It is absolutely not false to say that I am a positive and negative person.

It can be said that I can't keep up with the rhythm of life, but I have learned to keep a low profile in life; It makes people sad, it makes people cry, it makes people dull, and it makes me become another me. I think this is a change of excessive deprivation. I am very fragile and can only accept it. After a long period of accumulation, of course, I have reached the peak of negativity.

I am extremely pessimistic about life. Perhaps, I care too much; Perhaps, I am too obedient; Perhaps it is because of these countless "maybe" that I doubt everything. Many times, I can't help feeling desperate and depressed, and even somehow think that death is not terrible, but a lucky relief. Unconsciously, this became the only idea in my heart. What I fantasize about seems to be my great luxury.

The reason why I am like this is entirely because my heart has been hurt by cruel reality; My consciousness was deliberately targeted and buried; My mind is full of n whys; My mind was destroyed by the dirty social atmosphere; My tears are activated by ruthless words and deeds; My body was oxidized by strong oxidant ~ ~ ~ ~

I am very sad, but no one knows that sadness is a kind of pain that I can't cry out. I find my "tomorrow" very vague. I think "the future is bright, but there is no road".

This may be a negative representative, but it is definitely a negative essence.

I never knew what I got. I'm afraid it will be a joke from heaven. Maybe everything is my illusion. It disappeared just as I approached. Of course, I would never foolishly deny that I have nothing. I'm sure this is a joke, but it's a serious joke!

I never deny my negativity. I know, it's a kind of helplessness. I didn't mean to pretend, but I felt it was a further torture to myself.

I keep silent, let the outside world corrode/slaughter me and be a "slave" of the world. It's because I understand that resistance is a kind of intelligent refutation, but at the same time, it's also a kind of childish behavior that overreaches. And I know very well that the probability of winning is simply a value equal to zero.

Perhaps, you will say, "You are simply a positive and negative person. Can't you be positive? "

I will answer you: "If you are a positive person, then you are only a negative and positive person. And you are just a negative activist coquetry to a positive and negative person! "