Unfortunately, the skipping time is so short. 1960 One sunny morning, just after a lesson in the toy room, she and her friends ran to the door with a smile and suddenly fell down. Since then, his legs have lost consciousness, and Zhang Haidi has lost his memory about them. She clearly remembers many scenes of her childhood life, but she doesn't know how her legs move and what it feels like to walk.
What's the matter with you, so terrible? Zhang Haidi didn't know that he was suffering from spinal hemangioma, and his condition recurred, which was difficult to treat. In five years, she had three major operations, removed six spinal plates, and finally was paraplegic. In this way, originally naive and lively Zhang Haidi can only lie in bed all day. At that time, doctors agreed that paraplegic patients like this were generally difficult to live beyond the age of 27.
Looking at the partners happily carrying schoolbags to school, finally one day Zhang Haidi could not restrain his desire and said to his mother, "Mom, I want to go to school!" " But because they can't take care of themselves, all schools don't accept it.
Disease is merciless. Whenever illness tormented her, the strong Zhang Haidi did not shed tears. When the pain was really severe, in order to distract her, she yanked her hair, intending to replace one kind of pain with another. Gradually, the hair she pulled down can be braided!
For Zhang Haidi, home is a special school. In this special school, Zhang Haidi, who is smart and studious, learns pinyin, looks up dictionaries and learns one new word after another. She was lying on the bed, propping herself up with her arms and copying books. No one is urging. No one checked and urged. There is no competition between exams and exams. It's all up to you. One primary school textbook after another has been learned. But it's hard. It takes a lot of detours and time. She did an arithmetic problem 12 times and got 12 answers! She doesn't like arithmetic at all. Forget it, forget it! But no, you have to learn if you bite the bullet. 13 finally. Efforts are doubled, but the joy of success is also doubled. Therefore, her awareness of learning, interest in learning, will to live and thinking ability all increase with her knowledge.
1In April, 970, Zhang Haidi followed his father Zhang Tanfu and his mother Bi Jiangjiao, who led the educated youth to the countryside, and took a big truck to Shilipu Shanglou Village, Shenxian County, and began rural life. At first, Zhang Haidi felt that the countryside was strange. Life is very difficult without electric lights and running water. However, in those simple villagers, Zhang Haidi soon found a more real and simple love. She found that there was no music teacher in primary school, so she took the initiative to teach singing at school. After class, I also help students organize self-study groups, give them haircuts, button buttons and get dressed.
Seeing the pain caused by the lack of medical care and medicine for the local people, Zhang Haidi came up with the idea of learning medical skills to relieve the suffering of the people. She used her pocket money to buy medical books, thermometers, stethoscopes, mannequins and medicines, and studied books on acupuncture, human anatomy, internal medicine and practical pediatrics. In order to identify the internal organs, she cut open the hearts, lungs, livers and kidneys of small animals for observation. In order to be familiar with acupoints, she drew red and blue dots on herself, practiced needles on her body and felt the acupuncture sensation.
"The book says how to pin, can be on a knot in one's heart, cabbage radish. Chinese cabbage got pimples for a few days and stuck in the body (needle) I think this is what the doctor wants. First, they have to feel it for themselves. Someone asked me, is Heidi unconscious below your legs and chest? Doesn't it hurt to stick a needle yourself? I said, on the contrary, when I first started acupuncture, I stabbed the most painful places, such as the acupoints on my face, including Tang Yin. I want to know what it feels like after it is tied. " Many things happen. She finally mastered certain medical skills and was able to treat some common and frequently-occurring diseases. For more than ten years, she has treated 10000 people. "A doctor told my parents that if I had a urinary tract infection, a lung infection or a bedsore, I would die of infection. I am someone else's doctor and my own doctor. When I was in the countryside 15 years old, I had bedsores. At night, I light a small oil lamp and cut off my suppurated meat in front of the mirror-so what I fear most now is the sound of scissors. "
At that time, Zhang Haidi, as an unemployed youth, had a sense of inferiority. "1 For many years, I signed up everywhere, wrote letters from all directions, and often stayed at the entrance of the recruiting unit for half a day. I really want to do something for society, but no unit wants me. In the eyes of others, I am a waste. " So, in those days, Zhang Haidi thought of suicide.
