When she was a child, Bai Wei was betrothed by her father to a widow as a child bride.
19 15, Bai Wei, 22 years old, studied in the third women's normal school in the province. The headmaster of the school wants to cancel English classes and prohibit students from reading new books and newspapers, which has aroused great dissatisfaction among students. Bai Wei, who was elected president of Xueyou, joined hands with Hengyang teachers and students to report the incompetence and dereliction of duty of the principal. After being expelled by the principal, she was transferred to Changsha Provincial No.1 Women's Normal School.
Bai Wei
Later, her father forced her to be sent to a widow's house to get married. In the widow's house, she has to face heavy drudgery every day. After receiving the new ideological education, it is impossible for her to accept such a marriage! The fierce mother-in-law broke her eyes and bit her hamstring. She forced herself to escape, and the widow and her son chased her with axes.
The moonlight shone on her white body. Her clothes have been torn by the fierce mother and son, so she had to jump into the river naked and escape in the dark.
Wei later went to the hospital to treat her injuries, and her father wanted to take her back to the widow's house. She escaped from the hospital again. With the help of relatives and friends, she cut her hair short and was admitted to Hengyang Normal School like a little beggar. 19 18, 25-year-old Bai Wei got the opportunity to study biology at Tokyo Imperial Tea Higher Women's Normal University funded by the province.
But the day after graduation, her father surrounded the school with many people and sent her back to the widow's house.
Later, with the help of her classmates, she climbed out of the cat hole in the school wall. This time she fled to Shanghai and went to Japan to study by boat alone.
In Japan, she continued to live through scholarships, work-study programs, as a domestic helper and a waitress in a coffee shop.
Second, when you meet Yang Sao in a foreign country, you will miss Yang Sao all your life! During her eight years in Japan, Wei suffered from poverty and illness, but with amazing perseverance, she majored in biology and studied history, education and psychology, aesthetics, Buddhism, philosophy and literature, and finally decided to focus on literature.
We often feel that the more educated a woman is, the more she can see through the falsehood of emotion. But the reality is just the opposite. The more talented a woman is, the easier it is to fall into a false emotional whirlpool. For example, Zhang Ailing, Xiao Hong and Bai Wei ...
/kloc-In 0/3, 30-year-old Wei met Yang Sao, a thin and handsome poet 6 years younger than her. Yang Sao was heartbroken by his first love.
Structure.baiwei met Yang Sao for the first time.
On the recommendation of a friend, Bai Wei, a psychology student, came to give him spiritual counseling. So, the two started a typical brother-sister relationship. For the rest of her life, this doomed love haunted her all her life.
Some women don't get emotional easily, but once they get emotional, they can really ruin themselves!
Sister Yang is sensitive, promiscuous and impetuous. While studying in Japan, he made love everywhere. I fell in love with Wei to heal the wounds of lovelorn love!
Yang Sao, as the name suggests, is extremely coquettish after falling in love. Constantly pursuing others, cheating many times. For this reason, the two kept quarreling and breaking up, and they made up again after countless breakups.
On and off, the two became entangled in the Republic of China 15 (1926), and Yang Sao began to disappear and quietly returned to China. Bai Wei also immediately gave up the opportunity of formal graduate study for two years and left Japan to study in Hangzhou.
Yang Sao refused her affection despite hardships and told her that she still loved Ling Qinru deeply. He also yelled at Xiao Dawei, leaving a sentence: "Don't come, I'll come back to you after three years."
Poor Wei, seriously ill and penniless under emotional trauma, has difficulty in eating, and is still thinking about Yang Sao! Later, I survived by selling some books and articles and relying on the relief of my friends.
Third, Yang Sao Sao went to Southeast Asia, claiming to sleep with a hundred women! After that, Yang Sao went to Southeast Asia, and Bai Wei, desperate and miserable, kept writing to him. Yang Sao impatiently replied to her: "My favorite woman is you ... but I have to go through a hundred women, and then I am tired and disabled, gaunt like a willow tree moving out of the ward and falling in your arms forever!"
