It's almost impossible for you to figure it out in high school. High schools in Holland teach Dutch, and they don't accept you at all. And underage, there is no guardian in the local area, it is impossible to study here. A few years ago, I met a sophomore who came out to exchange children for a year. This is a project of their school. A Dutch family sent their child to their home in China, where he lives. But he couldn't attend this school class at all, so he abandoned it for a year, and then returned to the second year of high school to start over. Now this kind of project seems to have stopped.

Like the boy you have a crush on, he probably came out to study at the Dutch language school for two years, and he is old after finishing school. It would be nice to be admitted to a similar technical secondary school. If not, I will work in a restaurant or start my own business in my life, and there will be no better way out. Even if you come out, there is no guarantee that you and he will be in the same city and school.

In addition, if you don't get a master's degree, there is no scholarship at all. Now I'm studying undergraduate at my own expense. 1 year can't live without 15 thousand.

Come even if you are killed. You can buy a ticket and tear up your passport before entering the Dutch airport and wait for the airport police to pick you up. If I ask you, you can say that you are a refugee from a certain country (but the problem is that there is nothing difficult in Asian countries now! Then they will be taken to an orphanage for adoption. If you are lucky, you can pass the customs smoothly before 16 years old and be adopted by a Dutch family. You can go to school seriously in Holland without worrying about tuition. But your own parents have thrown away, and you can't have any contact for at least a few years. You have to make up a very good story to convince the Dutch police and government, otherwise you will be repatriated and have a criminal record. I only know a friend whose parents were Wenzhou people who sneaked into Italy in their early years. If they don't get Amnesty and identity, it will be difficult for them to apply again. So I left him and his brother at the airport in the Netherlands, because the growing environment in the Netherlands is better. Children know their parents' phone numbers and will contact them when they grow up.

You'd better be realistic!