Frankly speaking, I am not satisfied with the undergraduate school, so I have great hopes for the postgraduate entrance examination. When other students only took the postgraduate entrance examination as an alternative, I turned myself into a postgraduate entrance examination machine at the beginning of the next semester in my junior year. During my junior summer vacation, I squeezed into the gymnasium of Xi Jiaotong University to listen to Ren Rufen's political counseling. Last semester of my senior year, I encouraged myself with all kinds of "inhuman" postgraduate entrance examination maxims. I spend every day in the library with my classmates, eating dozens of sets of Bi Jinxian's English simulation test papers. On New Year's Day that year, I got up early and went to Chang 'an University, a few kilometers away from the school, to listen to the final lecture on postgraduate politics. With the saved living expenses of 300 yuan, I became a paid member of a postgraduate entrance examination forum, from which I captured very little information about applying for the exam. It is in this state of anxiety and fear that I entered the postgraduate entrance examination room.
Maybe it's because I'm too nervous After the first day of English and political exams, I felt uneasy and experienced insomnia for the first time in my life. When I was in the college entrance examination, I was still confused and late-maturing, and I didn't clearly realize the significance of this "deciding the course of life" exam; At the time of postgraduate entrance examination, I put too many ideological shackles on myself in order to change my study background and fulfill my unfinished wish of going to Beijing and studying in a "distant place" outside Shaanxi. The night after the first day of postgraduate entrance examination, I listened to my roommate's quiet and rhythmic snoring and stared until dawn. Finally, the professional course exam ended the next day. I clearly remember the feeling of snowflakes falling on my dry eyes when I walked out of the examination room that afternoon. ?
After the exam, I had a relaxing winter vacation. But I was in a good mood for a while. Soon, I found out my preliminary test results: I missed 18 and didn't enter the interview line. Now, I can easily tap out my mental journey on the keyboard, and this result is a great blow to me in those years. I clearly remember the day 1 1 years ago in February, when I sat in front of the computer screen displaying scores, I was in a trance for a moment and asked myself if the website where I checked scores was wrong, otherwise how could my English, which I have always been proud of, get 56 points? However, this is a fact. ?
From then on, I spent the last semester of college life in the confusion of finding a job, being hit and overcoming the psychological gap.
Unwilling to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and fearing and shrinking from entering the workplace, I quickly decided to take the exam again. Moreover, at that time, there was already a large-scale group of "not working, renting a house around colleges and universities for full-time postgraduate study". I just want to give myself another chance. What is this compared with those who repeat the college entrance examination for several years? ?
Fortunately, the second postgraduate entrance examination, the brain is much better than the first time. I comprehensively evaluated my own strength and adjusted my goals for myself, so I thought, I'll try again, if not, I'll go to work. With such a relaxed mind, I was admitted to a publicly-funded graduate student in a 985 college without any suspense.
Regarding the postgraduate entrance examination, I am very grateful, because it is a good opportunity for self-proof, self-improvement and self-choice. If the college entrance examination is an orderly experience of getting on the bus and being escorted by teachers and parents, then the postgraduate entrance examination is a self-help tour. From choosing a school, choosing a major to choosing a tutor, everything has to be decided by yourself. Moreover, in the process of preparing for the exam, there is no mock exam, and there is no supervision and restriction from a persuasive teacher like a nanny. The process of preparing for exams is also quite difficult. In the popular words, it is a very "lonely" campus fashion, which is not easy. ?
For many students who participated in the 20 17 postgraduate entrance examination, it is impossible to say that I wish you success; Because, after the results are announced, it is inevitable that several families will be happy and worried. I just wish everyone can improve themselves from the experience of postgraduate entrance examination, and regard postgraduate entrance examination not only as an exam, but as an opportunity to improve themselves and improve themselves. And constantly improving and upgrading ourselves is our lifelong pursuit and belief, isn't it? ?