First, you are timid. The more timid, the weirder. You should have an impulse and confidence. Second, dad's worry. Dad always doesn't want you to have problems and dangers. If there is a little danger, he will go all out to protect you and even let you give up. Third, master certain skills. At first, don't worry. Take your time with the small throttle, increase it and then accelerate. In this way, you will learn gradually and learn well. Where there is a will, there is a way! Wish you success!