Life and death are life, and wealth is in the sky. What makes you lose confidence in life and be born a man? This is life. You don't even have the courage to live. What can you do? Life is tired and hopeless. That's your own despair. It's nothing more than that you simply become decadent and have no money or social foothold, but you try and fail, which leads you to lose confidence in life, give up hope, want to get rid of the unbearable hardships and dare not face your true self.