"I am a girl with complicated feelings. I am lively, naive, cheerful, withdrawn, silent and indifferent. A person who doesn't even know himself is really sad. I am only 15 years old. When I am depressed, I will be isolated from the world and close all contact information. At that time, the water of my life was ice. Perhaps this is the best way for me to be sealed, and it is also the way to escape from secular life. Maybe we really have a fate, maybe we will never meet. All I know is I'm afraid of getting hurt. Not touching the world may be the best way to protect me. "
Look at the previous font, it is not necessarily distorted, nor is it immature handwriting. It's a note from 15 years, and it's still very clear. 15 years old, I still have a childish face! When I grow up, I still smile at the world mercilessly and still cry in the dark. These days, in a recently used notebook, an updated narrative jumped out of the frame and stood side by side with the past, called "episode"-"We don't need to cater to everyone deliberately, and we won't explain too much to others. If someone doesn't agree with you and doesn't speak the language, it's useless to talk more. I have my own happiness. I have my own friends, living and studying. Why should I care about the cynicism of others? Today will be tomorrow's yesterday, and everything will be an episode of life. The sound of piano strings is something I will never forget today. "
The mental gap seems obvious, but it seems to be a small difference.
Two years ago, the doors and windows of the soul were opened and closed, and closed and opened again. Now they are only in a half-open state, and they are no longer blindly excluded. But the knot in my heart is still there, which makes people feel distressed. Looking back, I just feel that what I saw and heard is just a drop in the ocean and can't stand the shock. Seeing a wave beacon, I also fled in a panic. When I found a little salt in the river, I thought it had turned into the sea.
The growth of the soul has a course, and now it is an indispensable part of the growth stage. Although struggling, it continues, with suspicion, paranoia and tears, but also with firmness, face up and hardship. ...
Growth argument 2 unconsciously and quietly changed me and everything around me. ...
I remember how eager I was to grow up when I was a child, and now I don't want to grow up so much. Because growth also means an increase in troubles.
The pressure of teachers and parents, the instability of academic performance and other troubles come to you. You may be at a loss, helpless, and depressed all day. However, if a person can feel comfortable and self-sufficient, he will not simply regard his troubles as an irreparable tragedy, but strive to change and find happiness from them.
When your grades drop, will you encourage yourself: Is life exciting only when there is competition? It's really annoying that I haven't thought of a difficult problem for a long time. Then you suddenly realized, understood the truth, and finished the problem at once. How happy you are at this moment, you will feel a heavy burden in your heart. When someone is in trouble, you lend a helping hand to help him. Will there be an inexplicable excitement in my heart? When you open your heart and enjoy playing on the playground, will you still have troubles in your heart? When fireworks bloom in the night sky, will you be very happy and want to "bloom" like fireworks? Think about how much effort and sweat that hard-won moment contains. Isn't it fun? Later I came to the conclusion that happiness and trouble are inseparable twins. Where there is happiness, there is trouble, and where there is trouble, there is happiness.
Of course, there are many joys in life, such as a spring outing and an autumn outing, which will definitely add a lot of happiness to your black and white life. In fact, happiness is everywhere, and the key is whether you can find her. In fact, the more worried children are, the more unhappy they are. They don't think positively, so everything is not good. For those children who have less troubles, happiness is accompanied by them. The reason is not unfairness, but optimism, believing that troubles are only short-lived and constantly changing. Therefore, in their view, there is nothing to worry about and nothing to make them unhappy.
Growing children will change constantly, and troubles (happiness) will follow. The beautiful world, colorful colors and happy life all depend on you.
No matter how day after day is spent, the sun always rises and sets endlessly, flowers always bloom and wither, and the traffic around them is always fleeting. Standing on the tail of time, we are constantly chasing the misty future.
Too many people always lament the cruelty of time and the helplessness of growth. In fact, growth is really a process in which caterpillars break their cocoons into butterflies, and they always have to go through the pain of metamorphosis in order to better meet the unknown world like chocolate. All the smiles that bloom or the tears that no one has ever seen are unexpected when you look back a few years later! No matter whether the road ahead is rugged or flat, you need to taste and experience it by yourself.
