First of all, what moved me most in my study was the party's personality charm and political charm. As the vanguard of the working class in China and the representative of the fundamental interests of the overwhelming majority of the people in China, she has been attracting countless progressives from China to join this collective with her personality charm, fighting for the noblest ideal of a human being-capitalism. In 85 years of ups and downs, she led the people of China to turn China from a "sick man of East Asia" who was bullied by foreign powers into an awakened lion, living in today's Asia, which is profoundly affecting the world pattern. Her political charm is constantly displayed in The Growth of China and The Backbone of China.
However, what is more commendable is the party's indomitable perseverance. On the road of leading the people to build socialism, there have been major setbacks such as "anti-rightist" and "cultural revolution", but the party has successfully weathered these difficulties. Although these setbacks are like a scar left in China's heart, they will always sting people's hearts, but on the other hand, they remind the party that development is the last word! They have made our party grow a lot, and made our party face reality more squarely and seek truth from facts! Today, the Party is leading the people of China to realize the great national rejuvenation through unremitting efforts.
In today's world, the capitalist cause of many countries has suffered great setbacks. The producers in these countries have a lot of puzzles, but they are still actively exploring how to realize the ultimate goal of capitalism. Many of their theories have been borrowed by our party. At the same time, the Party is also learning from the political experience and economic construction experience of other socialist countries and capitalist countries. The party is growing at an unprecedented speed! Today, we can see that all aspects of the country's system are gradually improving, and the awakened heroes are swaggering!
Secondly, as a college student eager to join the China * * * production party, I deeply understand that joining the party is by no means following the crowd, nor is it for the so-called promotion of status. Joining the party is to change one's world outlook, to keep one's ideology advanced all the time, and to establish a belief that one can pursue all one's life. In the process of social diversification, many people have lost their faith and they are very busy. I don't know why, what is the significance of such nihilism to life!
Life is to realize one's due value in the pursuit of faith! As an organization shouldering the task of realizing China's socialist modernization and the great rejuvenation of the Chinese nation, the Communist Party of China (CPC) has its own lofty beliefs and pursuits, which are based on the fundamental interests of the people and are the great pursuits of mankind. Under the support of this belief and pursuit, what difficulties can't be overcome, and what forces can stop us? ! Therefore, joining the party can not only improve the ideological realm of serving the people, but also give yourself faith. I believe that with this belief, we can better serve the people and strengthen our determination to fight for building socialism with China characteristics under the leadership of the Party! At the same time, in the party class, I also understand that as a party activist, I should strengthen my party spirit cultivation before joining the party. Including their own political theory, organizational discipline, style, scientific culture and professional knowledge, ideological and moral cultivation. Only in this way can we be qualified to keep pace with the party when we join it! Only in this way can we strengthen our belief in capitalism!
And I also understand that joining the party does not mean that the party will constrain my development! On the contrary, as long as I am a person who insists on putting the interests of the country, the party and the people first, as long as I am a firm believer in productism, and as long as what I do is to adhere to these two principles, then my personal goals are the same as those of the party! And every * * * party member's success in his own field is contributing to the cause of * *! Therefore, there is no distinction between class and occupation in socialist construction! Every ordinary party member can contribute to the cause of socialism!
At the same time, the study of the party school has also solved some mysteries for me! That is, the party takes the pursuit of the fundamental interests of the overwhelming majority of the people as its own action guide! However, as the ruling party, there may be some interest groups in the party, which will harm the interests of the country, the party and the people for their own interests. These interest groups may lead to the deviation of the party's principles and policies, but in fact, the general direction of the party is correct, but the appearance of these corrupt and incompetent party member has affected the party's prestige in the eyes of the people! Therefore, every party member should be measured by whether it conforms to the interests of the country, the party and the people, so as to defeat these interest groups and safeguard the interests of the party and the people! This is also a reflection of party member's rights and obligations!
Finally, every time I study in the party school, these teachers of "Qingma" move me. With a serious and responsible heart, they told us about the party's history, modern western understanding of Marx, the international environment and situation in which the party was located, how to establish a correct motivation to join the party, how to strengthen their party spirit cultivation and so on. As students of Jiaotong University, we are full of vigor and vitality, full of endless enthusiasm for learning and national affairs, but at the same time, because we are at a turning point in our lives, we are full of confusion about our own lives and our minds are full of thoughts. The appearance of "green horse", like a swift horse, took us on the road of life, let us see the road under our feet and appreciate the profound knowledge of teachers along the way. At the same time, these teachers also set an example for us activists who joined the party!
After this party school study, I have established a materialistic outlook on life of serving the people wholeheartedly, and I also understand that the interests of the party are fundamentally consistent with those of the country and the people! Is the highest interest! At the same time, as a college student, it also promoted me to give more and take less, participate in social practice, learn from the people in social practice, be not afraid of difficulties in my own study, and do my best within my own ability! For example, after visiting the site of the "First Congress", I saw that in that case, my ancestors, with firm belief in * * * productism, passed party constitution and established the China * * * Producers' Party. Their spirit is worth learning! I want to be firm in the belief of productism! Practice, for us students, has another meaning, which is to strengthen our learning skills. Only by studying our professional courses hard and strengthening the cultivation of party spirit can we repay the party, make contributions to socialist modernization and pursue our proletarian beliefs!
In order to make myself reach the Party's standards faster, I will first continue to improve my understanding of the Party ideologically, deepen my understanding of the mission on my shoulders, and continue to strengthen the cultivation of party spirit in my future study and life. Secondly, in terms of ability, I will study harder and improve my professional skills. Although it seems that studying in the hospital is very easy, when I think about it carefully, I find that I haven't learned many basic professional courses well, so I need to put more energy into my study, and I will demand myself with the requirements of a party member and strive to take my grades to a new level; Finally, in action, I will set an example. Party member is a banner, and activists who join the Party can also be a banner. I will prove myself in my study, actively participate in some voluntary services, establish the concept of serving the people wholeheartedly, and actively mobilize outstanding students around me to join the party. I believe that I can become an excellent party member by restraining myself with environment, regulating myself with thoughts and proving myself with actions.
These are my new understandings of the party and the cause of * * * after studying in the party school and social practice. Maybe some ideas are still immature, maybe some ideas are far from party member's standards, but they are really what I learned these days, and I am deeply impressed.
I know it's easier to say than to do forever, and it's easier to do than to persist forever. It is not easy to step into the door of capitalism, but I will use my own actions to improve my ideological and moral, scientific and cultural literacy, enhance my persuasiveness, and strive to join the party as soon as possible!
If I join the China * * * production party with honor, I will go on firmly and have no regrets all my life!