So I am very happy.
I live in an ordinary world, which is full of colorful things. Some people are happy, others are miserable.
I know, like everyone else, we all live in this colorful world.
However, I am a happy person.
I know that happiness is a subjective experience, which varies from person to person, and it is an experience after things are satisfied. Some people are happy to drive Li Xia, some people are happy to drive Volkswagen, some people can't be happy until they drive Audi, and some people are not happy even if they drive BMW Porsche. Here, the car is what you want, what you want is different, and the requirements for happiness are different.
Of course, the examples I cited can't express my meaning clearly. I want to exaggerate that happiness varies from person to person, and then exaggerate the differences between people.
What is your happiness? Are you happy?
I feel happy, not long ago.
Of course, I know this is just the beginning, and I will be happier in the future.
Why can I be so sure that I will be happier in the future? Because I know the secret of happiness.
Satan becomes Satan because he knows the death of all beings. It is by mastering the death of living things that Satan can run amok. Fortunately, there is God, otherwise there would be no light in this universe. However, God becomes God because he knows where all beings are. He led all beings to fight against darkness with light.
Let's take a look at this Er Shen game. What was the result? As we all know, the result has been the same for millions of years, and it will be the same in the future. Neither darkness nor light can win the final victory. The universe is always circulating in light and darkness. Of course, there is also a result, that is, when the universe does not exist, the result will be gone, because they can no longer compete.
That is beside the point. Let's get back to the point.
Back to the film, when the plot developed into Roger's high school life, I had no doubt about his suicidal tendency. I only pray that he can walk through the darkness and move towards the light.
When I saw Roger, I saw the old me. His darkness is so familiar and kind to me. I feel the same way about the overwhelming darkness. I have been deeply suffocated by them. I'm helpless, I hope.
Death is nothing to those boundless darkness. Death is the simplest choice. Originally, he didn't want much. He only hopes that his intimate friends can understand him and accompany him from childhood to adulthood. He just wants a little light to penetrate into his life and dispel the bottomless despair. I know, in fact, he didn't want to kill himself. He wants to live in a colorful world. Even if he is not as rich and famous as his childhood friend Taylor, he will live as long as there is a little warmth and light. However, he got nothing, so he didn't want to stay. He left. With the sound of death, he made a final cry to the world he once lived in.
And I also know that there is no light in his life, but he doesn't realize it. This is why he was swallowed up by his own darkness.
Think about myself, when did I start to move from darkness to light? In the third grade. Before that, my life was dark. No, I thought my life was dark. My parents loved me before I came to this world. Before I came to this world, my relatives were expecting me; The world I lived in was like this before I came; Before I was born, darkness and light ruled the world cyclically.
Therefore, it is not parents, relatives or this black-and-white world that are at fault. It's not me and Roger who are wrong, it's fate.
Roger and I, because of different fates, have different results.
Fate brought me to the bright side, and Roger, poor Roger, stayed on the other side forever.
I have always been grateful for everything that has brought me from the boundless darkness to this bright life. What should I be thankful for? Parents, relatives, friends, teachers, lovers or the world? But how can I thank these? As we all know, these have always been like this and have never changed. Should I thank myself? Thank yourself for saving yourself? Don't! That's impossible. For those who have been living in endless darkness, they can't save themselves. Because people are weak.
People, for this world, are so weak! You are weak because everything you have comes from this world. You are extremely weak before you have your own thinking and resistance. I believe that anyone who understands psychological science and observes life carefully will agree with this view.
Everything everyone lives on comes from the society in which he lives. His values, his warmth and darkness, and everything he has come from the society. Without choice, there is nothing he can do. Because every life is from being alive to being alive.
So what saved me?
I don't know. All I know is that I am grateful for everything in my life. It is my life that has made me who I am now, and now I feel very happy.
Since I blame life or fate for happiness and sunshine, can't I do anything?
Of course not. We can do many things. Even if we can't save ourselves (no one can save ourselves), live independently and let the light shine forever, we still have a lot to do.
Personally, if my parents, relatives, teachers, friends and society don't give me warmth, how can I feel the warmth and light? Although the above is somewhat exaggerated, those warmth have always been there. The reason why I changed is because I realized the warmth in life. If those warmth never existed, how should I feel? How can we move towards the light?
Everyone has experienced darkness, experienced dark cold and longed for warmth. And everyone, whether experiencing darkness or light now, can always give warmth as long as they are willing. Although the warmth you give may not save a person in the dark, your contribution provides the possibility.
And I, can become a reality. So I am very happy.
For this possibility, give it some warmth.