Zhang Ailing wrote an article about "Road", which means the road to growth. This road is the only way for everyone. Passers-by advised people who were about to take this road not to choose this road, because it was rugged and long, but people retorted, "Since you can take this road, why can't I go out?" As a result, one person after another has gone through this arduous road. Maybe this is the true meaning of growing up. Knowing that you may fall into it, you still stubbornly insist on your choice.
Somehow I thought of Peter Pan, the child who will never grow up. Who can say that he has no regrets about growing up? We always miss the past sadly and endlessly, saying "Don't grow up, don't grow up". If it really doesn't grow up, do you really don't care at all? There will be happiness every time. In any case, we will grow with the loss of time from our palms and watch the memories gather one by one.
Growth is like a mysterious fruit, some people resist hysterically, and some people can't wait to taste it. But only when you grow up can you get in touch with more and better worlds.
Growth is painful and happy.
Everyone has many stories about growing up, and I am no exception. Now listen to my little story of growing up.
One day, my father and I went to foreigner street to play. When I walked to the photo studio, my father said he would play the game "Haunted House Adventure". I said to my father, "I'll go too." Dad said, "This game can only be played by brave people. Do you have the courage? " "yes." I said. "Speak louder." Dad said. "Yes!" I said. It was really in front of the haunted house, and my legs were shaking, because it was a test of my courage. Into the haunted house, I took my father's arm and walked slowly forward. Only heard a scream, I immediately shouted: "ghost!" " "Say, I immediately pulled my father and ran to the front. Dad was overwhelmed by me, panting hard and shouting, "I usually see you run very slowly, so why are you so fast now?" """Well, this ... Oh, let's not discuss this. Let's find a way out first. I said. "Please, you have pulled us to the export. Don't tell ... "I estimated that my father would nag for hours, so I shouted with my" lion roar ":"Stop it! Go out first-then-say! " I didn't expect my father's "lion roar" to be worse than mine, so I nagged for a few minutes before going out.
After this "haunted house adventure", I know how hard and dangerous an adventurer's life is.
I once read a composition, and the simple language deeply attracted me and touched me. This article is deeply rooted in my mind like a tree root. Its title is: Dad, I want to tell you. I read on. This is a wonderful composition, and the content is probably like this:
My father is a farmer, and it is very hard. One day I went out to play, and a car rushed at me, but you ran over and grabbed my hand and ran out, leaving a long hole in your foot. You said it was okay. It'll be all right in a minute. Once, I had a high fever and you stayed up all night in front of my bed. The next day, my mother went out to work, and you took care of me at home, so I fell asleep unconsciously. When I woke up, I found that my father was not coming, so I called out "Dad, Dad." My eyes suddenly moistened when I saw you bring me a bowl of porridge with meat. ...
Reading this, my eyes are moist, too. Think about it, who gave us protection when we were growing up? Who gave us hope? Who is better to educate us? It's dad. We had a problem that we couldn't do, and dad helped us. It was dad who took care of us when we were sick. Dad is a lamp and a tree on our growing road. In the storm, my father sheltered us from the wind and rain, and in the dark, my father lit us up. Before, I was not sensible. I've always opposed my father and didn't support him. I know everything my father did was for me. Dad, because of your help, I also won the honor. I won the first place in the model league competition in a row and was recommended by my classmates to participate in the science and technology competition. It is because you often tell me about science and technology that I won this honor. Now, I want to repay you with good grades. I will study hard and make progress every day.
Dad, I want to say so many things to you that I can't count them. When I grow up, I want to repay you more, but I can't. Dad, I want to say to you: "I love you."
Students, do you love your father, too? If so, say "I love you" to your father.
Growth argument 6 love can always inspire the warmth in my heart; Love can always let others get spiritual growth; Love can always make you mature from immaturity. ...
