I always like a sentence: work like an ant and live like a butterfly. When I met the new education, I walked on the road of growth, and the butterfly-like life was getting closer and closer to me. When I meet new education, my ability of organization and coordination can be improved, my communication and writing level can be improved, and my reading and thinking habits can be developed; When I meet new education, I learn to face it positively, learn to be brave and learn to analyze myself. When I met a new degree, I was described as intellectual elegance for the first time. My friends say that I am more and more confident in the sun, and my children say that I am more and more like the most beautiful mother ... I think the jointing and blooming of life is the greatest reward for the new education.

20 17 years, personal identity has changed. As a new director of education, I have experienced many firsts. I organized training for the first time, presided over the meeting for the first time, led a team on a business trip for the first time, stood on the stage for the first time, made a speech for the first time ... These gave me pressure for the first time, and I tried to escape, but I finally accepted it gladly. Every acceptance may be painful, but it is also an irresistible growth. The price of growth is to accept challenges. Whether I have the courage to accept the challenge is actually two attitudes towards life: "active" and "passive". I accepted the challenge, and I am glad that I chose a positive attitude towards life.

Leading a business trip for the first time

In 20 17 years, I attended many trainings in 10. Every training is not only the growth of my knowledge, but also the improvement of my personal quality and ability.

On April 13, I led a team to attend the meeting of directors of Beichuan New Education Experimental Zone for the first time. In March, the first time I received the notice, I studied it carefully for fear of missing any important information. After communicating with Sun Bureau and Dong Bureau, the training list was drawn up, and it is planned to send the information to the corresponding mailbox as soon as possible. But the office network is not good for a few days. After sending it several times, I took it for granted that I had successfully sent the application form. Two days before the meeting, in order to give more model teachers the opportunity to participate in the study, Sun Bureau told me that it wanted to add two more model teachers. Just when I contacted the meeting party to increase the number of participants, I learned that they had not received the registration form of the high-tech zone at all. This means that no one can attend the meeting. I'm at a loss. It's the first time to lead a team for training, because my mistakes have delayed everyone's study! Thanks to the efforts of Director Du Tao and Beichuan Education Bureau, we were able to attend the meeting through coordination. Close call, the stone in my heart fell to the ground. There's another thing that worries me. I searched various modes of transportation in the early stage and finally decided to rent a car. I have communicated with the car rental company several times, hoping that they can ensure the safety of the vehicles they provide, as well as the details such as the age and driving experience of the drivers they send. I thought it was foolproof, but the car broke down reluctantly on the way. Originally planned to drive 14 hour, we drove for 23 hours. Fortunately, I brought food at that time, and finally let everyone pad their stomachs. Although there is no hot water to drink, they are not hungry. I was relieved when I entered the registration office. Huh? ! There is no hotel nearby, and there is no conference badge! The person in charge of Beichuan temporarily deployed the badges of local teachers in Beichuan and sent them to us. At the same time, we stayed in the simplest education hotel. At night, the sewer in the hotel is blocked, which brings inconvenience to everyone. Although the learning process is full and happy, the embarrassing things along the way have made me feel guilty and self-reproach. And no one blamed me or blamed me for my mistakes. Sun Bureau and Dong Bureau have been comforting and encouraging me, and my companions have been helping me and taking care of me. The company along the way made my gloomy heart sunny.

In the next few trainings, I listed the projects in advance, divided into groups, took the lead in division of labor, and made schedules and memos ... On August 2nd, Yu Ju and I led 105 outstanding class teachers to Nanjing to participate in the National Class Teacher Summit Forum. This large-scale training, under the serious responsibility of 1 1 team leader, ended successfully despite minor flaws.

Speaking on the stage for the first time

On the afternoon of May 5th, the new education training for all staff in Fengli District of High-tech Zone was held in High-tech No.3 Middle School. Director Luo Ningduan and Director Wang led their new education team to train us. Although I used to exchange meetings with teachers, this is the first time that I have participated in a large-scale training in the region as a conference organizer, and it is also the first time that I have to stand on the stage and speak as a host. I don't have any hosting experience before, so I hesitate, shrink back and be afraid. After communicating with Lin Ruijuan, a senior host of Gaoxin No.3 Middle School, she will be the host. I am complacent about making excuses and shrinking for my success. At noon 1:30, Sun Bureau called to confirm the process and details of the meeting. Considering that Mr. Lin has not been exposed to new education, he suggested that I be the host and encouraged me to share my true feelings about Protestant education with you. When the model teachers in Luoning spoke, I wrote down my feelings and experiences and shared them with you. After the meeting, some teachers said that they were moved by my sincerity and true feelings, and they saw the charm of the new education. There are also teachers who say that teachers who love reading are beautiful, and I have this beauty. I never expected to get such an evaluation. I have always felt inferior, thinking that I can't speak or write, but only work hard. In fact, sometimes a teacher may not need a gorgeous host. We just need to express our true feelings, empathize with them and be with them. On the way back, Sun Bureau gave me some advice and encouragement. These words gave me confidence and finally took this step. Although the process is very painful, what I can't resist is my own growth.

