The rain finally stopped overnight, but the sky is still so gloomy, just like my mood at the moment. I can't shake off the sadness of last night. He ignored me and fell asleep brazenly, which made me ask myself why he could sleep so well after hurting and hitting me like this. Listening to his snoring in deep sleep, my heart is like a knife, my nose is constantly sour, and my heart aches and gives birth. I gritted my teeth and told myself to be strong, but all my efforts were in vain Tears rained down and soaked my pillow. I wrapped myself in a bed. On such a summer night, I don't feel hot at all, and my heart is getting colder and colder. I seem to be shaking all over, crying silently, which makes me feel suffocated. Just listening to the rain, his snoring while sleeping, accompanied by my salty and bitter tears, I don't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, tears were still in my eyes, and he was lazy in front of me. I pretended to close my eyes with tears, but he didn't even look at me and slept on the sofa all night. After going to the bathroom to wash, he left the room and went to work without mercy. Why did he treat me like this? Am I invisible? Why can a living person pretend not to see anything? Tears poured out like a downpour yesterday. Why are you so cruel to me every time? Why didn't he see anything when I tried? Why did he treat me with such impatient expressions and words when I was about to lose my job and wanted to ask him for help? Am I really wrong? Where did I go wrong? I keep asking myself, what am I going out to work for? I admit that I have my own ideas, but why do you ignore my work and my mood like that? Every time you mention confusion at work, you are ridiculed or even coldly accepted at work. Why do you never have a real comforting word? You think I have to do all this, and I can't live? I'm really tired and want to vent. The past is vivid in my mind, and I have had disappointment and despair, but I still have to tell myself that there is still hope. I don't want to disappoint my kind and open-minded parents. I can only hide in this deserted corner and cry alone. . . . . I don't know when it has become very bright. Every day I hear my son wake me up and his footsteps rushing at me. At this time, tears were still found in the corner of my eyes by my son's bright and thorough eyes. Say "mom" gently. What's wrong with you? My heart was stabbed again, and tears fell uncontrollably, but they were not tears of sadness and heartache, but tears of happiness and hope. Watching my lovely son bring a towel and wipe my tears with his tender little hand, "Mom, I don't want watercolor powder if you don't cry. It's too young to stain my clothes. My mother will buy it for me when I grow up. I can draw and my parents will look at me. I will be obedient. " After listening to my son, I was really surprised. When did the baby become so smart? This is my son, and I forgot all the sadness in my heart. I smiled from my heart. Looking at the children, I found the happy sunshine again. At this point, he went online, and I saw the confidence he sent me. He told me how to face it, helped me analyze it thoroughly, and let me know how to face the confusion. There is a little comfort in my heart, but I still can't get over it. Why didn't he say anything last night? Why does he always give me hope when I am sad, disappointed or even desperate? I'm really fragile. If you really care about me, I beg you, you won't do this to me again, will you? It is said that a woman's heart is made of water. You really don't understand?

My heart has gradually calmed down, and the days are always living day by day. What can I do with the so-called home and everything? At this time, I remembered a netizen's words in tea: for example, when I was too tired to give up, I said, "I must work hard and insist on unparalleled patience, but I can rely on my child instead of it;" To understand, to tolerate, to be gentle, to have unlimited energy, to realize children's dreams without dreams ... so, don't shout tired, forget yourself, forget yourself for a while! "Yes, for the sake of my children, I must be strong. I believe that giving always pays off, just because I want to have a warm home. This is every woman's dream, and I am no exception.

I believe it will clear up after the rain. Let's work together. Children are our common hope!