Love is budding and the body is heating up.
It kept raining and I looked at the picture outside the window. I can't help looking at a middle-aged woman and that innocent child. The woman put the wet bracelet on the child's waist and wrapped it in thin and wet clothes. But it rained harder and the wind blew harder. Look at their thin bodies, how can they stand the beating of the rain! Looking back at the solid and soft clothes beside me, and then at the touching picture, I picked up my clothes and stared out of the window. I don't know what I'm hesitating, what I'm thinking and what I should do next! At this time, the neighbor's children picked up their clothes and umbrellas and rushed downstairs. I didn't know it was cold until the rain drifted to the balcony with the wind. Only then did I know how small I was compared with the children. At this moment, my love is budding and my body is warming up. ...
Love is growing, and the heart is joyful.
Walking in the street, people are still so crowded and unpredictable; On the sidewalk, people still file in and out; In my heart, people are still so indifferent. An old man walked slowly on the sidewalk because his legs and feet were inconvenient. However, people who walk behind are whispering. Said the old man walked in front of them, said the old man delayed their time. To make matters worse, a young man deliberately walked over to squeeze the old man and said with malicious intent, "Dead old man, why did you hit me!" " "Say that finish and roared off. It can be seen that the old man is a homeless man, still walking in obscurity, as if the world has nothing to do with him. I went over and bought him some food and asked him why, only to find tears in his eyes. He took my food. He didn't ask for it for nothing, but gave it to me with his only 2 yuan money (which he picked up and sold) and left. What I like is not these two dollars, but that love is growing and my heart is happy. ...
Love grows up and the heart is eternal.
In the yard, Uncle Wang was paralyzed and couldn't move. I really want to help him recover quickly, but how can I help him at an early age? So I bought a massager with my pocket money. I wanted to give it to Uncle Wang, but Uncle Wang insisted, so I left it at home and let Uncle Wang come every day. After five months, the doctor said it was much better and asked me to keep doing massage. Don't mention how happy you are. I really grew up, really grew up! My mind has really broadened a lot! Love has grown up and my heart is eternal. ...
Start with small things, start with hours. The mind is like a person, getting better and better, and eventually growing up!
Looking back suddenly, the dream is sixteen degrees in the spring and autumn. In these sixteen years, books have been growing with me and teaching me bit by bit.
I still remember watching Doraemon when I was a child: holding a book in my left hand and a snack in my right hand, I couldn't help sighing when I saw Daxiong's laziness; Seeing Jing Xiang's tenderness, I can't help liking it; Surprised by the magic of Doraemon. Whenever they are in danger, they are not only worried about them, but also the courage of Nobita, the loyalty of Pang Hu, the calmness of Jingxiang, and the wit and magic of Doraemon, all of which accompany me to spend a wonderful childhood.
I once sighed for the misery of the little match girl, praised Grave's courage, Robinson's strength and the endurance of the ugly duckling ... Andersen's fairy tales, Griff's travels, Harry Potter, Uncle Tom's cabin, La Traviata, Jane Eyre ... all brought me different flavors.
"Strong women in business don't know how to hate the country, but they still sing backyard flowers across the river." "Xing, people suffer, death, people suffer." "Although the country is divided, the mountains and rivers remain forever, and the vegetation turns green in spring." "After three months of war, a letter from home is worth a ton of gold." ... These bring me another kind of melancholy, Li Bai's boldness, Du Fu's sadness, Li Qingzhao's euphemism and Wen Tianxiang's righteousness ... all of which move me, and I am proud of the profound cultural accumulation of the Chinese nation. Reading gave me too much.
Reading makes me realize the hardship of "who knows every meal is hard"; Reading made me understand the life of "I don't know the heat, but I regret the long summer"; Reading makes me realize the comfort of "an empty mountain after rain, standing on an autumn night" ...