Although I am not an excellent host now, I recall the first time I hosted, the first time I didn't dare to look up, the first time I stuttered, the first time I challenged myself, and the first time I dared to go on stage. Pushing myself, I met a better self.

Teaching second-grade children for the first time

I am a middle school teacher. In my 22-year teaching career, my classroom has never crossed with primary school students. I came to Qingcheng Road Primary School to teach children in order to fulfill a promise.

As soon as I entered the classroom, I found a sense of existence. Children are so cute! Before entering the classroom, I was unprepared for what I was going to talk about today.

Seeing the children, I can't help but want to introduce their amiable and respectable teacher Zhang. Although Mr. Zhang is a substitute teacher, his love for children is unmatched by many people. He led the children to do one-inch courses a year and taught them to form good habits.

When I asked the children what Mr. Zhang was like in their eyes, they couldn't wait to tell me that Mr. Zhang was interesting, caring and taught everyone knowledge. Mr. Zhang is a good teacher. I told the children that Mr. Zhang was a substitute teacher, and I asked the children what a substitute teacher was. Children say that teachers who can represent the class level of teachers are substitute teachers. I was instantly moved by children's creativity, understanding and innocence, and our adults' thoughts were too imprisoned and influenced by the real environment.

Let me ask you, do you remember the early reading poems taught by teacher Zhang when he led us to study? Everyone is scrambling to say yes. When I asked if anyone didn't remember, the students pointed the finger at Dong Bojun, saying that he slept during the exam and he didn't know anything. I remembered that when I first entered the classroom, I found a note on his eyes, entertaining myself. He should be a naughty child. I said something encouraging, and I believe he can recite a poem for everyone through his own efforts in this class.

I led everyone to listen to the picture book story of The One and Only You. In the middle of class, Dong Bojun waved to me and gave me a small building block. I quickly accepted the building blocks he gave me and motioned for him to listen to the story first. I understood his intention at once. He must have learned something.

After listening to the story in the picture book, I led the children to say "Mr. Zhang is a unique excellent teacher in the bee class", and then selected the children to say their names. Some children are excellent and have changed adjectives in the middle. Some people say they are good boys, others say they are excellent girls, the monitor says he is a unique excellent monitor, and finally the children say they are unique excellent boys or girls in the bee class. I want to make children confident and let them know that it is best to be the best of themselves.

Later, some children came to give me their own rainbow flowers and used their own old pencils. I told them that writing their names on the gift was a unique gift. A shy little girl came over and gave me her own pencil. I seem to see myself at school. I don't like taking pictures at all. I volunteered to take pictures with my children. I just want to leave a memorial for the children, let them see their own wonderful, and leave a mark on their lives. I accepted the children's gifts. Then I called my classmate Zhang Hanyu to the podium. Although I didn't prepare or inform him in advance, he recited a poem "Snowy Night" for us, which coincides with today's weather. I gave him my "Different Ksenya Goryachova Camilla", hoping that he would be different, and told him to share the stories in the book with everyone every week. He couldn't wait to open the gift to see what I gave him. When the classmate who gave the gift was invited to take pictures, he ran up and said, he gave me ancient poems and he wanted to take pictures. These lovely children. Finally, I said that the gift I want to receive most is everyone's story. Pan Yike and Li Yuze volunteered to perform two stories. I tell you, if you want to tell a good story, you must read more books. I hope the children in the bee class will love reading and tell good stories! We agreed that I would come and listen to their stories again. It was originally a story of keeping promises, but I'm afraid this date will continue. I think even if what I do is a little helpful to the children, my heart is enough! Thanks to teacher Xing Rui and her little lessons, which brought different gains and memories to the children! Son, wait for me to make an appointment!

The only unhappy thing is that Mr. Zhang released this information. I don't want more people to know. I want to keep this secret. This is just an agreement between me and the children. I never thought about it. I just met such a child. I want to give him something. At the same time, I also met such an opportunity to thank the children for their happiness. In an instant, I felt a sense of accomplishment. The children gave me a sense of accomplishment. I like myself in class!

The first summary meeting of designing new education

The plan to hold a new education summary meeting at the end of 20 17 was formulated at the beginning of the year.

The end of the year is coming in a blink of an eye. I feel scared and nervous about summing up. The things that need to be considered are too detailed and broken. What scares me most is standing in public and in front of everyone. I have always positioned myself to silently support everyone to serve everyone behind the scenes and try my best to provide a platform for everyone to show themselves.

