it's good, since people like me don't have connections and don't need any skills, let's join a team. After listening to Mr. Cheng's words, I realized that the project I was working on was in line with the national trend policy. It was launched during the epidemic, which revived many enterprises on the verge of bankruptcy. Helping the poor and farmers is a benefit to all beings, which has strengthened my confidence in doing this.

Later, on the eve of the commendation meeting, the instructor Da Dan sent a notice to the performers attending the meeting. Yue Kaixian said to sign me up for the program. In fact, I am also eager to perform on stage and change my previous state. But people like me can't even speak. How can you perform on the stage? Not to mention singing and dancing, I can't sing a tune, and I haven't danced, let alone dancing. At this time, I heard the golden sentence in the live broadcast of idy, "There is only one life. How do you know that you can't do it without trying?" . Yes, I am so old. Since idy Wawa University has given me a chance, if I give up again, is this my life? I am not reconciled. I have to go out, and I will regret missing this opportunity, so I signed up.

Three days before the commendation meeting, I was alone. Taking the high-speed subway, I was dragged to the meeting place by an inexplicable great force. Before that, I never went to other places by car alone, especially by subway. I can't tell the direction. This time, I came to the meeting place smoothly and met my friend Long He at idy Wawa University, who helped me book a hotel. Hai Xia, Christine and so on. They help me buy rice and give me all-round care. Seeing that most of my friends at idy Wawa University met for the first time made me feel the warmth of my family. Reciting lyrics, rehearsing and dancing can't keep up with their rhythm. But they didn't abandon me and took care of me everywhere. Britney spears cured me of insomnia. I don't get anything in return, just work hard and don't hold them back. When I stepped onto the stage as a medical staff and sang praises to heroes, I saw many audiences such as Mr. Edith, Mr. Wang and Mr. Cheng were moved to tears by our performance. I was also moved by this touching scene and shed tears several times, which made my sleepless nights for several days tired into an honor and I have no regrets in this life.

? I am very grateful that I joined idy Wawa University in my lifetime, which fulfilled my college dream. The most important thing is that I found my home. I found my real spiritual home and gave my life a direction. Let me stop looking for myself all the time, and then I will accompany myself to create a real me. Thanks to my guide, Yue Kaixi. I wouldn't be here without her. Thank you, Mr. idy, Mr. Wei Qi and other big coffee teachers, all my friends, my friends in the Thanksgiving Group, and all my friends and relatives in my circle of friends. Because of the existence of your, I have promoted my growth. Thank you for your company.