When I was frustrated, it was that book that taught me that "there is no way to return, and there is another village"; When I wanted to give up, this book gave me courage. "One day, I will ride the wind and waves, sail straight up and cross the deep sea"; When I want to curl up in the corner of the book, this book makes me appreciate the scenery of "going to the top of the mountain to see what it is, and all the other mountains look small under the sky". .
Growth argument 8 Every growth is bound to be accompanied by painful transformation. Only when you find yourself saying the same thing and doing the same thing like an adult, will you realize how fast you are actually growing up. Fly happily and painfully.
Growth is happy and troublesome.
Growth is both dynamic and static.
"All the endings have been written, and all the tears have begun." Xi Murong understands growth like this.
When I was a child, I was always so eager to grow up and feel independent. But when I grow up, I find it difficult to be independent, and I have to bear all the pain and setbacks silently. Later, I discovered that the so-called "maturity" is to slowly kill your personality to adapt to society. Learn to be sophisticated and smooth. Ordinary life can calm the pulse. So I became numb and finally-regretted growing up. The boiling blood gradually solidified, and I understood why the old people liked the past meetings. It's really strange that everyone wants to have it, but in the end they panic and are eager to throw it away.
But in any case, growing up is happy. In the process of growing up, I realized many philosophies that I couldn't understand before. See the world clearly, learn to be independent, learn to understand, and grow up so that we can drag our feet and outline a bright future.
Growth is troublesome, and in this process, we have to shoulder many troubles that we didn't have before. We should standardize ourselves in a secular and utilitarian way. Norms, plans and goals make our fragile young hearts cold. Exhausted. The unexpected arrival of growth measures made us panic.
Therefore, growth is painful and happy.
Walk a long way across mountains and rivers
Hiking rain or shine
Dreams gradually become symbols of the subconscious mind.
Live as usual.
Get rid of the days, you can't lose the days,
I didn't realize until now.
One step after another is swaying on the road that is not to be feared.
Missing and not missing are intertwined.
Beautiful mood
Sometimes I feel that the whole person is very timid and leads a constant and never-ending life all day. I don't know where the road is, what to do. Zhang Ailing said that it is necessary to become famous early. I also want to be famous. I want to learn from young people who are smart and early, but my IQ is too low, so I should learn from others. But there was no murder or robbery on the street. I never had the cheek to ask, "Uncle, do you know where to kill people?" Lottery tickets are also small. But if one day you choke on water, it's hard not to be famous.
How boring! I often talk to myself, so my mind is full of boring things.
A man without an aim in life is like a sailing ship that has lost its course and runs amok without a direction; It's like walking in the misty fog at dusk, with confused eyes. Like a stagnant pool, lifeless.
When I grew up, I vaguely found for the first time that the long-hidden hesitation in my heart was so deep. Too numb, I suddenly realized that the years in my heart began to change. Duras said: once people begin to remember, they are already getting old. Grow old and die.
There are really many helpless things in life, aren't there? Such as youth, such as years. ......
Isn't there a lot of time to conquer Bibi?
I grew up with my grandmother, who is from Henan. She is slim, kind-looking, kind-hearted and capable. Grandma was a kindergarten teacher when she was young. She is smart and studious, and good at singing and dancing. She was outstanding among the teachers of that year. After I was born, because my parents were busy with work, my grandmother took the initiative to take care of me and made great efforts for my growth. She taught me to eat and drink Lazar, to read, to be civilized, polite and reasonable, to tell me stories, to accompany me to watch movies, to read books, to write, to play the piano, to play Go and to read English. Year after year, I grew up under the care of my grandmother. I am not only in good health and good at studying, but also learned a lot, such as respecting the old and caring for the young, respecting teachers, uniting classmates, not destroying the natural environment and littering ... It is worth mentioning that with the guidance and company of my grandmother, my reading ability has gradually improved. I was a famous "literacy king" in kindergarten, including my grandmother's efforts.