At the end of February, after the meeting plan was reported to Sun Bureau and Dong Bureau, they gave me some constructive suggestions. After three revisions, we decided that the meeting process was five major items: 20 17 new education work report, 30 model teachers' awards, the third batch of experimental schools' awards, model teachers' narrative sharing, and Sun Bureau's concluding speech, interspersed with three special programs. The board of directors presided over the whole meeting, and my task was to make a report on the new education work on 20 17. In addition to writing the annual work summary, it is also a major task to string 20 17 new education memorabilia into PPT. At the same time, we need to consider the meeting time, venue preparation, participants and meeting plan ... Fortunately, with the leadership at the helm, the help of peers, the cooperation of schools and the support of brother regions, everything becomes easier. Le Jia is an excellent substitute teacher for young people and the head of new education in Qiu Yan primary school. She helped me make 20 17 memorabilia into a beautiful PPT. After our early communication, she added some wise ideas to the production process. I don't know how many nights she stayed up, how many times she overturned and redone ... For a while, she had a fever and had an infusion, but in order to catch up with the time, she still took time off to work on the computer during the infusion. Before she thanked her, she just said, "Sister, if you have any work in the future, just let me know." How much affection does this simple sentence contain? Colleagues in the office work together, make suggestions and practice. The big aspect is Tao Jingguan, who sends prizes and materials, red-headed documents and invitations. Yan Qing began to prepare the program very early, and planned how to make the program and the conference process complement each other. At the same time, she has experience in organizing meetings and gave us some suggestions. Junna is as busy as a bee. She helps me to review the manuscript and set the tone. With the help of peers, everything has become simple and orderly, and everyone is United. The head of the experimental martial arts school and her team began to get busy for the meeting one week in advance. Arrange the venue, arrange etiquette, make desk signs, be responsible for signing in, and ensure equipment ... At the summary meeting, everyone was warmed up by wonderful etiquette, and every wonderful moment surprised everyone, which was inseparable from the efforts of all the teachers in the second experiment. The park uses the words written by the host over the weekend, the beautiful essays made and the photos taken by Kim. Gao He controlled the computer at the right time. Lena and Enron arrived at the meeting one hour ahead of time without my knowledge, just for fear that if I needed help, I couldn't find anyone ... There were still many people and things I didn't mention. We are together, enjoying one thing, one heart, one dream, and pursuing happiness together!

For the first time, I made a large-scale American article "We and New Education"

An inspiration from Sun Bureau gave birth to our large-scale American essay "We and the New Education", which contains the new education stories of more than 100 model teachers. New education has been accumulated in our district for more than four years, and many model teachers have emerged. Everyone has more or less their own feelings and experiences about the new education, so it is not difficult to tell stories about themselves and the new education. It took less than a week for the idea to be put forward and displayed in the United States. Sun Bureau immediately sent me my feelings. He said: "The new education has made me see the beautiful face of quality education, found an ideal way to implement quality education, and was systematically refreshed by advanced ideas." The teacher said: "For an' old teacher' who has been burnout for more than 20 years, the new education is really like a spring thunder, which has awakened my long-lost educational passion and dream. I can use one word to define my changes in recent years, and that is growth. " The teacher said, "In September this year, I officially became a high-tech zone teacher and a practitioner of new education. I found that the new education is close to the people, and there is no profound educational concept to understand; She is kind, and she can be seen almost everywhere in the campus of high-tech zone; It's quiet. It's quiet. It seems that teachers are practicing new education, and children are unconsciously feeling new education. " I can't forget the active participation of teachers before the publication of American literature. From teachers who are nearing retirement to new teachers who have been employed for less than three months, everyone described their deep love for new education. I can't forget the tireless revisions made by teachers over and over again; I can't forget the idea written by Sun Bureau in the middle of the night. I can't forget that Cui Jie sent me a WeChat 12 in the evening to help me choose words and correct punctuation. I can't forget that Junfeng sent me a WeChat in the early morning: Sister, the word "province" in "Twilight Province" of xxx is written as "wake up", so change it quickly; I can't forget Le Jia's words: Sister, I turned American writing into PPT, which can be played directly ... In this way, a person, some people, a group of people, everyone, a school, several schools and all schools were moved by him while practicing the new education.

A person's real growth is to constantly challenge himself! A seed never knows that it will become a flower. It just opened itself, broke out of its shell and accepted the nourishment of the earth, the baptism of wind and rain and the gift of sunshine. On the day when it became a flower, it scented the whole world! So is life. When we open our hearts and accept what happened, what happened is a gift and a wake-up call for love! Be grateful for everything and achieve a lifetime!