1On July 4th, 974, Zhang Haidi took advantage of his parents' work, packed his things and wrote a suicide note, saying that he didn't want to be a bystander of boiling life. Then he ate 30 hibernating spirits at one time and gave himself 6 hibernating spirits. Lying there quietly waiting to leave this world, Zhang Haidi suddenly thought of the villagers in Shanglou Village, and I really couldn't bear to leave them. I thought of the scene where Paul committed suicide in Haidian Park. He was also desperate, but he finally overcame cowardice and disability and became a strong man in life. Zhang Haidi struggled to get up at the thought of these. But the medicine worked, and I can't get up. So she shouted in despair, "Come on, help me, help me!"
After five or six days of rescue, Zhang Haidi finally woke up. Seeing relatives, friends, doctors and nurses around her, she was ashamed and said to everyone, "I was wrong." I will live bravely from now on. " If you die, you must die in laughter. "
In the future, a reporter once asked Zhang Haidi: If you can have a second life as a healthy person, what is your greatest wish? Zhang Haidi said: "If I can live again, I will realize what I want to do most, that is, to be a doctor. This is also a dream of my childhood. /kloc-When I was 0/5 years old, I taught myself medical skills to treat the villagers, but I didn't have the opportunity to really put on a white coat to be a angels in white. "
Later, she moved to the county town with her parents and didn't arrange a job once. Inspired by the deeds of pavel korchagin and Wu Yunduo, and inspired by Gao Yubao's experience in writing books, she decided to take the road of literary creation and use her own pen to create beautiful images and inspire people's hearts. She has read many famous Chinese and foreign books, kept diaries, read novels, recited poems and copied zhanghua's epigrams. Besides reading and writing, she also practiced sketching, learned to sketch, copied famous paintings, learned to recognize simple music and staff, and played songs with accordion, pipa and guitar.
Look for the goal, no matter how many difficulties and obstacles there are, we must cross the past and reach the other side of success. This is Zhang Haidi's character. Once, an old comrade brought a bottle of imported medicine and asked her to help translate the explanatory text. Seeing this comrade leaving in disappointment, Zhang Haidi decided to learn English and gain more knowledge. From then on, she wrote English words on the wall, on the desk, on the desk lamp, on the mirror, and even on her hands and arms. She also stipulated to herself that she would not sleep unless she remembered the word 10 every night. There are guests at home, as long as they know some English, they all become her teachers. After seven or eight years of hard work, she was not only able to read English newspapers and literary works, but also translated the English novel The Beach Clinic. When she handed the translated version of the book to the editor-in-chief of a publishing house, the old comrade over 500 was moved to tears and enthusiastically wrote the preface-Road, which extended at the foot of a paralyzed girl.
At the beginning, in order to treat Zhang Haidi, my mother sold her watches, clothes and other items, and she was still heavily in debt. She never complained and silently fulfilled her sacred obligations. Although the family is poor, parents always try their best to meet her requirements. What books Zhang Haidi likes, how much she spends and how far she runs, her parents always try their best to buy them for her. On birthdays or holidays, books became the best gift from her parents.
Facing the cruel challenge of fate, Zhang Haidi didn't feel depressed and sink. She fought against the disease with indomitable perseverance and stood the severe test. Although she didn't have a chance to go to school, she studied hard, finished all the courses in primary and secondary schools, taught herself college English, Japanese, German and Esperanto, and worked as a radio repairman. Later, I also studied undergraduate and graduate students.
198 1, Zhang Haidi was awarded the title of advanced worker of Shenxian Radio and Television Bureau. This year, People's Daily reported Zhang Haidi's deeds for the first time in 65438+February. 1982, Zhang Haidi was awarded the title of "Model Communist Youth League Member" and "March 8th Red Flag Bearer" in Liaocheng area. ...
Today, Zhang Haidi always said that one must have the courage to fight against the misfortunes in life. There will always be ups and downs in a person's life, depending on how you look at it-Zhang Haidi likes rhetoric because she combines her life with motto rhetoric.