Late at night, the breeze caressed the ground, and the moonlight spread all over the city. Everything looks so beautiful and peaceful. There is a family whose lights are still on. Through the window, two people can be vaguely seen arguing in the light.
"I told you thousands of times, I only know that your father is ill! As soon as you get the news, criticize me. I didn't mean to ignore him. Why are you so aggressive! "
"What? ! Am I burning? I didn't! My father has a terrible toothache, and you don't care, and you say that my place is not good? What qualifications do you have to say about me? "
Bang!
I slammed the door and threw myself on the soft bed. I turned around and stared at the ceiling.
Mom and dad have been doing this for a long time. They started quarreling a long time ago. At least we had a fight in the store before. We won't know. What about now? If you can't see each other, you will make noise as soon as you talk. They can't control our emotions now. They quarrel all day, whether in the shop or at home. Even if it's my brother's birthday or a big holiday, they sometimes quarrel.
The relationship between mom and dad is getting worse and worse, and it has reached the point of divorce. I even saw "To Zheng Min" and "Divorce Agreement" edited by my mother on the computer.
I covered my eyes with a pillow and closed them. I am sad, angry, wronged and a little confused.
Who will my brother and I live with after the divorce? Whose shop will it be? Will mom leave this city? My brother and I will change our minds, right? Will you be sad for a long time? I can't bear to be separated from my parents. I remember this time.
My mother and my father quarreled for a while. When she got home, she threw things hard and beat me up. My legs are all purple. It took a whole month to get better. Until now, I am still a little scared. Later, my strong mother cried. I have never seen her cry in front of me. She dragged me to complain to me.
She said that her biggest mistake was to marry my father, none of them.
She said she regretted having taken a fancy to such a useless man as Dad.
She said that she was not happy with her father at all, not at all.
She said that she didn't hate her father at all because she didn't love him at all.
She said that she didn't realize anything when she was with her father, and even a good rest was a luxury.
I kind of hate my mom. If you don't love your father, why marry him? Since you don't love dad, why did you give birth to my brother and me? Since you don't love dad, why don't you get a divorce earlier?
I don't know how many times I secretly cried in bed at night for this matter; I don't know how many times a person has been silently sad for this matter.
Mom and dad! Have you thought about how I feel? I will be sad and cry. I am a girl, too. Although I don't cry much at ordinary times, I'm not heartless. I'll cry when I'm sad!
Mom and dad! Have you ever thought about my mood? I want you to divorce, but I don't want to be separated from any of you. I am entangled, and I am distressed. Because I love you!
I also know that they must have handled this.
On this quiet night, I am the only one who is sad. ...