When I first got married, I was also struggling. I said that if you choose one with similar conditions, you may be mediocre and happy. He just said: It's a pity that you and I are both real people. Maybe it's true. Personality determines that we don't give in, don't let others push us around, and stick to our choices even if we are injured. He is very determined, but sometimes when I am in trouble, I wonder if stubbornness has cost me. Does love need no persistence at all? You are always like a child. You never listen carefully to what I say, and you won't react too much to what I tell you. Before marriage, you were really a good person, good to me, good to my family, kind and capable, really good.
But after I got married, I changed. I ignored my mother and even stopped calling her. Do you know how sad I am? On the second day of marriage, your sister and brother lived in our room, and they were still with us. I felt very uncomfortable at that time. One is my brother-in-law and the other is my sister-in-law. We are not a few years old, and I cried. I don't know why. From then on, my nightmare began. I didn't cry when I was pregnant, I cried when I was pregnant, and I took care of the baby. Later, I may get tired of your crying. No matter how I cry, you ignore me.
In fact, I want to tell you that sometimes I feel as if I have depression and nothing is pleasing to the eye. I always feel wronged in my heart and want to commit suicide every time I feel sad. Later, I felt more and more that you were irresponsible. Your father is over forty years old, and he can help you for a few years. You didn't know how to tell you and didn't listen, but you still hit your father. Do you know how sad he is? He just wants you to live better than him, and let you live better than him, but you never seem to understand his good intentions. Twice, you talked to several girls behind my back, and the conversation was very ambiguous. I noticed that you didn't say anything either. What else do you want to say? I was so angry that I couldn't help shaking, and then I forgave you. I don't know why you smile at others and always insult your family. People always ask me how you are doing. Every time I smile and say nothing, it's good. In fact, I really want to say that my life is terrible, not good at all. Whether it's me or not, I hope you grow up soon.