Yang Sao
After that, this sister-in-law Yang was busy fooling around with other women in Southeast Asia and rarely talked to Cynthia.
After losing her lover, Bai Wei was also infected by the trend of the times and began to lose herself in the vigorous national revolution. She got a job in the International Compilation Bureau of the General Political Department of Wuhan National Government and became a lecturer at Sun Yat-sen University in Wuchang.
1927, when the Great Revolution failed, Bai Wei moved to Shanghai to participate in the activities of revolutionary literary and art groups.
Fourth, the groom who escaped from the wedding, Bai Wei, was played again! 1927, just when Wei's career was just starting, poor Yang Sao came back! Bai Wei, who transferred to Shanghai, met Yang Sao again. At this time, Yang Sao began to pursue Wei again! Structure.baiwei a cavity resentment in my heart, but the tie, she and Yang Sao together again.
From 65438 to 0928, Bai Wei's play "Open the Ghost House" was published in Running edited by Lu Xun. Wei and Yang Sao began to enter the literary world and became the earliest revolutionary writers in China.
After Lu Xun's appreciation and training, Xiao Wei made rapid progress and joined the League of Left-wing Writers. Lu Xun said that she looks like a fairy. Bai Wei is really like a fairy, beautiful and free from vulgarity, with fair skin.
When selfish Yang Sao found out that Bai Wei had joined the Left-wing Writers' League, instead of giving Bai Wei any help, she sabotaged her work by hook or by crook, even forbidding her to participate in various public activities. But Yang Sao himself never stopped flirting outside.
Sister Yang went on a date and forgot the wedding.
At the end of 1928, Bai Wei, 35, and Yang Sao, 29, set a wedding date and informed their friends. Wedding date, the guests arrived as promised, but to our surprise, Sister Yang went on a date with another woman and "forgot" to attend his wedding, thus falling through. The two broke up and Bai Wei never got married.
Five, sexually transmitted diseases, Yang Sao reuse, Bai Wei bitter! The groom's desertion from marriage is extremely humiliating. Then, something happened that made Bai Wei desperate, humiliating and painful. Her lower body stung. Sister-in-law Yang was infected with sexually transmitted diseases when she was looking for pheasants in Singapore, and now she is infected!
After being infected with an infectious disease, she felt embarrassed. She was tortured and destroyed physically and mentally. She was in poor health, suffering from poverty, pneumonia, rheumatism, cholera, chronic abdominal pain and nasal diseases! After that, she had nine nose operations!
193 1 year, Japan began to invade China partially. She was seriously ill in bed and began to create a large number of anti-Japanese works. He has written anti-Japanese works such as A Station on Beining Road, Enemy and Friend, and Letter of Fire.
1935 after years of illness and despair, she felt that her end was approaching, and anger, bitterness and sadness were intertwined. At Lin Yutang's suggestion, she began to write her autobiographical novel "Tragic Life" in her hospital bed.
In the book, she wrote about her resentment against Yang Sao and her hopeless fate. ...
When she recalled Yang Sao's countless affairs, there was no sweetness, but she felt full of despair.
She said: The body can no longer fight the disease. Mind, all shattered by poisonous arrows.
She said: One day, Sister Yang accompanied her to see a doctor and left quietly after a serious illness. She fainted in the street, but fortunately she was rescued by passers-by and came back from the gate of hell.
And now she really has nothing! Abandon countless times, tangled and abandoned!
At that time, Yang Sao, thinking that her country was at war and wondering that Bai Wei might die soon, began to actively plan and use Wei to make the last sum of money. He first arranged for the publication of the collection of love letters "Last Night" and prepared a diary "Behind Him" for Bai Wei, shaping himself into a pure infatuation, degrading Bai Wei to nothing, causing tabloids to report, and he took the opportunity to make money.
