I don't think you have to learn math well if you want to learn music. Of course, everything is connected. For example, the staff actually contains mathematical knowledge. In ancient China, there were twelve average laws. You should be able to feel that it has something to do with mathematics just by listening to the name. So if you can understand something in mathematics, it will definitely help your music. ...

However, music is more important than talent, which is a natural feeling. How old do you think Mozart can compose music? How much mathematics could he know then? I think you are very talented. Stick to your idea and don't give up.

Have a good communication with your family and talk about your thoughts. Mathematics and music do not conflict. I believe you can solve these problems through your own efforts!