I am a student who wants to take the college entrance examination this year, and my experience is personal.
Middle school students nowadays are in a state of heartache. Basically, everyone shows a repressed emotion, which is not recognized, respected and developed (the root cause).
I asked many students with good grades about their plans for the future, and about 80% said they didn't know. Look first. What kind of thought is this? This is called mindlessness. Who did this? Parents, schools and society. There is also a kind of students who are quite "mature". Their cognition is to survive by the world, and they are dismissive of everything at this stage. It seems very ... Oh, my God, I can't tell.
I also asked my classmates with poor grades. They are more depressed and less recognized. So I am happy to show my excellent side occasionally. I saw the helplessness and pallor behind their smiling faces.
I'm probably somewhere in between, and my grades are average. Fortunately, I found myself and got rid of this fucking education system step by step from junior high school. Now I have gradually gained the recognition of my parents, and I will gradually gain the recognition of the society. There is basically no entertainment in my summer vacation plan. I intend to teach myself philosophy, history and geography. I think these are all useful and can cultivate people's virtue and rationality.
Having said that, I finally want to say, don't walk into the accepted growth mode, which is for use and can't be your way of thinking. Otherwise, you will be cannon fodder for China's current economic development, become a person without personality, that is, couples who go to work and sleep on weekends quarrel and get old, and finally die, and you will be rich? Ideal? Or have you devoted your life to the motherland? Maybe both, but neither, because you don't know anything. Modeling, it's terrible.