Yang Sao's money-making works
After he fished out the money, Bai Wei, who was sick, came back from the jaws of death. She's not dead.
It is said that love is not long, but as a result, Bai Wei in the depths of this ocean lived to 94 years old. And Yang Sao died at 57!
Sixth, the world of mortals is a guest, never a companion! 1937, after the beginning of the all-round anti-Japanese war, Deng sent Bai Wei to Guilin as a special correspondent of Xinhua Daily. From 65438 to 0930, she was assigned to work in the Cultural Work Committee led by Guo Moruo in Chongqing.
1938 After breaking up, Yang Sao and Bai Wei got back together, and then started the routine of Yang Sao. He said, "I didn't know how to love you before, but now I really know how to love you." What a similar routine, this time Wei finally refused to get back together with Yang Sao.
But a few years later, when Bai Wei's heart got better, I regretted rejecting Yang Sao, or she never let go! She has always dreamed of growing old with this Yang Sao! In fact, throughout her life, Yang Sao just regarded her as a spare tire! If Yang Sao really loved her and sympathized with her, she wouldn't spend her life like this.
The most worrying thing in this world is knowing that it is a lie of love, but I can't let it go!
From 65438 to 0944, 44-year-old Sister Yang married and had children, and started a stable family life. Bai Wei, 5 1 year-old, has long passed away and is alone.
5 1 year-old Cynanchum atratum
She finally lost this man completely, but in fact, she never really got him in her life?
Seven, a beautiful woman becomes an old woman, has love been spared?
During the Chongqing negotiations from 65438 to 0945, Chairman Mao hosted progressive women in Zhou Mansion, Bai Wei was invited to attend, and Chairman Mao held her hand to encourage her.
1947 After returning to her hometown, Bai Wei taught in a county middle school. 1In March, 949, he joined the Third Brigade of the guerrilla headquarters in southern Hunan and participated in the War of Liberation. After the Liberation War, the State Council arranged for Bai Wei to work in Beijing.
1950, 57-year-old Bai Wei volunteered to work in Beidahuang. The farm work here is very heavy, and severe insomnia is too much for her body. She became pessimistic, desperate, hysterical and self-destructive! Yang Sao's emotional creation tormented her day and night. She refused to forgive herself or hate Yang Sao!
1957, after working in the Great Northern Wilderness for 7 years, she went to Xinjiang. This year, 57-year-old Yang Sao died. Bai Wei, 63, is as old as a 70-year-old man because of long-term illness and mental torture.
From 65438 to 0959, Bai Wei returned to Beijing as a member of the China Federation of Literary and Art Circles. Later, she survived a special decade in the literati disaster.
Eight, life is no return, love is fruitless, come to a bad end! This immortal writer originally had a delicate heart, but in the end it was riddled with holes!
But in fact, she gave Sister Yang the opportunity to hurt her again and again! It was she who gave the knife to Sister Yang again and again, leaving her black and blue! Her life is equivalent to being born by Yang Sao with emotion! Finally, it is not a love story that jack shall have Jill, but her resentment for herself and Yang Sao's life!
She can't get what she wants.
She once said that she is a "three noes" woman: homeless, fruitless in love, come to a bad end! I didn't expect a word to become a prophecy!
1At the end of August, 94-year-old Bai Wei passed away with her obsession and regret, with no inheritance, family, children and relatives! This only confirms her prediction of her own destiny!
Bai Wei was brilliant and beautiful when she was young. When Yang Sao hurt her for the first time, she could have chosen another suitor, had children, wrote poems and lived a stable life. However, she just spent her whole life with this love rat!
What is love in the world? Only teach people to live and die together!
It's a pity that many women in the world meet Yang Sao instead of Yang Guo! Yang Guo is only in books, and everyone in the world is Yang Sao!
References: Bai Wei's life is entangled in love and suffering, Bai Wei's biography and tragic life.