I remember a composition class in the second grade of primary school, and the Chinese teacher asked us to talk about our wishes when we grow up. Most students in the class said doctors, policemen, scientists, teachers ... I was among them. A seemingly unintentional wish has sown seeds in my little heart. Since then, this wish has taken root in my heart and promoted my growth.
Where there is a dream in your heart, there is strength under your feet. With my childhood dreams and family expectations, I studied hard at the cold window for six years, successfully promoted from junior high school to high school, and finally admitted to the university. When I first entered the university, everything was novel, and I felt the fragrance of knowledge and colorful life on campus. Without constraints, the strings of learning will gradually relax. The days of ease and enjoyment stole my dreams. I spent a year at a loss, but I lost my initial passion. I am afraid of the future. There is a voice in my heart shouting-where is your dream? What about the future you are fighting for? Learn from a painful experience, and in order to become my dream self, I started a new learning journey. Get up early every day, attend professional courses and elective courses on time, finish homework carefully, take notes in class, and study in the library or study room for two hours when there is no evening study. I persisted for two years, rain or shine. My study was well received by the teachers in the department, and I won two scholarships. At the graduation ceremony, I was awarded the title of "outstanding graduate of the province". I'm glad I didn't go with the flow and give up fighting for my dreams for pleasure.
In order to have a variety of choices for graduation, I have prepared the college entrance examination and the special post teacher recruitment examination. Near the graduation library, the study room has become a lighthouse and is often packed. Therefore, in order to occupy a place in the review, my roommates and I almost all queued up early and returned to the dormitory very late. At that time, I seemed to be back in the state of preparing for the third year of high school, busy and full, tired and gratified. Without hard work, I was admitted to the special post teacher and animal medicine of Yunnan Agricultural University. This should be a happy thing, but I am not happy at the moment. How should I choose? Going to college can improve your academic qualifications, and you may stay in the city after graduation, but you may not be able to engage in education in the future. Special post teachers will be engaged in education in the future, but the working place is the front line of teaching, and the working environment may be very difficult. When I couldn't decide, there was a voice in my heart that kept saying, "Being a rural teacher is not your dream since childhood?" Yes, this is the dream I have been pursuing. Even if I am afraid of the thorns ahead, I will be firm.
20 1 1 September, when I entered the classroom as a teacher and stepped onto the three-foot platform, I was excited and proud. As a fledgling person, I have a high enthusiasm for teaching and want to bring all the beautiful things to my children, but the reality has given me a heavy slap. Because I am located in a remote mountainous area, the school's infrastructure is very simple and there is no network. Even the cell phone signal has to run to the hillside behind the school to get a signal. In addition, the children can't understand Chinese, can't communicate, and their hearts are breaking. They feel that they are looking for guilt and want to leave, but it can be seen that the children are knowledgeable. With dreams, there is motivation. In order to have a good class, I often burn the midnight oil to prepare lessons and actively consult experienced teachers. Sometimes I am tired in the dead of night, but when I think of the students in my mind, I am full of energy and enthusiasm, forget my fatigue, continue to change my homework, prepare lessons and reflect on my teaching work. After class, I will play games with the children and use various opportunities to teach them to speak Chinese. Over time, children not only learn better, but also can communicate simply in Chinese.
? 20 13 due to family reasons, I came to work in a village-level teaching point in Longchuan, Dehong, Yunnan. The school has preschool classes, classes one, two, three and six. Considering that I have two years' experience as a senior student, the school has arranged for me to be a sixth-grade class teacher, teaching mathematics, science, art and music. I readily accepted this arrangement. At first, I thought the class was small in scale and the children were relatively large, so it was easy to manage, but this was not the case. Most of the children in this class are left-behind children and most of them are single-parent families. Children are introverted and unwilling to communicate. How to open the barrier and walk into their world? Is what I need to do. Therefore, I learned about the family situation of each of them and their children's performance in school through the principal, hoping to give them more help. To this end, I will organize some interesting games according to children's interests in class or after class, and participate in activities with children. When you don't go home on weekends, you often visit your children's homes. Many things happen. After getting along for more than a month, I won the trust of my children and parents, and my children are willing to share their little secrets with me. Our relationship has become closer and more like friends. Although I don't teach them now, I still often receive messages and phone calls from children. This little happiness has strengthened my dream of being a teacher.
From 20 16 to 10, my life has changed a lot, and my role in life has changed a lot. Since then, my life has been more of a "mother" role, more of a concern. The birth of the child made me feel responsible. After the maternity leave, I took my son back to the teaching post for more than four months. Considering that it is not easy for me to take care of the baby, the school decided to let me teach only one math class. However, due to the temporary change of school teachers, the school teachers are not enough, so I took the initiative to undertake two classes of minor courses, one class of mathematics teaching, school teaching management, and the activities of the Young Pioneers. Every day's work is very busy and full. Because I put too much into my work, my son is often ignored by me, often unable to drink milk, and has been fed complementary food since childhood. Later, when my son was eight months old, I weaned him and sent him to my grandmother's house, which was also my greatest guilt for my son. In order not to have more regrets for the rest of my life, I work hard and devote myself to extending the love I owe my son to my students. I think my son will understand his mother's work when he grows up.
2065438+September 2008, I was lucky enough to join the big family of Green Pepper Project and embark on a brand-new learning journey on a big ship full of knowledge. From the initial response to the later initiative, I saw my struggle and efforts again in just half a year. Wednesday's professional classes, Saturday's welfare classes, punching in and sharing, brave reading sessions, and taking children to online courses have all enriched my education and teaching.
I used to be a teacher, but there is still a long way to go to become an excellent teacher. Now I am preparing to be an excellent teacher. I love my job and my students. I hope I can do my best to improve and perfect myself.