How time flies! I'm almost ten years old, and I'm already a fourth-grade student. Besides making progress in my studies, my hobbies are also colorful. As usual, grandma works for me silently. Grandma has added a few strands of white hair to her head, but in my opinion, she is not old. Her life is full of interest. Besides practicing Tai Ji Chuan, she also studied calligraphy and writing, and published many essays and poems in provincial newspapers! Yes, grandma will never get old, and that eternal childlike interest will accompany me and grandma to grow up together! The teacher said that yesterday's composition should be revised, and it would be better to change "with books" to "with people". Only when I got home did I know that my mother had gone out for dinner, so I had to ask my grandmother for help first and rename my composition "I grew up with my grandmother". My mother took my grandmother's class and went home to help me with it. I finally finished it, but it was very late, and I didn't fall asleep until almost twelve o'clock. Before I grew up with the new curriculum, when we studied Chinese, what we were most afraid of was writing. Due to the lack of good words, articles are always not vivid. Now, we have added a reading class every week. After reading, the students were surprised to find that they had accumulated many good words and sentences unconsciously. They not only read their favorite books happily in a class, but also don't worry or be afraid when writing.
This afternoon, it's time for reading class again. Ha! It really whetted my appetite. I am a book fan. I am still reading and reciting Saint Amethyst these days! As soon as the class started, I chose my deskmate-Gaoxinshuang. I said I chose because in every reading class, Mr. Liu allowed us to choose our reading partners freely, which was very popular with the students. We read happily. When I opened this book, I saw a lot of good words and sentences and beautiful articles in it: the good words and sentences describing spring are colorful; Articles about things are written in great detail; Small prose and poetry are full of interest ... students have entered the world of books and opened their eyes! After reading, we fill in reading cards one after another to record our reading contents and feelings. The teacher also rewards stickers according to the filling situation! After class, I remembered the contents of the book again. It's really hard to forget: there are fairy tales, stories and scenery ... There are so many good words and sentences in the book, so I think I won't worry about writing next time! Sure enough, I read more books, and then in the composition class, my pen will always write "non-stop", with many good words and sentences, which are great every time! This is a new way for teachers to let us write better compositions-reading. It can not only accumulate good words and sentences, but also cultivate students' good reading habits, which will benefit us for life. It's good to grow up under the new teaching method!
Growth argument 10 "What is a dream?" Many people may ask. I think dreams are like compasses, guiding the direction of life; Dreams are like ships, moving forward step by step and constantly heading for the other side of happiness. The dream is Kuafu's nonstop footsteps day after day; It is the unremitting pursuit of Jingwei in reclamation; Is to believe that when the fire is put out, the moth dies. Tolstoy once said: Ideal is the guiding light. Without ideals, there is no firm direction; No direction, no life.
Without ideals, our study and life will lack the motivation to move forward and even lose our way.
Everyone will have a lofty ideal in his heart. My ideal is to be a psychiatrist. Some people will think this is trivial, but this is my only goal. I think a psychiatrist is a noble profession, which can solve many people's difficulties and doubts and explore endless mysteries. In order to realize this ideal, we need to plan our life. Of course, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. There can be many ideals, but there is only one road to the ideal, and that is to be down-to-earth and go all out. We need to constantly enhance our ability and improve our quality, and at the same time we need perseverance and perseverance. Ideal is higher than reality but comes from reality, and the realization of ideal needs our efforts in reality.
Dreams are like a seed, sown in the soil of the soul. Small as it is, it can blossom and bear fruit. Without dreams, it is like living in a desolate desert, cold and lifeless. With dreams, there will be goals to pursue and strive for; With dreams, there is motivation. It will make people move forward, and maybe they will encounter countless bumps on the road to realizing their dreams. It doesn't matter. If you face difficulties, you will gain something.
Where there is an ideal, the dream is heaven! Pursuing dreams requires persistence. Life needs to stick to your dreams, because the long road of life will encounter countless difficulties. It is no use complaining and sighing. Only in the process of competing with difficulties can we constantly surpass ourselves and make positive progress, and we can go further on the road of life and bloom colorful flowers of life.