Text/Zhang Aimin
Time flies, and the years pass. I have been a teacher for 30 years. Stopping at the head in 2022, I can't help but think of the poem "Fighting for Crossing, Fighting for Crossing, Starting a Gull" by Li Qingzhao, a poet of the Southern Song Dynasty, and a feeling overflows at my fingertips.
Since we entered the "deep lotus" of education, we have been trying to "compete". Looking back on 30 years, we are really "surprised by a pool of gulls": honors and awards such as "National Model Teacher", "Henan Famous Teacher" and "Henan Special Grade Teacher" met unexpectedly. In particular, in 2020, he was invited to set up "the first famous teacher studio in Changyuan City" and became the host of "Zhang Aimin Studio". It takes about a year and a half from the establishment of the studio, the recruitment of personnel, the formulation of the growth plan, and the normal operation of the daily activities of the studio.
Along the way, all the way hard, all the way to harvest. I studied 12 books this year, participated in the writing of 10 in the summer vacation, and opened a special issue on New Year's outlook and winter vacation ... Every time I look back, I feel heavy happiness overflowing my heart.
Witnessed the day shift of my dear friends, I not only successfully challenged 365, but also continued to trudge on the road of challenging for thousands of days, some of which have exceeded 1,000 days.
Why advocate reading and writing to open the way for teachers' professional development? This has to mention the "common reading and writing between teachers and students" advocated by Professor Zhu Yongxin. He said that primary and secondary school teachers should start with recording educational phenomena and record their feelings and thoughts. Five years, ten years, string these "pearls" together, and that is a very beautiful necklace. Choosing the best thing is the wisdom of flashing "sparks", which will make readers have a strong spiritual shock. On the contrary, if it is not recorded in time, it will become a thing of the past and disappear.
Reading friends' daily articles now is not only a quantitative accumulation, but also a qualitative leap. Growth is always your own business. When acquaintances are awakened, ignited and the internal driving force of growth is stimulated, I feel that everything I do is meaningful and valuable. At the same time, while writing output, remedy the read input. Famous teachers write and famous teachers read. Without reading Confucius and Mencius, Tao Xingzhi, Dewey and Suhomlinski, how can we go from Excellence to Excellence and from a teacher to an educator? Reading and writing are the paths that everyone can take. The key lies in who persists for a long time, who works hard and who is more persistent and persistent. Again, the road to success is not crowded, because not many people insist. I hope you are one of the few. "
"Last night, the west wind withered the green trees, and I went to the tall building alone to see the horizon." Sticking to education for 30 years, countless sleepless nights tossing and turning: I am the head teacher and the students are the class leaders. I don't want to toss, and I won't be impetuous. I just want to make some meaningful, valuable and directional explorations silently. For example, classrooms should be like classrooms, and teachers should have the qualities of teachers. One classroom, one world. Teachers' vision, students' world. Talk to children, give yourself strength and become the most romantic class teacher in the world. ...
"The belt is getting wider and wider, and I don't regret it. I am thin for Iraq. " The road to education is far-reaching and long. Sometimes, there is an emotion mixed with sweetness and sadness, and there is also an unspeakable loneliness and loss. Only can bear loneliness, bear loneliness, and sit on the bench. In countless lonely moonlight, follow the footsteps of masters, listen to their teachings, enjoy a person's carnival, and meet with charming spirit and great soul; Wandering in countless life classes, constantly honing yourself, tempering yourself, and enjoying the collision and gathering with students; Contact many teaching and research exchanges, sincerely share, learn with an open mind, sincerely preach, and talk on an equal footing.
? Slowly, after numerous twists and turns, after numerous times of tempering, we are enjoying the persistence and persistence of "there is bitterness in bitterness, joy in profit, magnanimous tolerance, and cautious words and deeds", and enjoying the clarity and pleasure of life realm more and more clearly and meticulously. Quiet study, refined classroom, purified soul, race against time to do what you think is meaningful, adhere to your inner beliefs, calm and calm. The workshop for rural teachers is full of vitality; The studio of famous teachers has steadily advanced and become more and more normal. I am immersed in "the friendly and gentle joy brought by the meditation of my soul".
Looking back suddenly is the pursuit of "Thousands of Baidu". This road, from "all one's wishes come true" to "natural", we trudged through "precipitation" and climbed this road through "persistence". There is really no shortcut, but we can only express our sudden happiness and leave memories of introspection all the way.
One person walks fast, and a group of people walk far. Thanks to every member of the team, it is because of your company that I will summon up courage again and again, grit my teeth, persist and persist. So I have been telling myself that I must be grateful, thank my family for their support and understanding, thank the expert tutors behind the scenes for their attention and guidance, thank the predecessors for their affirmation and encouragement, and thank the lovely students for their rationality and intelligence ... Because of you, I can continue to enjoy the happiness and pride of being a teacher!
More and more firmly believe that the three-foot platform is both hard work and dedication; This is both an honor and a responsibility. More and more realize that professional growth is not only your own business, but also a kind of responsibility and responsibility; More and more people realize that standing on the podium is not only a belief, but also a persistence; More and more realize that doing a good job in education is not only a pursuit, but also a persistence.
Recalling the past, Li Qingzhao "struggled for crossing" because she was drunk and lost. Looking at the present, with our love and persistence in education and teaching, we will continue to walk on the road of self-cultivation and strive for a good teacher with professional dignity and charming spirit again;
Gather like-minded people, keep a warm classroom and do a good job in education; Discuss class management, taste the wisdom of tea management, and sail for better education.
Dear friends, I look forward to dancing with "a beach of seagulls and herons" in the new year!