It's not that I don't want you to believe him, but that you didn't keep that promise too much and divorced from reality. After all, only you can be responsible for yourself.
What's more, no one in this world has made their feelings clear. Just as love needs no reason, it is not necessarily anyone's fault not to love.
Since love can be turned into motivation, this is a good thing.
Love the present. As long as you are still in love, feel the happiness of loving together, including sadness. Life is a constant experience.
Perhaps, your love can blossom and bear fruit. Maybe. ...
Anyway, believe in yourself, you can believe that you will be happy in the future.
I wish you happiness. ...