Books: Upanishads of Negative Energy in Life
It is not enough to rely on these alone. What you need to change is your inner laziness and slackness. Only by knowing what you want to do and doing it can you succeed, instead of simply relying on inspirational video books to stimulate your enthusiasm for three minutes. No matter how much you say, it is in vain. Your destiny is in your own hands, and your achievements are not just for yourself. Think about the parents' expectant eyes, suggest making a list of plans, mark the completion time, punish yourself if you can't do it, and rest if you succeed.
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